Venting What's next?

[ssshhhiiittt!]

Genuinely, what happens after?
I've already accepted that I'll live the rest of my life as a khhv, but then?

No cope satisfies me anymore, nothing I have done or could ever do would make me feel any better because how the fuck is someone supposed to live a happy life when one has been denied of so many of the joys that life could bring?

Alright, I won't ever have a girlfriend, I'll never have someone to love me unconditionally, I've skipped through important building blocks of life. Ok... Then, what am I supposed to do or to live for?

I've been to a psychologist and a psychiatrist and tried listening to what they had to say. The thing is, I've already tried all of the shit they tell me to do. I'm not an idiot, I know what I need to do and the thing is no matter if I do it, nothing happens.
How the fuck am I supposed to "improve" when I'm not the problem, I'm not what's wrong. It's this fuckass society that doesn't let me be happy.

 

[Caichan]

You LDAR

 

[McFlurryCel]

You just continue your life in darkness and in loneliness where there is no one to comfort you or stay with you... I am just surviving at this point with no hope left at all...

 

[ssshhhiiittt!]

atp why not rope? what's stopping yall

 

[VanGobbel]

atp why not rope? what's stopping yall

You should tbh. I pretend to have copes because im too pussy to actually rope

 

[ToBurble&Pine]

Genuinely, what happens after?
I've already accepted that I'll live the rest of my life as a khhv, but then?

Rope

 

[Enigmaz]

Patiently wait for girlfriend robots to drop in the free market.

 

[ToBurble&Pine]

atp why not rope? what's stopping yall

No gun and other methods are too painful

 

[Ambatukam Alone]

atp why not rope? what's stopping yall

Family would feel bad from it, unpleasant business in itself, too, also I don't see anything super bad coming up that I want to avoid right now. Are you interested at all in projects like becoming very physically strong, getting spiritually enlightened, becoming good at a sport maybe, something you can work on daily or very often, occupy your mind.

 

[SociallyStunted]

atp why not rope? what's stopping yall

i still enjoy my copes and my family would be devastated if i did so. i'll probably rope after both my parents die or all my copes run out.

 

[ssshhhiiittt!]

other methods are too painful

I had a friend who did it with a helium gas tank and a plastic bag, I've read that apparently most people who advocate for suicide say this method is the best as it only feels like you get sleepy, and once you close your eyes you peacefully die.

 

[psycho123]

You just continue your life in darkness

 

[Cuckoja]

Emotional and mental damage done during developing years is very hard to overcome, impossible to do it alone.

Man without a woman can never be complete. He needs a reason why to fight, why to push hard.

We are not thaught how to love ourselves, we are shown very little love, especially after 7 or 8 yo, basically nothing.

 

[undesiredsamsung]

what's stopping yall

Fear of fucking up

 

[zd60]

You just continue your life in darkness and in loneliness where there is no one to comfort you or stay with you... I am just surviving at this point with no hope left at all...

 

[Leon98]

 

[Dead End]

im too pussy to actually rope

This is me

 

[Jesussaveme]

Kys.

atp why not rope? what's stopping yall

 

[Jesussaveme]

Just remembered a foid once told me to ‘kys’ too lol