I don't think it's bragging after you get one measly match after 3 months of waiting. And having just 4 matches in a year while you actually put effort in taking good photos, having a nice looking profile, etc. Normies can get daily matches. It's suifuel tbh. Normies would laugh in my face or say "what's wrong with you".
Also I don't really want to spend all my energy into a noodle who I don't even like and try to pump and dump her. I'm looking for a white girl who I can be with long term. I'm a 28 y/o KHV ffs. I already have nothing to say in conversations when people in my workplace talk about buying and fixing their houses, having children, and having rings on their fingers. I'm don't want to be the weird single guy that frequents hookers and pursues pumping and dumping pity matches on online dating. I just want to be seen as normal, have people treat me with respect, and have a normal gf to build a social life with. So I can just participate in life without always feeling like I need to hide things and always being left out or one step behind.
Even if I'm fundamentally different, I just want a normal life. I don't want to sink any lower and scrape the bottom of the barrel. I have no friends, work all the time and have little energy to spare.