Deleted member 7448
Name is Abdu, live in Laos, born on 24.08.1992.
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They're the only people who have ever loved or cared about me. And they're the only people that I love and care about.
I'll be truly alone after they die. I've never had any friends either. That's what happens when you have an avoidant personality.
I love my parents. I always did. There was a period of a few years when I was an alcoholic though, I said and did some awful, horrible things to them, things that are unforgivable and will always haunt me. My dad is in his 70s, my mom is younger but has health problems. I don't know how I'll deal with any of their deaths. It will devastate me.
I'll be truly alone after they die. I've never had any friends either. That's what happens when you have an avoidant personality.
I love my parents. I always did. There was a period of a few years when I was an alcoholic though, I said and did some awful, horrible things to them, things that are unforgivable and will always haunt me. My dad is in his 70s, my mom is younger but has health problems. I don't know how I'll deal with any of their deaths. It will devastate me.