When I knew I was an escortcel

[4700euros]

After being 19 my head was starting to think that something weird was going on...I couldn't have a foid...

....But every person in TV series dates...everyone around me dates...so why dont I ?...dating is normal, right ?

I entered in university at 19...I thought....hummm....maybe in university I will have someone.....WRONG.

During 4 years I was surronded by hot foids in the university....MY EMONTIONAL DAMPERS EXPLODED.

One day I searched for "prostitution porn".
And I saw a site...but it wasn't porn...it was escorts.

THE BANG MOMENT.

How naif I was.

There is no job for everyone.
There is no health for everyone.
There is no fonctional families for everyone.
But there is love for everyone ?

Love is also a "thing"...so it must obey the same laws as all the other things: there is always someone who doesnt have a thing that most of the people have.

I understood then WHY THERE ARE ESCORTS....BECAUSE THERE ARE A LOT OF INCELS (ps: I know normies and chads also go).

I felt like an suicide autist when I tapped on the door of the escort...but after it I feel like I was a normie...that the incels are the "others" not me....but the "normie ilusion" stayed only for 2 months.

 

[Mainländer]

Escorts are great tbh. Even normies and sometimes even Chadlites fuck escorts. It's not easy to have sex whenever you want, even as a Chadlite sometimes.

 

[ICanOnlyFapToBDSM]

1 lira small 2 lira big, ketchup, mayonnaise?

 

[blackcel]

Yeah, even though the experience was shit, I still felt great after I lost my virginity to an escort. My sexual desires was fufilled for like two days and my social anxiety vanished.

 

[4700euros]

Since then I go to escorts every 2 months and a half to keep the "normie ilusion" on.

It is my "fix".