Venting when planes fly over my house i fantasize about them crashing right into it

[Deleted member 27495]

when im walking on the sidewalk i hope a drunk driver hits me out of nowhere
when i go to sleep at night i pray i never wake up
when at work i hope some crazy customer comes in and shoots me right in the head

can i just die already to some random event fuck this meaningless mundane existence. I hate having to take matters into my own hands it requires too much mental fortitude to follow through with suicide, maybe my mind just hasn't truly given up yet and is still holding on to some subconscious hope

 

[FinnCel]

Good cope

 

[Deleted member 27495]

Good cope

copes help keep you alive, wishing to die is the opposite of cope wouldn't u think

 

[FinnCel]

copes help keep you alive, wishing to die is the opposite of cope wouldn't u think

That is coping

 

[JohnDoe]

copes help keep you alive, wishing to die is the opposite of cope wouldn't u think

Copes just help you feel good. Rope is just the final cope