.... becoming.....?
As for recognizing I'm incel it's based on my inability to get sex from women.
I think I'm attractive enough to fall into a relationship for some post wall desperate used up cum rag that peaked as a 7, or a wall approaching 3.5 if I weren't literally diagnosed autistic+ red/black pilled.
Keep in mind that's just what I think and it's not like 3s are making passes at me.
I was blue pilled without even realizing it and theredpill subreddit freed me. I understood male female dynamics after reading for a few months.
Since I can definitively say when I've treated women in a red pill manner they uniformly treat me better, and if I act blue pilled to then at all they despise me and treat me as poorly as it's possible for that individual to treat another person.
I can also definitively say when I've been thinner I've received better treatment from women. And I can definitely say that I've observed long enough that there are simply tiers of treatment that are based on a hierarchy of attractiveness. Women simply become open to sex with men at about the top 15% in my estimation.
And from 15-40% it can be negotiated regularly with an equivalent or lesser partner if timing is correct and the type of man he is fulfills her narcissism
And in the bottom 60% of men women simply aren't interested in sex with. And I'm in that bottom 60%, and even if I'm 30-60%, which is a tier in which relationships form with massive effort and timing, if she's sufficiently young and naive, or if she's getting desperate because she's old, I'm still autistic, black pilled and red pilled