Seriously, if you currently have a oneitis I would highly recommend you kill those feelings before you get hurt.
She might seem "cute" or "innocent" or "shy" or different in any way from your average roastie, but she really isn't. Do you really think she's thinking about you all day like you think about her? Do you really think she'd even consider dating you? Do you really think she's not just another slut?
One day, you'll see her with another guy, a guy way better than you could ever hope to be. Maybe you'll spot a picture of them together on her social media profile, maybe you'll see them kiss as you walk by, maybe you'll hear that very guy talk about his relationship with her - it doesn't matter, because she is not yours and never will be. And before you ask, yes - he has already seen her naked form more times than you can count.
Either way, it will break you completely. At first, you'll try to deny it, you'll tell yourself things like "It's not true!" despite the evidence being right in front of your eyes. You'll feel your entire body convulse with dread and your stomach churn, up until it all hits you. And once it does, you'll weep more than you have ever wept your entire life. You'll ask yourself "What if I did something different back when she was still single?" when really, the cards were stacked against you from the very beginning.
So heed my advice and don't waste your tears, because while you're crying like a pitiful cuck she's out there professing her "love" to someone else. You don't matter to her, you will never matter to her or any other female on this planet. You are an ugly subhuman, and that's all you ever will be.
She might seem "cute" or "innocent" or "shy" or different in any way from your average roastie, but she really isn't. Do you really think she's thinking about you all day like you think about her? Do you really think she'd even consider dating you? Do you really think she's not just another slut?
One day, you'll see her with another guy, a guy way better than you could ever hope to be. Maybe you'll spot a picture of them together on her social media profile, maybe you'll see them kiss as you walk by, maybe you'll hear that very guy talk about his relationship with her - it doesn't matter, because she is not yours and never will be. And before you ask, yes - he has already seen her naked form more times than you can count.
Either way, it will break you completely. At first, you'll try to deny it, you'll tell yourself things like "It's not true!" despite the evidence being right in front of your eyes. You'll feel your entire body convulse with dread and your stomach churn, up until it all hits you. And once it does, you'll weep more than you have ever wept your entire life. You'll ask yourself "What if I did something different back when she was still single?" when really, the cards were stacked against you from the very beginning.
So heed my advice and don't waste your tears, because while you're crying like a pitiful cuck she's out there professing her "love" to someone else. You don't matter to her, you will never matter to her or any other female on this planet. You are an ugly subhuman, and that's all you ever will be.
