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Title. You could’ve known that you were ugly but maybe you had hope. When and how did that hope go away?
20 years old, i was a bluepilled coping cunt at 13 and thought my inceldom could be resolved with bluepilled "solutions" and i never stopped coping until 20
It never began.
I gave up at the same age too.
Originally it should be 30 because your youth is over then but if your absolutely certain,Throw in the towel
14. I always knew deep down.
Looking at my parents . Both should have banned from breeding.
At age of 26 years old i think it was the time when i was posting on braincels and then there. But the first major over was in the primary school when foids didn't want to talk to me.
This last year I lost the last bit of hope of making money and being able to move somewhere where I can socialise max and soft looksmax from diet and exercise and braces and shit like that. Im probably more broke than I ever was considering my purchasing power for daily goods nowadays. And I know I am never getting out of my council house because I just moved in 2 years ago and nobody leaves that fast. Im stuck here for a while maybe a few years maybe a few decades. It is basically over even if I became rich and found a gf at 30 Its too late. It's over. I wish I die soon.
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Middle school when foids ignored and bullied me for being shorter than them and only talked to young chad
During High School, it broke me. I didn't discover the Black Pill or Incel stuff till over a decade later, i was to busy trying to cope.
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i think when i was like 19 i remember sitting outside and i had this sudden realization that i might be a virgin for the rest of my life. i remember thinking how i utterly failed to get a gf in highschool, at my call center job, and also at my adult highschool for retards who dropped out
im still a virgin at 33
it is what it is
im still a virgin at 33
it is what it is
15-16
When I was 22 I was drinking vodka in my room tearing up and masturbating so much till my dick got chafed and started to bleed. I knew it was ovER.
Got rejected by a 2/10 autistic asian foid (I am white) that was sort of my friend. Accepted that my life was essentially over, and made an account here.
Always kinda of knew, right now its crossing the line into "its over" territory because i will graduate college this year and therefore lose any interaction with young foids. After that i know its over because tinder is only for chad and all that is left are used up roasties
17 or so
When I got out of school and started balding at 17-18
16
Last year when i discovered BP
its not a single moment, its more like, i keep realizing it anew, over and over again.
When my friend said you look like an alien I already got called alien before that but i thought it was because i was different, not because of my looks
They say try for older f0ids.... What if that is not working ?
It's always possible to meet someone.
When i was treated so differently in High school compared to my peers.
They weren't exactly bullies but looking back i could tell that they just wanted the conversation to be over with and for me to go away.
Like i detailed in a different thread, I invited my friends over because it was most likely to be the last time i'd see them but only 2 of the 8 people showed up.
When i was 13, i went on my moms laptop to find out she had been looking symptoms of Autism because of me.
They weren't exactly bullies but looking back i could tell that they just wanted the conversation to be over with and for me to go away.
Like i detailed in a different thread, I invited my friends over because it was most likely to be the last time i'd see them but only 2 of the 8 people showed up.
When i was 13, i went on my moms laptop to find out she had been looking symptoms of Autism because of me.
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When we were young children.
When the teacher in high-school made the boys and girls choose who they wanted to dance with and I was forced to dance with a fellow truecel infront of everyone it was humiliating while the chad had a harem of girls wanting to dance with him I had to dance with another male holdings hands and stuff but we both eventually Said fuck that shit and sat out
I took the BP in early 2023. I just stopped having hope. There is nothing you can do about your Inceldom except for coping
Around 21 or 22.
Around my late twenties I realized that I am an unattractive loser. I wish I realized I was unattractive when I was younger. Particularly around the onset of puberty. I would have been more prepared to handle life in my opinion. I would quit trying to fit in. I would not try to follow people around and try to assimilate with others. I would be a hermit away from society like i'm doing now except I would be even more of a ghost which i'm working on.
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When I was so lonely I started seeking out girlfriend asmr videos on YouTube
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I was self-conscious even as a kid. When puberty hit I always knew deep down it would never happen.
These days I would just love it if even once a girl was in the car with me or we were cuddling. Hurts just typing that.
These days I would just love it if even once a girl was in the car with me or we were cuddling. Hurts just typing that.
When I was officially diagnosed with schizoaffective disorder.
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