What's happening to me?

[Monk of Failure]

Today, I noticed about myself that there is something going on with me. Now, I rarely watch porn and lots of time porn doesn't seem to be exciting to me, feeling like I am watching same old thing countless times even though I am switching to various different genres of porn. Likewise, I used to fap at least once a week but now, I haven't fapped for 3 months and am feeling no urge whatsoever of doing it. I hardly look any foid for even 3 seconds now, even it's stacy. Just feel like time has frozen, everything is being regularly repeated and my body feels its want to sleep but my mind is telling me not to sleep. Am I becoming mentally ill?

 

[ColdLightOfDay]

How old are you?

 

[Monk of Failure]

How old are you?

24

 

[ColdLightOfDay]

24

I’m around the same age, same thing happening to me.

 

[Total Imbecile]

Im like this too, I cant fap to regular porn, I have tons of it but I only fap to cumpilation videos, its like after some time your tolerance goes up like with heroin and you can only feel anything if you inject the most potent stuff you can find (aka climax clips and extreme chit)

 

[tooth monster]

I’m around the same age, same thing happening to me.

Weird, I'm as horny as ever.

 

[Monk of Failure]

I’m around the same age, same thing happening to me.

How do you manage to sleep? I work all day without resting for half a minute from 7 am to 4 pm; however, I couldn't sleep easily and have to remain awake till 2-3 am.

 

[Shigechi]

You're giving up and accepting your condition.

 

[mentalcel]

Low T or too mouch porn destroyed your brain.

 

[FukFeminism]

You're giving up and accepting your condition.

Low T or too mouch porn destroyed your brain.

Definitely low T. Having studied it, but I’m gonna guess depression has a severe impact on T levels

Haven’t studied it*

 

[Lester]

Sounds like not only has your brain accepted the black pill but even your organs and hormones have accepted it at the genetic level. You’ve reached the final level of the black pill and there is officially no turning back.

 

[Deleted member 1983]

same thing has happened to me tbh , i just work and sleep too tired to jackoff

 

[ColdLightOfDay]

How do you manage to sleep? I work all day without resting for half a minute from 7 am to 4 pm; however, I couldn't sleep easily and have to remain awake till 2-3 am.

I work 9-5 and I fall asleep around 11pm most days. On the weekend I sleep probably 12 hours per day. I love sleeping and can’t get enough of it.

 

[Player]

Today, I noticed about myself that there is something going on with me. Now, I rarely watch porn and lots of time porn doesn't seem to be exciting to me, feeling like I am watching same old thing countless times even though I am switching to various different genres of porn. Likewise, I used to fap at least once a week but now, I haven't fapped for 3 months and am feeling no urge whatsoever of doing it. I hardly look any foid for even 3 seconds now, even it's stacy. Just feel like time has frozen, everything is being regularly repeated and my body feels its want to sleep but my mind is telling me not to sleep. Am I becoming mentally ill?

Sounds like depersanolization.

 

[Emba]

Sounds like not only has your brain accepted the black pill but even your organs and hormones have accepted it at the genetic level. You’ve reached the final level of the black pill and there is officially no turning back.

Perhaps this /\

For me the same thing happened after I realised, "She would never love me." When it came to porn-foids.

It really ruined it for me.

 

[Deleted member 1042]

It's called, "the effects of inceldom."

 

[78980n]

Sounds like not only has your brain accepted the black pill but even your organs and hormones have accepted it at the genetic level. You’ve reached the final level of the black pill and there is officially no turning back.

This scares me ngl

 

[theundeadburg]

porn is cucked

 

[TheNEET]

porn =