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twascilk99
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I wake up every morning with a silly hope that I confused my real life with a bad dream. For a good minute it will slowly hit me that the nightmare continues, it does since I was a kid and it will never stop. I've got watery eyes every day, my heart is heavy, breathing is difficult. Standing up from bed to do anything at all feels like a mentally taxing, difficult task.
I'll be 25 by the end of this year. I have not felt the touch of a human being yet. I remember every time a cashier touched my hand by accident giving me the change. Most of my memories are made up, either dreams or made up alter ego I use to cope with things I can't overcome.
I would give everything to wake up a different person for even one day.
I'll be 25 by the end of this year. I have not felt the touch of a human being yet. I remember every time a cashier touched my hand by accident giving me the change. Most of my memories are made up, either dreams or made up alter ego I use to cope with things I can't overcome.
I would give everything to wake up a different person for even one day.