Serious What's stopping you from ending it all?

[Shaded]

I know we've had this thread many times before, but it's been a while.
For me, it's my grandparents. They've always been awesome. They got married early on and back when women were less of the issue (And what a surprise, they are the only couple in my family which are still married 30 years + while my parents never even got married) And there the greatest. They sent me some money for me to deal with school (even though I didn't ask) and left a very sad note of how lucky they are I'm alive (Only grandchild).
I wish it was a different case.

 

[Yokoten]

The hope that things can get better. I try to keep occupied at work.

 

[PersonalityChad]

 

[Shaded]

The hope that things can get better. I try to keep occupied at work.

I'm trying to get a job. But I hope some black guy shoots me for accidentally stepping on his shoes or something.

 

[metal]

I am too proud to kill myself

 

[Yokoten]

I'm trying to get a job. But I hope some black guy shoots me for accidentally stepping on his shoes or something.

Thats a good start, keep your job standards low and then get your way through. Even if it means working at starbucks.

 

[Me of course..]

Honestly, I just focus on work, developing my skillset and experience so I can one day afford to travel, have expensive things. Youve gotta have things you want other than girls otherwise its way too hard.

 

[Deleted member 1252]

The unavoidable desire to keep living despite all negative events which has evolved over millions and millions of years.

I have come extremely close in the past multiple times, but holy moly it is hard to actually do it.

 

[YungCell]

Too young, I might be able to moneymaxx in the future if I dont ascend by 30-35 or atleast find a great cope I'll finish it.

 

[BansBandit]

Antartic UFO weilding 4th reich nazis

 

[KV-]

Ive accepted my role as a future betabux so I am studyceling

 

[WarriorSkull]

Honestly, I just focus on work, developing my skillset and experience so I can one day afford to travel, have expensive things. Youve gotta have things you want other than girls otherwise its way too hard.

While I don't think I consciously pine for women as much as some here do, I definitely have come to appreciate the necessity for having something other than women to propel you through life. In some ways, the blackpill can be liberating in that you realize stressing over how will you ever attract women is a waste of time and you should allow yourself to pursue whatever gives yourself any sense of personal entertainment. For example, I've always been into music, but whenever I'd start thinking about cool guitars or equipment, I'd shit on it by thinking about how expensive it all is and how if I had the money I should be spending it on something more worthwhile. The thing is I'm just not very motivated by "worthwhile" things because I know they ultimately won't bring me any closer to having fulfilling relationships, which is ultimately why I'd be pursuing such things if I'm honest with myself. The past week I've been allowing myself to fantasize about the nice music stuff I'd like to have. Not only have I been in a better mood overall, but I've had some twinges of motivation to leave the house and earn some money. We'll see how long it lasts, I could always be on the upside of a mood swing, but it would be nice if this were to persist onwards and lead to me taking more action in general.

 

[Me of course..]

While I don't think I consciously pine for women as much as some here do, I definitely have come to appreciate the necessity for having something other than women to propel you through life. In some ways, the blackpill can be liberating in that you realize stressing over how will you ever attract women is a waste of time and you should allow yourself to pursue whatever gives yourself any sense of personal entertainment. For example, I've always been into music, but whenever I'd start thinking about cool guitars or equipment, I'd shit on it by thinking about how expensive it all is and how if I had the money I should be spending it on something more worthwhile. The thing is I'm just not very motivated by "worthwhile" things because I know they ultimately won't bring me any closer to having fulfilling relationships, which is ultimately why I'd be pursuing such things if I'm honest with myself. The past week I've been allowing myself to fantasize about the nice music stuff I'd like to have. Not only have I been in a better mood overall, but I've had some twinges of motivation to leave the house and earn some money. We'll see how long it lasts, I could always be on the upside of a mood swing, but it would be nice if this were to persist onwards and lead to me taking more action in general.

Getting that momentum is definately a challenge, and I definately slip up. I kind of accept it now as a fact of life, no idea can ever sustain you, just like theres no such thing as perpetual motion. For me this phrasing has made me less self critical when I have my down days. But yeah man just step out your comfortzone, do something small get the ball rolling. Like i said its not perfect but its way better then being depressed all the time.

 

[armis]

The unavoidable desire to keep living despite all negative events which has evolved over millions and millions of years.

The Mitchell Heisman pill is blacker than black

 

[Deleted member 3291]

Ive accepted my role as a future betabux so I am studyceling

don't you have a girlfriend

 

[swissincel]

dont have the guts tbh
also afraid of ending up disfigured but alive

 

[grayjedi90]

I know we've had this thread many times before, but it's been a while.
For me, it's my grandparents. They've always been awesome. They got married early on and back when women were less of the issue (And what a surprise, they are the only couple in my family which are still married 30 years + while my parents never even got married) And there the greatest. They sent me some money for me to deal with school (even though I didn't ask) and left a very sad note of how lucky they are I'm alive (Only grandchild).
I wish it was a different case.

For me it's my little brother, i couldn't care less about the rest of my relatives and family but i don't want to hurt him at least until his school/uni is finished. Im 28 now and will try somehow to moneymaxx get a good career or job going and if it fails i can see myself in the future doing it.

 

[Gigacel]

Honestly my copes are keeping me alive. Without them I would probably rope

 

[GeneticDysfunction]

Dont want to fuck it up and survive as a veggie

 

[Deleted member 1252]

The Mitchell Heisman pill is blacker than black

It’s the ultimate “fuck you” from nature. A shit life with no hope and you can’t even leave when you want.

 

[ColdCompany]

I live out of spite, my only goal is to be a drain on the society that drained me.

 

[ElliotLookAlike]

I live out of spite, my only goal is to be a drain on the society that drained me.

 

[Henry de Montherlant]

Cowardice.

 

[Cuckservative]

Honestly my copes are keeping me alive. Without them I would probably rope

 

[caturday]

Nothing. I'm already planning it. There isn't any hope left and my copes are long dead.

 

[Deleted member 5861]

Lack of access to guns and bullets. Shouldnt be a problem within the next 3 years.

 

[KV-]

don't you have a girlfriend

No

 

[mentalcel]

I am just too afraid to commit a suicide. I am just a plain pussy.

 

[AmeriCel64]

Fear of dying and the opportunity to moneymaxx and fuck over those who have hurt me keeps me going.

 

[KungFuKenny1999]

Holding onto hope that one day I can ascend

 

[DyingInside]

Honestly my copes are keeping me alive. Without them I would probably rope

 

[Void]

Video games and manga really, they are good escapism cope. I'd sui if I cant get away from my problems anymore

 

[Deleted member 3291]

No

Explain

 

[KV-]

Explain
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I have been cucked

 

[Deleted member 1042]

Self preservation

 

[Fontaine]

Survival instinct. I've come very close to suicide once, extremely close even, and I guarantee that unless you're drugged or crazy, your limbic system will pull off an incredible fight to convince you to keep living. You have to experience it to know it. It changes you forever.

Fear of Hell / respect for God. On the small chance that God exists, suicide is a very serious sin.

Not being depressed. I have cured my depression through TMS (magnetic stimulation).

My fascination with technological progress and transhumanism / the singularity.

 

[Deleted member 5653]

I still have some hope that things will change after uni...

 

[happiless]

I've been self-improving on autopilot for the past year. Started studying an incel career and am working an ok job that was handed to me through family. But money hasn't made me happier, and everyday is a reminder of the blackpill and my inferior genetics. Nothing is stopping me, but nothing is motivating me enough. Thinking rationally, there's no reason for me to live. So I'm hoping the agepill will get brutal enough in my 30s for me to crash and burn, start doing heroin and OD while feeling pure bliss.

 

[FiveFourManlet]

Survival instinct. I've come very close to suicide once, extremely close even, and I guarantee that unless you're drugged or crazy, your limbic system will pull off an incredible fight to convince you to keep living. You have to experience it to know it. It changes you forever.
Does TMS actually work?
Fear of Hell / respect for God. On the small chance that God exists, suicide is a very serious sin.

Not being depressed. I have cured my depression through TMS (magnetic stimulation).

My fascination with technological progress and transhumanism / the singularity.

 

[Deleted member 10124]

I'll end it all by going to Belgium when:

1. I've cleared my debts so no one is responsible for me after I'm gone.
2. My mother, nieces & sisters are secure
3. When I'm wheel chair bound after my becoming paralysed due to me skeletal degenerative condition finally finishing me off.

What have I got to live for after that. I've got nothing to live for now really except points 1 & 2.