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when did you realize it was over?

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Ap0calypse

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I remember crying in my bed after my first rejection when i was 13. She said I wasn't physically attractive whatsoever. 10 years later I've yet to find a female who finds me sexually attractive. 10 years of rejection. 10 years of failure
 
13 because the black pill started really hitting
 
When I was the shortest kid in the class and got measured in school at 4'11 at age 14 while lots of my classmates were 6' or more
 
14 was when I knew for sure
 
15, that's when shit the fan and I started to feel resentment towards females.
 
24 when I realized girls dissociate their feelings from thoughts
 
I legit made a list of 13 moments in my life that made me swallow the blackpill. I might make a post about it soon.
 
When I was the shortest kid in the class and got measured in school at 4'11 at age 14 while lots of my classmates were 6' or more

Christ, kudos for not roping on the spot.
 
I thought it was over since birth, then I realized that it’s not over…it never even began.
 
When i watched faceandlms WAW videos for the first time. I realized that it is not just over, but that it actually never even began.

All the past rejections, the shit treatment, the ignoring made suddenly sense and i stopped trying after that.
 
Late teens or early 20s.
 
I allways knew it, but i was coping.
 
 

Interesting suggestion. At the age of twelve, I noticed how "dissociated" I was from other youth. I'd view social interaction as "role-play".

I remember crying in my bed after my first rejection when i was 13. She said I wasn't physically attractive whatsoever. 10 years later I've yet to find a female who finds me sexually attractive. 10 years of rejection. 10 years of failure

Main Question:

I was nineteen and rotting in a basement:



Unable to integrate, I found myself dissociated from general society and spent my hours on an Internet Q/A website for hyper-partisan White males of middle-age.

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The above user is "electricpole". He was someone I encountered many times over the six years I spent on Yahoo Answers. He once responded to one of my anger-fueled questions involving S.R.B by providing a photo of himself and his Black girlfriend with the simple description of "My girlfriend is very educated and I respect her deeply. This isn't Stormfront".
 
Honestly I was only really blackpilled at 27, I was coping hard most of my life.
 
Interesting suggestion. At the age of twelve, I noticed how "dissociated" I was from other youth. I'd view social interaction as "role-play".
Very relatable tbh.
 
Very young age when a girl as said I was so ugly I should off myself.
 
Surely a few days before 17th birthday, but I expected that something is wrong when I was 14-15
 
when i saw how foids react to me and how they react to chad, also years of rejection and negative reinforcements
 
20. It was a big shock moment
 
17 or 18
when i was first introduced to incels
 
24 and I’m still 24.

I should’ve known it at 15 though or even at 11
 
I legit made a list of 13 moments in my life that made me swallow the blackpill. I might make a post about it soon.
that makes sense. Usually it takes multiple instances before you accept reality. Especially when our reality is literally worse than death itself
 
I always knew i cant fit in with other kids, in late teens i realised even ugliest girls laugh at me for being short.
 
When I turned 12'ish I began to have thoughts and doubts.

But after HS, it was truly an eye opener. Then a few years after I discovered Inceldom and Incels.co
 
Sometime between 2006 and 2008

I knew something was wrong after getting rejected a few times by the end of 06

still had some bluepill retard hope til I crashed and burned in my first semester of college, end of 08. lucky I even made it out of there alive
 
It took a while for me to really swallow that pill. Last year I think.
 
When did tinder start? That’s when it was over
 
When I saw that everyone started kissing and having romantic relationships, while I didn't
 
First time I got rejected. I was 12.
 
when i started balding
 
I knew something was off with me since middle school because i didnt have friends and all my stories revolved around my cousins for social interaction

but didnt really hit me til 29 when my life started spiraling big time. Before then i was always stupidly optimistic that karma or god was looking out for me or that my time for romance was coming soon. Then at 29 i had a mind shift and now every day i am exhausted and hate waking up. Im poor and lonely and my situation is never going to change. I should have fond memories of women or friends yet i have none of that. Since 2007 i was lurking 4chan then similar sites and never stopped lurking it seems. Always a loser
 
Transitioning from an ugly boy to an ugly teenager to an ugly man wasn't easy, not one period where I felt ok absolutely brutal.
 
12, bc all the boys were already having sex
 
I legit made a list of 13 moments in my life that made me swallow the blackpill. I might make a post about it soon.
explain us some of these moments plz, I'm very curious
 
When I was a sophomore in college
 
Kindergarden tbh. That's when I started being suicidal and no longer understood social interactions.
 

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