Hunter
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i dont remember anything before 5 other than unironically being severly autistic(like shitting myself constantly autistic) but according to my brother even then i had far more AMV(attraction market value since young kids wouldnt be interested in sex) to other kids than i do now. im going to be honest here. my family moved and when i arrived in my new school my cuteness, confidence, "humor"(i was naturally a class clown at the time) and charm made me the chad of those days. after that we all moved schools and my chad status went to just normie clown although my looks were still relatively good. i was young and dumb so i though they were laughing with me when they were laughing at me and i kept doing it. somedays i feel like travelling back in time and laying a beatdown on my pre pre-teen self. anyway. then years later we moved schools again and the school i went to, i would graduate being a completely different person. the 6 years i spent completely changed who i am at core. this change in persona probably fucked up my SMV even more. when i first entered at the time we all hadnt gone through puberty and i had no acne and was average weight so i was normie tier in looks. as the years went on i slowly changed from normie tier to incel. then after that i moved again and here i am now, antisocial, misanthropist and incel. now im probably not even a 5.