It's Over When did you finaly realise that you will die alone?

[Lonesome Bright]

I was 37 years of age when I came to the realisation that I will die alone and came down with server depression. I had to take medication for some time I slowly had to come to terms with the fact that I have never had a girlfreind in my life and now I am going to die alone knowing I have not lived life to the maximum. Most of my teen years I had to study very hard, also in my twenties I had to study for my degree which got me nowear in terms of a career because all employers wanted experience. I spent most of my birthdays with my parents and family not with freinds, It is awful to know that people pretend to like you all your life but really do not. Most of toddler, primary and teen years females were very aggressive and violent towards me. Now as an adult they just ignor or give the stuck up look to you. I am now 39 years of age.

 

[xkcdCleftcel]

16 i knew it was over. 18 was the confirmation.

 

[IronsideCel]

When I was born.

 

[Glerforpus]

14

 

[PriestBP]

I was 37 years of age when I came to the realisation that I will die alone and came down with server depression. I had to take medication for some time I slowly had to come to terms with the fact that I have never had a girlfreind in my life and now I am going to die alone knowing I have not lived life to the maximum. Most of my teen years I had to study very hard, also in my twenties I had to study for my degree which got me nowear in terms of a career because all employers wanted experience. I spent most of my birthdays with my parents and family not with freinds, It is awful to know that people pretend to like you all your life but really do not. Most of toddler, primary and teen years females were very aggressive and violent towards me. Now as an adult they just ignor or give the stuck up look to you. I am now 39 years of age.

last year

 

[HONKLERTHECUCKING]

Everytime I see a picture of my face or a reflection, or hear my voice

 

[Winter War]

When I thought a girl was crushing on me because she was glaring at me every break, but then realized she was just looking at my more attractive friend who always stood next to me.

I was so retarded I thought she was looking at my ugly ass and not that attractive kid.
The girl was quiet, cute and ugly at the same time,
I'd say she was almost my looksmatch which is why I had hopes she was actually crushing on me instead of that chadlite

But she was crushing on my chadlite friend because "hes shy and quiet" altho I am the same, but he is attractive and I am not which is the actual reason she was crushing on him. It pissed me off how she claimed to be into his character when there were 100 guys like him in the school but he was a chadlite nordic chad which is the actual reason she liked him. but she wont admit like 99% of foids

 

[Ramcel]

8

 

[Nosecel_]

16 i knew it was over. 18 was the confirmation.

Super simular for me

 

[med-cel]

Haven't fully accepted it yet, that's why I'm gymmaxxing and studymaxxing. But I'd say that I saw it as a likely outcome around 20 after getting rejected by 6 girls in the preceding year.

 

[gummybearcel]

When I was 12 and puberty started to hit and women started to only care about tall chads. After the next 6 years they all homogenized into the same person - i.e sluts with full faces of makeup where hobbies and interests come secondary to lusting over tall chads.
When my female friends suddenly started to turn into caricatures and stopped being interesting, and I started to realise that all along I was a retarded autist and these women weren't going to talk with me any more because I'm not sexually attractive to them, despite us having great friendships beforehand.

After that I started to become more and more isolated. As you become more isolated the effects of your mental illness become more pronounced. Not only was I ugly and autistic, but I was turning into a hyper-autist by the time I was 20. My social development ended at 12 and ever since then I have not been able to develop social skills because normies and foids reject me for my autism due to sexual competition taking precedence. It has got to the point now where I barely know how to talk to anyone and I don't know what to do. It does not really matter because despite leanmaxxing I am still sub3 and compounded with autism it means I will die alone whether I want to or not.

 

[Fallout]

when i missed out on milestones like first kiss, going to prom, having sex, also realizing i was a dicklet after many years of porn consumption which just nuclear blackpilled me, cause ive seen porn where short ugly niggas are fucking a toilet but they slinging like 8inch so any inkwells on here that arent dicklets need to leave and just go ascend already

 

[MillionBashStream97]

26 (I'm 26).

It only took this year to fully realize that.

 

[prajeet88]

I was 37 years of age when I came to the realisation that I will die alone and came down with server depression. I had to take medication for some time I slowly had to come to terms with the fact that I have never had a girlfreind in my life and now I am going to die alone knowing I have not lived life to the maximum. Most of my teen years I had to study very hard, also in my twenties I had to study for my degree which got me nowear in terms of a career because all employers wanted experience. I spent most of my birthdays with my parents and family not with freinds, It is awful to know that people pretend to like you all your life but really do not. Most of toddler, primary and teen years females were very aggressive and violent towards me. Now as an adult they just ignor or give the stuck up look to you. I am now 39 years of age.

Brutal. You tried the usual stuff like SEAMaxxing I assume?

 

[Lonesome Bright]

When I thought a girl was crushing on me because she was glaring at me every break, but then realized she was just looking at my more attractive friend who always stood next to me.

I was so retarded I thought she was looking at my ugly ass and not that attractive kid.
The girl was quiet, cute and ugly at the same time,
I'd say she was almost my looksmatch which is why I had hopes she was actually crushing on me instead of that chadlite

But she was crushing on my chadlite friend because "hes shy and quiet" altho I am the same, but he is attractive and I am not which is the actual reason she was crushing on him. It pissed me off how she claimed to be into his character when there were 100 guys like him in the school but he was a chadlite nordic chad which is the actual reason she liked him. but she wont admit like 99% of foids

I thought a girl was looking at me one time I looked back, she caught me looking at her and her face turned into a frown and said 'what the fuck are you looking at you freak'

 

[Friezacel]

This year as it also was the year of me discovering blackpill

 

[Lonesome Bright]

Brutal. You tried the usual stuff like SEAMaxxing I assume?

what is that?

 

[prajeet88]

what is that?

Going to Filipenis and getting laid

 

[Lonesome Bright]

Going to Filipenis and getting laid

you mean the filipinos? why did this make you realise?

 

[TheCatMan]

Early 20's

 

[RAO]

25

 

[Lonesome Bright]

What made you all realise it?

 

[prajeet88]

you mean the filipinos? why did this make you realise?

Just read about the incel It's OVER

 

[Lonesome Bright]

Just read about the incel It's OVER

what is it? is it a book?

 

[Rotter]

25

 

[prajeet88]

what is it? is it a book?

The Life and Times of itsOVER (Legendary white incel slaying in Thailand)

Even though @itsOVER is banned from this forum, his legacy lives on as he keeps feeding us wise words on Discord. First, you have to know that he is a 5'7 white manlet NEET who was unable to get laid in his 23 years of living in the UK. Just as he was getting ready to rope, he decided to try...

incels.is

 

[chudcel]

Probably about 8 or 9. I'm not particularly perceptive or intelligent but I've always known it never even began.

 

[Lonesome Bright]

Probably about 8 or 9. I'm not particularly perceptive or intelligent but I've always known it never even began.

What made you realise at such a young age?

 

[w1818alone]

Anytime I see this shit

 

[chudcel]

What made you realise at such a young age?

I'm not entirely sure but around that age I realised that I was unlikely to ever be happy. I didn't have a bad childhood or evil parents or anything like that. I distinctly remember a teacher talking about "feelings" etc and thinking that I had never felt happy or really connected to other people.

I'm not a psycho or a nihilist, I've never wanted to hurt anyone or anything but the thought of falling in love with a woman has always seemed alien to me, I've never had a crush etc. I'm not asexual, I can get aroused tho as I get older that is lessening too. I just kind of always knew I was not going to find anyone. Maybe the universe was telling me or some shit, I dunno man. Sorry for the ramble.

 

[Kaz馬鹿みたい]

Everytime I see a picture of my face

 

[ZateckyGusPiwo]

I gave up at 16, at that age i was already rejected countless times

 

[Rotter]

I'm not entirely sure but around that age I realised that I was unlikely to ever be happy. I didn't have a bad childhood or evil parents or anything like that. I distinctly remember a teacher talking about "feelings" etc and thinking that I had never felt happy or really connected to other people.

I'm not a psycho or a nihilist, I've never wanted to hurt anyone or anything but the thought of falling in love with a woman has always seemed alien to me, I've never had a crush etc. I'm not asexual, I can get aroused tho as I get older that is lessening too. I just kind of always knew I was not going to find anyone. Maybe the universe was telling me or some shit, I dunno man. Sorry for the ramble.

 

[Rotter]

teachers used to tell me I was "different" than the other kids, and foids would laugh at me with their friends. On some level I always knew it was over, and turned to vidya and anime to cope. boomer parents still deluded that I'll eventually find a foid.

 

[InternetSupremeBoss]

Now

 

[NotoriousLoser]

Dont know, 19/20 or so

 

[PillarofReality]

I never had any illusions about my fate. I have always been aware of the realities of human nature and sexual selection.

 

[Wolnir]

I gave up at 16, at that age i was already rejected countless times

 

[yung loner]

18. Left high school with no experience and realized nothing will make up for it. 20 is when you lose all hope because you are no longer a teenager

 

[ClinicallyDeformed]

Around 14, i looked at myself in the mirror and i laughed at how fucking unfortunate i was.

 

[NorthernWind]

Maybe at 12/13.
And finally at 22/23 y.o. when I looked at the mirror in the altar at Church.
It was a full-length mirror. I instantly felt sadness in my heart and finally understood why I was bullied at school and treated badly by many people.

 

[RealSchizo]

When I thought a girl was crushing on me because she was glaring at me every break, but then realized she was just looking at my more attractive friend who always stood next to me.

I was so retarded I thought she was looking at my ugly ass and not that attractive kid.
The girl was quiet, cute and ugly at the same time,
I'd say she was almost my looksmatch which is why I had hopes she was actually crushing on me instead of that chadlite

But she was crushing on my chadlite friend because "hes shy and quiet" altho I am the same, but he is attractive and I am not which is the actual reason she was crushing on him. It pissed me off how she claimed to be into his character when there were 100 guys like him in the school but he was a chadlite nordic chad which is the actual reason she liked him. but she wont admit like 99% of foids

Same expect I thought that this girl genuine liked me. She would stare at me all the time she saw me in high school but I came to the realization that It was all in my head. I just wanted it to be true so much and at the end of the day if she really liked me she would have given some hints. None of that happened I was just being delusional in my bluepilled brain. Honestly I had a crush on her.

 

[greggymex7]

15-16

 

[Truecelcel]

I was 37 years of age when I came to the realisation that I will die alone and came down with server depression. I had to take medication for some time I slowly had to come to terms with the fact that I have never had a girlfreind in my life and now I am going to die alone knowing I have not lived life to the maximum. Most of my teen years I had to study very hard, also in my twenties I had to study for my degree which got me nowear in terms of a career because all employers wanted experience. I spent most of my birthdays with my parents and family not with freinds, It is awful to know that people pretend to like you all your life but really do not. Most of toddler, primary and teen years females were very aggressive and violent towards me. Now as an adult they just ignor or give the stuck up look to you. I am now 39 years of age.

13 (now 22)

 

[Lonelyus]

 

[BornToLose]

Now

Brutal .is moment.

 

[Lonesome Bright]

I never had any illusions about my fate. I have always been aware of the realities of human nature and sexual selection.

not me I have been blue pilled all my life.

 

[Unloved]

I was 37 years of age when I came to the realisation that I will die alone and came down with server depression. I had to take medication for some time I slowly had to come to terms with the fact that I have never had a girlfreind in my life and now I am going to die alone knowing I have not lived life to the maximum. Most of my teen years I had to study very hard, also in my twenties I had to study for my degree which got me nowear in terms of a career because all employers wanted experience. I spent most of my birthdays with my parents and family not with freinds, It is awful to know that people pretend to like you all your life but really do not. Most of toddler, primary and teen years females were very aggressive and violent towards me. Now as an adult they just ignor or give the stuck up look to you. I am now 39 years o

I was 37 years of age when I came to the realisation that I will die alone and came down with server depression. I had to take medication for some time I slowly had to come to terms with the fact that I have never had a girlfreind in my life and now I am going to die alone knowing I have not lived life to the maximum. Most of my teen years I had to study very hard, also in my twenties I had to study for my degree which got me nowear in terms of a career because all employers wanted experience. I spent most of my birthdays with my parents and family not with freinds, It is awful to know that people pretend to like you all your life but really do not. Most of toddler, primary and teen years females were very aggressive and violent towards me. Now as an adult they just ignor or give the stuck up look to you. I am now 39 years of age.

I think that I have always known but kept holding out hope that things would change. But now, around your age. I have just accepted I was born Ugly and was cursed for some reason not to have anything ever.

 

[RicaGames]

I always had an intuition saying for me I would die alone, since I was 12 I would say. At 18 I got completly bald got very depressed and got my full confirmation at 25 and was the age which I joined this forum.

 

[slashER]

16 i knew it was over. 18 was the confirmation.