When did you start having sexual urges, and when did you realize they were going to be unfulfilled?

[The End]

When did you start feeling really attracted to girls, and when did you realize that girls were repulsed by you?

 

[ICanOnlyFapToBDSM]

around 10 or so, but i was humping teddy bears, touching myself and occasionaly crossdressing long before that.

 

[Deleted member 8353]

When I was 12 I started having urges, although I finally realized that I was totally undesirable by 17, knew it was over by 22.

 

[TheCrusader0201]

I was interested in the girls at 12 but little to link to one, I was not interested, at 15 I realized, it was a waste of time, they were all fucking whores, and I'm waiting for the moment to surrender , and that will be my rebirth

 

[Cancel]

I guess around the early double-digits? Let's say 11?

I knew they were going to be ultimately unfulfilled when I had the revelation that I was masturbating about the girls in school but they weren't masturbating about me. Maybe late high school? 17?

 

[DyingInside]

Iv'e been attracted to girls since elementary school. By middle school is when I really started to like them and developed a few crushes. And I realized by the end of high school that it was officially over.

 

[caffeine455]

can't exactly remember when I started having urges. could be 11-12. when I realized they're going to be unfulfilled is quite recent. maybe couple of months ago, I realized I am going to die a virgin. I just don't see myself ever having a gf. I want to go to an escort that's my best chance, I am scared of std's and whatnot though.

 

[The End]

Girls always disliked me (at least since I was 6-7 years old). I was a weird-o, and liked violence and grotesqueries.

I started getting mega-horny around 12 or so. That's also when I became more aware of my appearance, and noticed the obvious ugliness I was afflicted with; and people were all-too-happy to remind me of such, always unsolicited.

Basically I've never liked girls, and they've never liked me. I just want to fuck them.

 

[Deleted member 8499]

13

 

[RandomGuy]

9

 

[Allblueeeee]

I was interested in girls around 15. Thats because of my low t. I dont have an high sex drive.

 

[_incelinside]

occasionaly crossdressing long before that.

I was interested in girls around 15. Thats because of my low t. I dont have an high sex drive.

Same

 

[Deleted member 9758]

Started fapping at 5 or 6. Knew it was over by 16.

 

[SirIncel]

15 + 15.

 

[/pol/cel]

My first words as a baby were "its over."

 

[Deleted member 3291]

13 and realized they would never happen by 17

 

[Trash.cel]

can't exactly remember when I started having urges. could be 11-12. when I realized they're going to be unfulfilled is quite recent. maybe couple of months ago, I realized I am going to die a virgin. I just don't see myself ever having a gf. I want to go to an escort that's my best chance, I am scared of std's and whatnot though.