SuicideFuel What's the fucking point?

[Notkev]

Currently up at 2 AM studying for some bs exam in the morning I don't even like. For fucking what? All the while alone, not a single soul gives a fuck about me. I have no fucking friends. Nothing. Every goddamn day I see my reflection in the mirror and have to live this shitty existence.

Imprisoned in a faulty and frail body with an ugly face I never asked for.

Nobody gives a fuck of course. My parents? Please... they either don't even know, or don't care.

My father has been the only person in my life who gave a damn about me and actually saw something in me.

I'm tired. So very tired, of having to live in this ugly flesh suit.

 

[zd60]

I'm tired. So very tired, of having to live in this ugly flesh suit.

same

 

[Notkev]

same

If only I could cure my mental health.

 

[zd60]

If only I could cure my mental health.

I don't want a cure, I want death. my brain doesn't have fix its rotted to hard

 

[Notkev]

I don't want a cure, I want death. my brain doesn't have fix its rotted to hard

I don't know man. I want to be optimistic. But I can't.

College was a whole lot of absolutely nothing. No friends. No gf. No sex. No good memories. Nothing but suffering for me. I hate it. Despite it.

I want a release

 

[zd60]

I don't know man. I want to be optimistic. But I can't.

College was a whole lot of absolutely nothing. No friends. No gf. No sex. No good memories. Nothing but suffering for me. I hate it. Despite it.

I want a release

I can't be optimistic much my whole life has just been filled with misery and hell from the start. I want to finally get rest for once in this world

 

[Animecel2D]

there is no point

you are here to suffer and nothing else

 

[antisocialcel]

nothing

 

[endoftheskies]

I'm tired. So very tired, of having to live in this ugly flesh suit.

 

[superpsycho]

there is no point