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Can anyone relate? When I fap I can’t be assed to even have motivation to do anything
I just feel worse after fapping, like a loser
Do you guys ever feel like your sexuality gets distorted after watching too much porn and fapping? Like you come up with weird shit you wouldn’t have thought of or fall down rabbit holes you wouldn’t have previously?Yes, fap is brutal.
yes, after fapping to porn too much I start getting off to other thingsDo you guys ever feel like your sexuality gets distorted after watching too much porn and fapping? Like you come up with weird shit you wouldn’t have thought of or fall down rabbit holes you wouldn’t have previously?
No I just lose motivation and feel disgustedDo you guys ever feel like your sexuality gets distorted after watching too much porn and fapping? Like you come up with weird shit you wouldn’t have thought of or fall down rabbit holes you wouldn’t have previously?
How often do you fap when you do it?No I just lose motivation and feel disgusted
How often do I fap? maybe once a nightHow often do you fap when you do it?
With your autism do you ever get psychosis and delusions?Yes, I experience this too. Problem is if I don't fap for a while then its all I can think about and I'll start getting semi's in public.
Don't think I've ever had psychosis but I've definitely had delusions over the years. I also experienced a few episodes of derealization a few years back and they were most unsettlingWith your autism do you ever get psychosis and delusions?
How did you recover from them? I still haven’t recoveredDon't think I've ever had psychosis but I've definitely had delusions over the years. I also experienced a few episodes of derealization a few years back and they were most unsettling
Delusions or derealization? Delusions come and go, they mostly turn up when I discover something undue in the house or interact with people IRL and get into situations where I've got to communicate a lot with them, I'll only realize that it was a delusion when the event has long passed. As for the derealization episodes I haven't experienced that for a few years, they emerged at a point of extreme stress and depression and were horrible to experience. All I wanted to do during an episode was hide under my bed covers and sleep.How did you recover from them? I still haven’t recovered
Yeah cuz I was using a lot drugs too man. I feel like I’m so autistic I might be a Chris Chan type. Do you ever feel this way too?Delusions or derealization? Delusions come and go, they mostly turn up when I discover something undue in the house or interact with people IRL and get into situations where I've got to communicate a lot with them, I'll only realize that it was a delusion when the event has long passed. As for the derealization episodes I haven't experienced that for a few years, they emerged at a point of extreme stress and depression and were horrible to experience. All I wanted to do during an episode was hide under my bed covers and sleep.
Such is life as a mentalcel. How about you?
I had similarities with Chris when I was a kid and teen, I'm a little less nuts now I'm older. But I think a great portion of his problems were caused by Bob and Barb being too old and Barb being a terrible person. Any chance of you getting tested for autism? Once you do its pretty much guaranteed autismbux in many parts of the world. As long as you don't fuck your mother then its impossible to be as bad as Chris Chan.Yeah cuz I was using a lot drugs too man. I feel like I’m so autistic I might be a Chris Chan type. Do you ever feel this way too?
I have psychosis and delusions. I’m also bipolar. I get a disability check from the government due to my bipolar.I had similarities with Chris when I was a kid and teen, I'm a little less nuts now I'm older. But I think a great portion of his problems were caused by Bob and Barb being too old and Barb being a terrible person. Any chance of you getting tested for autism? Once you do its pretty much guaranteed autismbux in many parts of the world. As long as you don't fuck your mother then its impossible to be as bad as Chris Chan.