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For me around 23 when I tried turning my life around. I started listening to PUAs, learning "game", going to the gym, dressing better,etc but was still getting rejected by even the ugliest of foids
As a kid, I knew something was very wrong but I didn't know what.
Later as a teen, it was over.
Later as a teen, it was over.
Probably around 2 years ago I realized it's completely over. But even before then I knew something was wrong
When I was 15 and started reading visual novels in high school
when i got rejected by my ugly HS oneitis twice (she was at least 2.5 points below me) and she got pumped and dumped easy being a virgin by a jbw chadlite
It was over at conception but it took me about 17 years to face reality.
When I started cold approaching and getting constantly rejected.
same for me but I was 14, its over
Anyone answering this question with <20 is fakecel.
You have to try first before you can know if it's over.
You have to try first before you can know if it's over.
.... Small dick!
Never. Cause it's never over for me
Things turn out that it never even began at all
I tried tinder and I knew it was over for me.
When i took my first dose of blackpill.
Around 19 or so. I was pretty bluepilled and delusional most of my life
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Around 17, deep down I knew the truth, but kept denying it since I was still bluepilled at the time, but around age 22 I finally accepted it, and afterwards I felt better, am I happy? No, but I'm better off today than I was living in denial in my bluepilled days.
for me around 16 when a couple of normies saw my tiny dick at the shower room
15
13.
When I looked in the mirror and saw my poop colored skin
When I turned 25 and realized I was a KHHV, that's when everything hit me. The complete lack of experience I had compared to everybody else was a brutal and depressing feeling. I knew then it was officially over, there would be no recovering from this.
You claim KHHV here but on looksmax.org you claim you fucked over 200 escorts and fucked 5 of your GF
My nose was the thing that really began to ruin me.
I went through that stage between the ages of 17-18
at 18
The moment I turned 18. I had realised that over 95% of girls were repulsed by the way I looked.
“Only 95%? Wow such a chad“
“Only 95%? Wow such a chad
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Online dating experiments confirming women are as emotionally complex and deep as chimpanzees.
I thought about it as a kid, but thought everything will be fine when I grow up.
It never happened
It never happened
7th grade, when my face decided to explode with zits instantly turning me into a freak according to normies
When same foid rejected me twice I realized it was over..
when i found this site back in late 2017
How though?
I feel like I learned it was "over" a few times in my life.
I realized I'd always be miserable at about 12 years old, because I hated school with an unwavering passion and was overly sensitive about family matters. I decided the best I could do was to live in a fantasy world and otherwise reduce pain. Also puberty seemed to rob what was left of my good moods.
At 16 years old I saw my life's passion being denied me, despite my best efforts. My belief that I could be anything I wanted if I worked hard enough was crushed, and I've been scarred by that realization ever since. Also: medication only provided mild relief.
At 23 years old I understood nothing would ever change, and all I wanted was to die, but I was too chicken to do it. The was about the worst time in my life. I got really fat and became obsessed with suicide.
At 29 years old I saw that nothing I could do (looksmaxxing etc) would entice the fairer sex to play with my wee-wee.
Now I'm 36, and it seems the last bit of discipline and hope I worked from is about gone. I can't diet anymore, or work-out, or practice music, or do anything productive.
I realized I'd always be miserable at about 12 years old, because I hated school with an unwavering passion and was overly sensitive about family matters. I decided the best I could do was to live in a fantasy world and otherwise reduce pain. Also puberty seemed to rob what was left of my good moods.
At 16 years old I saw my life's passion being denied me, despite my best efforts. My belief that I could be anything I wanted if I worked hard enough was crushed, and I've been scarred by that realization ever since. Also: medication only provided mild relief.
At 23 years old I understood nothing would ever change, and all I wanted was to die, but I was too chicken to do it. The was about the worst time in my life. I got really fat and became obsessed with suicide.
At 29 years old I saw that nothing I could do (looksmaxxing etc) would entice the fairer sex to play with my wee-wee.
Now I'm 36, and it seems the last bit of discipline and hope I worked from is about gone. I can't diet anymore, or work-out, or practice music, or do anything productive.
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stumbled upon the incelosphere after reading redpill shit
When everyone around me had a girlfriend or used to have a girlfriend or lover and the rest were good in studying and would get a nice job and arrange marriage max.
When I went speed dating. It was all a bunch of normie and below looking asian/indian dudes fighting for landwhales, and I LOST that fight hard.
It was over when it just begun, I realized it was over at 11 when a girl I liked said I had a very unattractive face.
Damn.. they know it even when they're children
12-13
Dawg you life sucks. Can't lie It's getting better everyday!?!?
Tried to sound nice about it and everything
, I probably forgot to benchpress my 400 haircuts that day.
I realized it wasn't over... I got out of my ruthless parents.
But I did move back. I still live with parents. it sucks. It fucking sucks. But you can save a bit of coin and get a car maybe?
I live with a single parent. It's good, you dont want to be homeless bro, a shitty car is a luxury.
been there done that. Don't do it man, it sucks way harder that you could imagine.
Me too. I didn't like my results. Gross... Blackpilled me
Pick my story apart if you must, I'm 37.
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In high school I though it was over, after 4 years of college I realized it never began.
This.
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My IQ is so low that I am still not realizing it :sad:
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When I stopped MGTOW coping and finally accepted my situation was never a choice.
One day when I was 24 I found out what enopthalmos was and saw the price of an orbital volume augmentation, I also saw my side profile that day. I really freaked out bad, I still can't believe that fixing shit like this is considered "elective" by insurance companies in 2019. America should just kill us in our sleep. I want to cut my wrists and punch more holes in my walls right now just thinking about my face. I want to rub shit and piss into my slashed wrists and walk into a day care naked with a shotgun and blow my head off in front of some kids.
Your time is over on this site buddy.
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After discovering the blackpill
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