really?
what was that like. how did it feel to be superintelligent, did u figure out anything interesting. do u know the secrets of the universe now.
I had zero unwanted thoughts.
I felt serene and sharp.
I had absolute control of my body, incl. holding my breath and doing many many squats on no breath just to prove myself and I succeeded.
I knew how to make millions in just a year.
I could get 2x wage raise in just 3 days. From $30/hr x 60h a week to $60/hr x 60h, via just using my new coding ability.
I used all productivity soft on superhuman level.
I could remember over 40 items throw around randomly, every single one of them and do it in flow state.
I was my best friend and mentor, I was the answer to all the questions.
I told myself I was the God and this was the truth. I told myself I'm the God because there was no other explanation of how great I was, it was something I'd never seen or heard about.
I could plan and execute and do at a record pace.
I was able to instantly connect with people*, just activate my energy and most people would activate back and become kinda like me. At least when I'm still around them. When they go away they droop off into their patterns again.
* - I discovered this after madhouse. By original I'm the God I had NOT tested this yet. I had NOT spoken to nobody.
that's unfortunate. hopefully u can find a successor to ur godhood
but imo it's still a weird reaction to becoming a god, if u reached god-level then y would u run around naked instead of doing cool stuff that u enjoy or sth
I was hyper empathetic and everything I touched seemed special just for me, same as music. So I started thinking I can change matter too instead of testing it out small. I actually tested it small, it didn't change matter but I DID NOT REACT TO THIS. It is an absurdly wrong reaction, true. I could done 999999 other things but I chose the 1 in 1million stupidness which kills me and the world and the universe.
Thanks! But sadly I can't. Society wants me to starve off on the street or just wish me the worst because I 'disrespect' their non existent abrahamic God via telling I was the God myself.
This 1 in million fail could been because:
1. I was still incel because I was scared to go to clubs and went only 3 or 4 times to try to ascend in 2015, instead of like 10-20 times which would be realistic.
2. I did not simply experiment to approach a foid as the God (may worked as I was infinite/10 confident infinite/10 sharp infinite/10 aura. Because of past trauma, probably? I broke out of 95% of my trauma but social aspect was still a bit traumatized.