Discussion When walking outside, I always feel looked at

[ReplaceMyJuice]

Because it's true! I'm not fucking paranoid!

Stop looking at me and MAKE FUN OF ME AND LAUGHT AT ME to feel superior, bullies!

AAAA, FUCK ALL OF YOU

 

[Hohenstaufen]

Everyone always looks at me, it's so damn annoying, like mind your own business

 

[spiderey-one]

Same. It makes me incredibly afraid and anxious to go outside anywhere. I hate everyone.

 

[Autist]

Adulthood is just an extension of high school.

 

[SaintSmerdyakov]

Everyone always looks at me, it's so damn annoying, like mind your own business

They stare at me as if a stray mountain lion wandered into their suburbia, niggas GENUINELY look at me out their windows when I go out

 

[autisticsoy]

always staring

 

[ReplaceMyJuice]

Everyone always looks at me, it's so damn annoying, like mind your own business

Same. It makes me incredibly afraid and anxious to go outside anywhere. I hate everyone.

Everyone always looks at me, it's so damn annoying, like mind your own business

They stare at me as if a stray mountain lion wandered into their suburbia, niggas GENUINELY look at me out their windows when I go out

So damn relatable. At least I'm not alone in this. I always think twice before going out, and think how I should approach it.

I'm not the type of person that looks down. I'll always look, so I see every molecule wired into my retinas

 

[SaintSmerdyakov]

So damn relatable. At least I'm not alone in this. I always think twice before going out, and think how I should approach it.

I'm not the type of person that looks down. I'll always look, so I see every molecule wired into my retinas

Yeah it's fucked, I be taking a deep breath before opening the door fr

 

[ReplaceMyJuice]

Yeah it's fucked, I be taking a deep breath before opening the door fr

Same here

 

[Pancakecel]

Yep, it pisses me off so much. Anytime I go outside and have to be around others, my brain goes into full defense mode, and I become angry and frustrated, as I am expecting something to happen. People just don't care, this brings one memory to mind, of where a foid and her boy, who was probably 5/6 years old, passed me as I was walking, and the little kid pointed at me and said "he's a funny looking man" and laughed, and the toilet looked like she was trying not to laugh herself.

She didn't even apologize on his behalf, or tell him off. That was completely acceptable behavior in their eyes, i guess. I have so many experiences like that too, and you don't forget them.

 

[ReplaceMyJuice]

Yep, it pisses me off so much. Anytime I go outside and have to be around others, my brain goes into full defense mode, and I become angry and frustrated, as I am expecting something to happen. People just don't care, this brings one memory to mind, of where a foid and her boy, who was probably 5/6 years old, passed me as I was walking, and the little kid pointed at me and said "he's a funny looking man" and laughed, and the toilet looked like she was trying not to laugh herself.

She didn't even apologize on his behalf, or tell him off. That was completely acceptable behavior in their eyes, i guess. I have so many experiences like that too, and you don't forget them.

Thats normal, it's your survival instinct kicking in. Protect yourself from harm at all cost. I'm also very alerted when outside, because I know I'm a target/prey

I'm sorry that had to happen to you brother. That fucking sucks

 

[Chirag gupta]

They’re always watching

 

[Pancakecel]

Thats normal, it's your survival instinct kicking in. Protect yourself from harm at all cost. I'm also very alerted when outside, because I know I'm a target/prey

I'm sorry that had to happen to you brother. That fucking sucks

Appreciate that, man

Sorry you have to deal with it too brocel, for me its the most frustrating part of lookism. Not the lack sex or romantic relationships, but that on a basic social level, everything is impacted. People look at you, and within a few seconds decide what they think.

Nobody wants to just talk to you, or be your friend. My face gives off a signal/ vibe that makes others behave like they've seen an alien, or that something is wrong with me. Im an anomaly in the system.

 

[spiderey-one]

Yeah it's fucked, I be taking a deep breath before opening the door fr

The deep breaths dont help at all as any calming relief they bring immediate fade once i get into the hustle and bustle of the outside and all the mean/hateful people who look down at me or glare at me simply for saying “how are you?” Or “good morning?”

This morning even the fugly foid down the hall was getting into the elevator as I was leaving it and i smiled and said “oh hi, good morning” (as Ive seen her a dozen times before) and she just gave me the ugliest most hateful glare saying nothing as if I was panhandling for money. A stupid kid with her just laughed at how she dissed me. i’ve gotten only slightly used to these interactions but they still sting every time and so my normal conditioning has been to avoid leaving home as much as possible.

 

[ReplaceMyJuice]

Appreciate that, man

Sorry you have to deal with it too brocel, for me its the most frustrating part of lookism. Not the lack sex or romantic relationships, but that on a basic social level, everything is impacted. People look at you, and within a few seconds decide what they think.

Nobody wants to just talk to you, or be your friend. My face gives off a signal/ vibe that makes others behave like they've seen an alien, or that something is wrong with me. Im an anomaly in the system.

Thanks brother,

Indeed, at this point I don't even care about foids. It's more a social aspect