I'm personally hoping that technology can advance enough for me to have control over my biology (looks, mental health etc.)
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the fear of reincarnation
Chances of ascending
drugs, spite
Heavy on this tbh. I have one more year
My mom is 81, I have to live until she dies.
Instincts ig
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i dont even know
chad mix honestly, legend
fear of fucking it up
i don't want to be a virgin vegeatble for the rest of my life, mAtE
i don't want to be a virgin vegeatble for the rest of my life, mAtE
A fear of what my family will think if I survive and am permanently disabled, SI, and a lack of resources to do it.
Cowardice
thats another big one, I'm still scared of dying even though I don't have much to live for
food and water and air
ten percent luck, twenty percent skill
Fifteen percent concentrated power of will
Five percent pleasure, fifty percent pain
Fifteen percent concentrated power of will
Five percent pleasure, fifty percent pain
I fear if I die that i'll be reborn as a Indian in next one
145% livingten percent luck, twenty percent skill
Fifteen percent concentrated power of will
Five percent pleasure, fifty percent pain
Understandable, curries are fucked from birth.
the life support system I am currently plugged into
Fear of Hell and cause don't want to make people sad
when i dissociate hard enough (winging it “sober”) i can visit the path containment of better contraptions to monumental euphoria. if i abuse it it easily turns into a chronic crutch but my rhythm broke after the whole mental facility fuck up
A lucky mix of autism and base survival instinct I can't get rid of.
Too much of a coward to face what comes after, let alone pull the trigger.
I'd also be inadvertently killing my Mother, as I guarantee she'd rope as well once I'm gone.
Even then, I'm praying I have the stones by the time I hit 25. I don't see much point in living past that number. Unless some amazing cope hits the world (awesome ai robots) or the miniscule chance I have of ascending.
I'd also be inadvertently killing my Mother, as I guarantee she'd rope as well once I'm gone.
Even then, I'm praying I have the stones by the time I hit 25. I don't see much point in living past that number. Unless some amazing cope hits the world (awesome ai robots) or the miniscule chance I have of ascending.
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This forum mainly tbh
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maybe the will to survive
The very small chance that I can work my way to riches then marry a gold digging ginger and breed her.
I'm still in my early 20s, it is not totally ovER for me. The possibility that somehow, somewhere I will find a cure for my autism / shyness or a foid that will look past that and my looks.
Hatred,spite and copes
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