Blackpill What was your life like when you were bluepilled?

[craniofacialcel]

Never bluepilled. When I found the blackpill everything that happened in my life made so much sense.

 

[GeckoBus]

I blamed others mistreating me fully on myself, similar to you, and also tried multiple "self improvement" methods across the board as a whole.

same I drank the "it's all you" kool-aid of male hyperagency super hard. In the long run it would have killed me. Discovering the BP was transformative and saved my life. I tried so much shit, jestermaxxing, changing looks, approach foids and nagging - all the while ignoring that I was an below average height ethnic looking guy with a hunchback and 3/10 face. Contrary to what anti BP faggots claim, the discovery of the BP and this forum radically improved my mental health. I gradually stopped being an extreme people pleaser. I started recognizing abuse instead of going "it's all in your head, nobody thinks about you "

 

[manletcel1488]

About the same I just now understand why.

 

[ToBurble&Pine]

Boring

 

[jungfraucel]

I think my mom contributed to me being blackpilled pretty much from the day I was born. She always told me I'd never get a girlfriend and that I was weak and frail and not a real man

 

[TooSomething]

Actually, it was worse. False hope is painful.

 

[reveries]

same I drank the "it's all you" kool-aid of male hyperagency super hard. In the long run it would have killed me. Discovering the BP was transformative and saved my life. I tried so much shit, jestermaxxing, changing looks, approach foids and nagging - all the while ignoring that I was an below average height ethnic looking guy with a hunchback and 3/10 face. Contrary to what anti BP faggots claim, the discovery of the BP and this forum radically improved my mental health. I gradually stopped being an extreme people pleaser. I started recognizing abuse instead of going "it's all in your head, nobody thinks about you "

 

[Yabadadabadoo]

Pretty bad. I knew something was wrong but didnt know what

 

[Todd Thundercock]

Worse

Blamed myself constantly

Thinking if I get fit or get good job or make money people will care

So fucking stupid

 

[flippedroaches14]

Something I'm deeply ashamed of. I used to be a total shitlib commie, then I became a National Socialist, then lapsed back into being a commie shitlib because I became demoralized by watching antifas mog cops by pinning them in a bigass circle in some Scandinavian country, before I became a National Socialist AGAIN, this time for real. I used to have a very warped "everyone would get along if it wasn't for these heckin billionaires" outlook on life, but I remember being in communist telegram groups and the amount of anti-white hatred that existed was absurd.

I went through something similar when i was first becoming awoken to the truth. Not as extreme though. I would go from being like "okay im racist" then back to an egalitarian. Simply because i would think about things like the holocaust and feel disgusted because "that's where these thoughts lead". Propaganda really works

 

[incel20]

was nearly a full on liberal sucker

I got blackpilled around age 14 on sites unrelated to inceldom. but coped till 19

 

[DutchCel01]

Terrible even back then. Never fitted in always alone. I was blackpilled quite young at 15 from r/foreveralone

 

[cripplecel]

Same nigger i want to do socialise with others but I am got autism and sub5 head

 

[Fire]

I think my mom contributed to me being blackpilled pretty much from the day I was born. She always told me I'd never get a girlfriend and that I was weak and frail and not a real man

holy shit that's brutal

 

[SrutalBeggs]

It was the same but I was dumber due to being blued so I embarassed myself a lot

 

[XtremeMax]

i wish i knew about the blackpill in middle school

same

 

[all this time]

Tbh it didnt change much i was already always leaning towards a blackpilled state of mind early in life since i never got any attention from girls and they would call me gross as a kid, i did have hope still so ig i was somewhat redpilled but it was always like a mix of the two, i just leaned towards a lot of pessimism about my situation since i saw how others could have what i didnt and i didnt believe anything was wrong with me

Blackpill allowed me to fully accept myself and not try to change my personality since i knew it wasnt that, it was a freeing thing