For me, it was back in high school when I saw my tallfag normie former friend slamming his new girlfriend into lockers for fun. Then later on in 6th period he made fun of me and another inkwell(also one of my friends) for not having girlfriends so I said to him "You only have a girlfriend because you're 6'4." and he didn't speak to me again for the rest of the period which tells me he didn't disagree with me. She obviously wasn't with him for his kind and caring personality, this guy was an ass.
This guy was physically hurting his girlfriend and she's not complaining or breaking up with him. She's just laughing as he is doing this to her.
"Just be kind, and you'll find someone!" I was told by many normies.
There's nothing kind about slamming someone into lockers for fun and I don't remember her breaking up with him.
She never ended up breaking up with him as far as I'm aware.
Additionally I was already losing it because another tallfag normie ended up with a foid that I liked. I was assigned to a seat right next to her in my math class and wasn't allowed to change seats so it made it so much worse, I felt like a cuck. This foid's boyfriend smelled like literal shit, that's not an exaggeration. He wore the exact same clothes everyday for weeks. He had utter shit hygiene and he was super dismissive toward her, but she was all over him all because he was 6'6 with a wide frame. This foid was 5'1. This guy had groups of foids flirting with him whilst I just sat there in silence like a cuck, just trying to focus on completing my math homework in class so I don't have to do it later.
And to top it off, In my art class I was assigned to a seat next to 2 blonde HTBs and 1 tall LTB who were constantly talking about their boyfriends and bragging about all the sex positions they were doing. These foids were 15 years old. One of them was dating a 6'2 tallfag and the other was dating a tallfag wigger (I don't know how tall exactly). I'm not sure about the LTB as she never showed up to class with her boyfriend. The foid dating the wigger was also one of the foids who would often flirt with the 6'6 tallfag I mentioned before.
So on that day I had my first JFL moment. Seeing one foid giggle with glee as she's being physically hurt by her boyfriend, combined with getting cucked by the other tallfag, and combined with hearing about the sexcapades of the foids sitting next to me in my art class is when I fully embraced the blackpill, realizing that all my efforts were pointless.
Caring for my hygiene didn't matter. Putting on more muscle didn't matter. Learning to play an instrument didn't matter. Being kinder to others didn't matter(Though I wasn't rude to begin with, I would rarely insult somebody in IRL). Warm approaching 50+ foids didn't matter. Playing basketball didn't matter, dressing in nicer clothing didn't matter. None of it resulted in me even getting a first date. It got me plenty of normie friends, but no girlfriend.
This is what was going through my head at the end of the school day.
When I got home from school that day, I just laid down in my bed, cried and then laughed similarly to this.
Just fucking lol.
This guy was physically hurting his girlfriend and she's not complaining or breaking up with him. She's just laughing as he is doing this to her.
"Just be kind, and you'll find someone!" I was told by many normies.
There's nothing kind about slamming someone into lockers for fun and I don't remember her breaking up with him.
She never ended up breaking up with him as far as I'm aware.
Additionally I was already losing it because another tallfag normie ended up with a foid that I liked. I was assigned to a seat right next to her in my math class and wasn't allowed to change seats so it made it so much worse, I felt like a cuck. This foid's boyfriend smelled like literal shit, that's not an exaggeration. He wore the exact same clothes everyday for weeks. He had utter shit hygiene and he was super dismissive toward her, but she was all over him all because he was 6'6 with a wide frame. This foid was 5'1. This guy had groups of foids flirting with him whilst I just sat there in silence like a cuck, just trying to focus on completing my math homework in class so I don't have to do it later.
And to top it off, In my art class I was assigned to a seat next to 2 blonde HTBs and 1 tall LTB who were constantly talking about their boyfriends and bragging about all the sex positions they were doing. These foids were 15 years old. One of them was dating a 6'2 tallfag and the other was dating a tallfag wigger (I don't know how tall exactly). I'm not sure about the LTB as she never showed up to class with her boyfriend. The foid dating the wigger was also one of the foids who would often flirt with the 6'6 tallfag I mentioned before.
So on that day I had my first JFL moment. Seeing one foid giggle with glee as she's being physically hurt by her boyfriend, combined with getting cucked by the other tallfag, and combined with hearing about the sexcapades of the foids sitting next to me in my art class is when I fully embraced the blackpill, realizing that all my efforts were pointless.
Caring for my hygiene didn't matter. Putting on more muscle didn't matter. Learning to play an instrument didn't matter. Being kinder to others didn't matter(Though I wasn't rude to begin with, I would rarely insult somebody in IRL). Warm approaching 50+ foids didn't matter. Playing basketball didn't matter, dressing in nicer clothing didn't matter. None of it resulted in me even getting a first date. It got me plenty of normie friends, but no girlfriend.
This is what was going through my head at the end of the school day.
When I got home from school that day, I just laid down in my bed, cried and then laughed similarly to this.
Just fucking lol.
