Discussion When I go outside most people are hostile towards me

[ReplaceMyJuice]

The last few years been rough. I used to be more low inhib to go outside. Now I always think twice and think "I will probably get made fun of" (I just got made fun of yesterday btw) I'm just minding my business and doing my groceries or buying cigarettes or whatever. I never even stare at people or look down with my head

Usually people are in groups or at least in a duo when making fun of me. Because laughing at the weak will make yourself feel superior


- They look and laugh how weird I walk (I'm autistic and it's incredibly difficult to walk normal, no matter how hard I try)
- They look and laugh how my face looks like
- They look and laugh how bad my posture is


But people think I'm retarded and that I don't notice it, but I always notice. Because of those experiences it made me super paranoid outside. My survival and surroundings instincts are at peak levels

 

[lugubriouseanastar]

This is exactly why I don’t go outside anymore.

 

[littlemanhikicel]

Happens to me too. It's like im the center of atention but for bad things. People want me to suicide and Im thinking in doing it but I don't want to give them that pleasure

 

[Leon98]

This is exactly why I don’t go outside anymore.

Happens to me too. It's like im the center of atention but for bad things. People want me to suicide

 

[ReplaceMyJuice]

This is exactly why I don’t go outside anymore.

Happens to me too. It's like im the center of atention but for bad things. People want me to suicide and Im thinking in doing it but I don't want to give them that pleasure

That sucks man. No matter how hard it is, we can't let them win. Life is too fucking short

 

[zd60]

This is exactly why I don’t go outside anymore.

 

[littlemanhikicel]

That sucks man. No matter how hard it is, we can't let them win. Life is too fucking short

Even some of my neighbors in my building insult me daily. Im so tired.

 

[ToBurble&Pine]

Can relate
It's always that stupid normie mockery laugh

 

[BasedGoyslopReviews]

life on max difficulty setting
i still remember just trying to healthmaxx at a gym and in the corridoor outside of it, 3 low tier beckies theatrically all simultaneously starting to laugh out loud at me, bcuz they staged it. it doesnt matter how forced the laughing was. they think of me that lowly to do it. they want me to kill myself so that im out of society for good
shit like this is why i have 0 confidence in everything I do. No matter how miniscule. I dont even have the confidence to correctly hammer a pole in the ground (for tree support) or to get a drivers licence. Not only do we not get positive reinforcement ever in our lives, we dont even get neutral, we just get negative, corroding away at our psyche since a young age. The fuck are u supposed to do when the last time anybody liked you was before puberty ?

 

[ReplaceMyJuice]

Even some of my neighbors in my building insult me daily. Im so tired.

Same. My neighbors mock me and make fun of me. I made some threads about it

Can relate
It's always that stupid normie mockery laugh

I hate this sound so fucking much. It gave me trauma. Pure ragefuel

 

[Dr. Autismo]

I've been outside this morning in town and foids have an absolute look of grimace on their faces when I'm near them

 

[ReplaceMyJuice]

life on max difficulty setting
i still remember just trying to healthmaxx at a gym and in the corridoor outside of it, 3 low tier beckies theatrically all simultaneously starting to laugh out loud at me, bcuz they staged it. it doesnt matter how forced the laughing was. they think of me that lowly to do it. they want me to kill myself so that im out of society for good
shit like this is why i have 0 confidence in everything I do. No matter how miniscule. I dont even have the confidence to correctly hammer a pole in the ground (for tree support) or to get a drivers licence. Not only do we not get positive reinforcement ever in our lives, we dont even get neutral, we just get negative, corroding away at our psyche since a young age. The fuck are u supposed to do when the last time anybody liked you was before puberty ?

It's always the ltbs and mtbs for laughing at their looks matches. They rather to see you dead than alive. They felt offended you were in the same gym being near them

 

[littlemanhikicel]

Same. My neighbors mock me and make fun of me. I made some threads about it

I hate this sound so fucking much. It gave me trauma. Pure ragefuel

Really? The worst thing is being bullied even in your house Im getting extremelly violent thinking about kicking their heads and Lynching them but Im alone and they are cowards who would claim be the victims

 

[ReplaceMyJuice]

Just LDAR

 

[Runt171]

- They look and laugh how weird I walk (I'm autistic and it's incredibly difficult to walk normal, no matter how hard I try)

I feel that shit
I have dyspraxia too so Its pretty much impossible for me to “auto walk” like normies do
I always have to carey something or put my hands in my pockets and If I keep both of them our and walk I imagine I look pretty retarded since I have no rhythm

 

[Runt171]

carey

 

[sub5ricemale]

I always feel like people hate me. Not just foids, but normies too

 

[Runt171]

What do they even say about you and how do you notice??

Ive noticed people laugh at me a few times but Not as much as you would think with the amount of shitty traits I have so I guess Its probably happening more and Im not perceptive enough to it

 

[Runt171]

That sucks man. No matter how hard it is, we can't let them win. Life is too fucking short

You could make your life alot shorter and still not have them win if you get my meaning

 

[ItsOverMan]

The last few years been rough. I used to be more low inhib to go outside. Now I always think twice and think "I will probably get made fun of" (I just got made fun of yesterday btw) I'm just minding my business and doing my groceries or buying cigarettes or whatever. I never even stare at people or look down with my head

Usually people are in groups or at least in a duo when making fun of me. Because laughing at the weak will make yourself feel superior


- They look and laugh how weird I walk (I'm autistic and it's incredibly difficult to walk normal, no matter how hard I try)
- They look and laugh how my face looks like
- They look and laugh how bad my posture is


But people think I'm retarded and that I don't notice it, but I always notice. Because of those experiences it made me super paranoid outside. My survival and surroundings instincts are at peak levels

Are these adults doing this? What race?

 

[Pancakecel]

This is exactly why I don’t go outside anymore.

 

[The Scarlet Prince]

It's even worse for me. I am certain that people are out for me in some capacity, and it's just a matter of time until I'm attacked. I made a post about it a few weeks ago—I'm growing evermore paranoid by the day.

 

[ReplaceMyJuice]

I feel that shit
I have dyspraxia too so Its pretty much impossible for me to “auto walk” like normies do
I always have to carey something or put my hands in my pockets and If I keep both of them our and walk I imagine I look pretty retarded since I have no rhythm

Holy. I might have what you have since I have all the symptoms. I also walk better when I'm holding something, because I don't have to control my arms too

 

[ReplaceMyJuice]

Are these adults doing this? What race?

White Gen Z men and women. In some rare cases millennials too

 

[Runt171]

Holy. I might have what you have since I have all the symptoms. I also walk better when I'm holding something, because I don't have to control my arms too

Autism also fucks up co ordination so it could just be that

 

[ReplaceMyJuice]

It's even worse for me. I am certain that people are out for me in some capacity, and it's just a matter of time until I'm attacked. I made a post about it a few weeks ago—I'm growing evermore paranoid by the day.

Carry self defense items. (legal in my country) I got almost attacked too often.

Imagine being outnumbered by a group of bullies and you either die or get brain/nerve damage

 

[ReplaceMyJuice]

What do they even say about you and how do you notice??

Ive noticed people laugh at me a few times but Not as much as you would think with the amount of shitty traits I have so I guess Its probably happening more and Im not perceptive enough to it

Mockery laughing, gossiping and staring. Sometimes even saying it directly in my face. Mimicking my walk

 

[The Scarlet Prince]

Carry self defense items. (legal in my country) I got almost attacked too often.

Imagine being outnumbered by a group of bullies and you either die or get brain/nerve damage

Believe me, I know. I plan to start carrying Mace with me in the meantime and work towards getting a pistol and concealed carry license.

 

[Runt171]

Mockery laughing, gossiping and staring. Sometimes even saying it directly in my face. Mimicking my walk

Maybe people dont do it as much to me anymore then

I feel like I got this more when I was a teenager

 

[thevineyardworker]

The last few years been rough. I used to be more low inhib to go outside. Now I always think twice and think "I will probably get made fun of" (I just got made fun of yesterday btw) I'm just minding my business and doing my groceries or buying cigarettes or whatever. I never even stare at people or look down with my head

Usually people are in groups or at least in a duo when making fun of me. Because laughing at the weak will make yourself feel superior


- They look and laugh how weird I walk (I'm autistic and it's incredibly difficult to walk normal, no matter how hard I try)
- They look and laugh how my face looks like
- They look and laugh how bad my posture is


But people think I'm retarded and that I don't notice it, but I always notice. Because of those experiences it made me super paranoid outside. My survival and surroundings instincts are at peak levels

I’m like the creature from Frankenstein but short

 

[poorenglishcel]

I just get ignored everywhere tbhngl

 

[soft]

Can relate
It's always that stupid normie mockery laugh

Can normies even laugh without it being at someone's expense?
The object of their jokes is always someone who's doing worse than them.

 

[ReplaceMyJuice]

Can normies even laugh without it being at someone's expense?
The object of their jokes is always someone who's doing worse than them.

So true

 

[Bulbasaur]

I just get ignored everywhere tbhngl

This. Why would they look at me?