For me it's Spectatormaxxing. Leaving your body then floating around as a ghost and watching events unfold without your involvement in it.
Like in the Enter the Void movie:
View: https://youtu.be/_pdd8g1crmg
I always like observing normies in school or outside and watch them have conflict with each other. It would be fun to watch it without getting completely involve in their drama.
My personality has always been about being an observantcel with no desire to integrate and have a persona. Maybe I'm originally an spectatorcel and I was [UWSL]born because I got bored of spectatormaxxing [/UWSL]
This has been my cope for awhile which motivates me to make the best of my life so it won't look boring when I review it in third person view (this is why I don't LDAR that much), but if I fail and won't go in the way I want it, then that's fine because it would become a comedy show for me when looking at it in the outside.
I can already imagine my life will be a kekfuel show because I lived my whole life as an awkward, bullied and depressed autistic.
Like in the Enter the Void movie:
View: https://youtu.be/_pdd8g1crmg
I always like observing normies in school or outside and watch them have conflict with each other. It would be fun to watch it without getting completely involve in their drama.
My personality has always been about being an observantcel with no desire to integrate and have a persona. Maybe I'm originally an spectatorcel and I was [UWSL]born because I got bored of spectatormaxxing [/UWSL]
This has been my cope for awhile which motivates me to make the best of my life so it won't look boring when I review it in third person view (this is why I don't LDAR that much), but if I fail and won't go in the way I want it, then that's fine because it would become a comedy show for me when looking at it in the outside.
I can already imagine my life will be a kekfuel show because I lived my whole life as an awkward, bullied and depressed autistic.
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