Sexless incel
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As a child i was crazy for football (soccer). I thought i was going to be a professional football player once, but i was actually a bad player and quit football after i ended up as a reserve player.
This dream died at the age of 14/15.
Then i watched gym motivation videos and i wanted to be like the bodybuilders. In my eyes, they represented strength, power and masculinity and i looked up to them as role models, but my bad genetics ruined my bodybuilding career.
Then i wanted to become a fighter, i registered for boxing, failed, then for kickboxing, failed even harder.
Then i wanted to become a criminal, failed, served 8 months of jail, left jail mentally ill and depressive, couldn’t find a job since then and have to live of retardation welfare, because of mental illness.
What about you? What was your childhood dream?
This dream died at the age of 14/15.
Then i watched gym motivation videos and i wanted to be like the bodybuilders. In my eyes, they represented strength, power and masculinity and i looked up to them as role models, but my bad genetics ruined my bodybuilding career.
Then i wanted to become a fighter, i registered for boxing, failed, then for kickboxing, failed even harder.
Then i wanted to become a criminal, failed, served 8 months of jail, left jail mentally ill and depressive, couldn’t find a job since then and have to live of retardation welfare, because of mental illness.
What about you? What was your childhood dream?