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Venting When the pain is gone

LeonTheSilent

LeonTheSilent

"...but i was cast out and rejected..."
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Today i looked at the mirror and realized how alone i´ve been, an outcast from elementary school until college. And i realized how it dosen´t bother me anymore.
But i´m not sure it was a healing process, no... It felt more like a two-way possession: I became the burden, it became me, a fusion with my mirror-self.

"If Order is defiled entirely, defilement is defilement no more, and for every curse, a cursed blessing."

Now i understand myself better, everything is calm. Nothing will ever be alright, but maybe if we learn to set rules for the conflicts this world invades our minds with, in the land of thought, in a personal way, we can became Warlords.
 
What you feel is numbness, a piece of advice pal try to remember or save it for later how you came to your actual mindset.

Sometimes we need to remember how we got to something or somewhere, we are alone so nobody is there to help us but you can help yourself.
 
Comfortably numb
 
Today i looked at the mirror and realized how alone i´ve been, an outcast from elementary school until college. And i realized how it dosen´t bother me anymore.
But i´m not sure it was a healing process, no... It felt more like a two-way possession: I became the burden, it became me, a fusion with my mirror-self.

"If Order is defiled entirely, defilement is defilement no more, and for every curse, a cursed blessing."

Now i understand myself better, everything is calm. Nothing will ever be alright, but maybe if we learn to set rules for the conflicts this world invades our minds with, in the land of thought, in a personal way, we can became Warlords.
Keep writing and I’ll keep reading
 

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