Blackpill What was your life like when you were bluepilled?

[Butane]

For me, I was not made aware of the blackpill until a few years ago. But it clarified so much after I found it.

Before the BP, I deluded myself with thinking women would like me for being a gentleman. I would blame people bullying me on myself. Women would treat me like shit and I still thought I had a chance.

I was lonely so I would do anything for friends. I had no self esteem. I overdosed on bluepill so much that I believed whatever women said.

Now I feel free and prideful that I am not a spineless aspiring normie.

 

[fokusin]

I was never completely bluepilled, I always kept doubting it but went along with it since soyciety considered it "normal"

 

[NIGGER BOJANGLES]

It was worse because I tried a bunch of shit that was a waste of effort

 

[smegma producer]

im way happier now then when i was "bluepilled"(never really where, but i was not blackpilled either)

i find great calm in facing reality, no matter how soul crushing normies might consider it

 

[AutistSupremacist]

negligable tbh. I was always aware of the bp since I was openly not liked by some for being ugly. I can't really think of a time where I was bluepilled. If anything, I was whitepilled in my really young years.

 

[SilverBullet]

I always knew women weren’t attracted to me. I knew that women wouldn’t just “come along” and that I had low chances of ascension. I thought working out would help alter my looks, dressing better, changing my hair. How naive I was.

 

[La Grande *Infamie*]

Something I'm deeply ashamed of. I used to be a total shitlib commie, then I became a National Socialist, then lapsed back into being a commie shitlib because I became demoralized by watching antifas mog cops by pinning them in a bigass circle in some Scandinavian country, before I became a National Socialist AGAIN, this time for real. I used to have a very warped "everyone would get along if it wasn't for these heckin billionaires" outlook on life, but I remember being in communist telegram groups and the amount of anti-white hatred that existed was absurd.

 

[Lazyandtalentless]

I was never bluepilled because when I was little, I was severely bullied and completely ignored at school and even at the group home I was in. I wasn’t just left out; I was mocked, made fun of, and treated like i was worthless. At school, I’d get shoved into lockers, called names, and no one ever came to my defense. Teachers saw it happening but never stepped in. I didn’t really have anyone to turn to, and when I tried to make friends, it felt like no one cared.

 

[DarkStar]

Redpilled

I was also a christcuck for quite some time.

I blamed others mistreating me fully on myself, similar to you, and also tried multiple "self improvement" methods across the board as a whole.

I never stooped to believing everything foids said, but I did pedestalize them and sought to make them happy, even if it meant making a fool of myself.

 

[dead.ahead]

For me, I was not made aware of the blackpill until a few years ago. But it clarified so much after I found it.

Before the BP, I deluded myself with thinking women would like me for being a gentleman. I would blame people bullying me on myself. Women would treat me like shit and I still thought I had a chance.

I was lonely so I would do anything for friends. I had no self esteem. I overdosed on bluepill so much that I believed whatever women said.

Now I feel free and prideful that I am not a spineless aspiring normie.

My pre-bp life was similar in some ways to post-bp, like my non-existent social life, but I back then I still had hopes of changing it. I also put more effort into socializing without understanding that it made everything worse. Nowadays my life is more awful and somehow even more lonesome and unbearable. My mental health is non-existent, which didn’t happen pre-blackpill. I guess blue pill kept me delusional about reality until my depression and loneliness worsened.

Overall my life was similar but blackpill made me aware of my social standing at the cost of my mental wellbeing.

 

[Kooky Koala Kid]

I never lived as a blue pilled individual

 

[Butane]

I was also a christcuck for quite some time.

True for me as well

"everyone would get along if it wasn't for these heckin billionaires"

Its Jews. Always is.

i find great calm in facing reality, no matter how soul crushing normies might consider it

 

[Butane]

It was worse because I tried a bunch of shit that was a waste of effort

over for surgerymaxxers

 

[NIGGER BOJANGLES]

over for surgerymaxxers

I never had surgery for looks, although I have had joint surgeries before because of legit joint issues

 

[JKlancecaster069]

Pretty similar to how it is now except I avoid socializing and getting my hopes up.

 

[NiggerAnnihilator]

i followed the crowd like an idiot then i realized i was retarded and went my own way after how life treated me

 

[Abacaxi14]

I always new something was wrong with me. I just didnt know why. I always had a hard time socializing. When I was 15 years old I gave up on making friends because it was simply impossible to fit in with the normies.

After the blackpill everything started to make sense.

 

[AnonWojak]

I thought that a woman would naturally be attracted to me at work or school and make my job easier to approach her. Little did I know that not even chads get it that easily.

 

[Sigma]

My pre-blackpill life was astronomically worse than it is now
My ignorance at that time didn't create any bliss for me

 

[BoneHermit666]

For me, I was not made aware of the blackpill until a few years ago. But it clarified so much after I found it.

Before the BP, I deluded myself with thinking women would like me for being a gentleman. I would blame people bullying me on myself. Women would treat me like shit and I still thought I had a chance.

I was lonely so I would do anything for friends. I had no self esteem. I overdosed on bluepill so much that I believed whatever women said.

Now I feel free and prideful that I am not a spineless aspiring normie.

Blackpill has made me very angry and hate the majority of humanity.

 

[shitskin]

I’m still bluepilled

 

[Eternalifeofdoom]

It was shit even then only difference is that i was protected by blue-pilled ideas such that I'm not trying hard enough

 

[Rapistcel]

For me, I was not made aware of the blackpill until a few years ago. But it clarified so much after I found it.

Before the BP, I deluded myself with thinking women would like me for being a gentleman. I would blame people bullying me on myself. Women would treat me like shit and I still thought I had a chance.

I was lonely so I would do anything for friends. I had no self esteem. I overdosed on bluepill so much that I believed whatever women said.

Now I feel free and prideful that I am not a spineless aspiring normie.

I was never bluepilled

 

[unionistcel]

I was a simp (no really bad one I cringe) tried to fit in now I’m purposely weird was also redpilled at 17 (Andrew Tate and that)
Overall life was shit I was unable to get Women then I lost weight and still unable to get Women now

 

[CMD]

I was redpilled since childhood tbh i was never truly bluepilled then i became blackpilled as a young teen

 

[FunkyMonk]

I've said it before and I'll say it again. I was more delusional, always thought personality matter more than anything which is the biggest pile of shit. Lost the weight, didn't really change my fashion sense and brought a shit load of perfumes. Went to clubs, it's brutal thinking about it now. Back then I didn't have that knowledge about the blackpill and all that stuff.

 

[omniyx55]

I thought i would do the classic thing of getting married and having a family even though all girls rejected me. Imo if you dont pull in middle school and it doesnt get better in highschool its over.

 

[daydreamER]

The exact same. Your mindset can’t change external factors like normies want you to believe.

 

[justuseless]

I was blackipilled most of my life but in my early 20s leddit brainwashed me with delusions. Real life quickly put me in my place.

Being bluepilled made me suicidal. Now im in a better place.

 

[BSGMANLET]

I was blackpilled before I knew what it was.
My life was the BLACKPILL. I just didn't know what the term was at the time.
I realized looks,status,height,environment were important when I was in 8th-9th grade.

 

[Grodd]

I was never completely bluepilled, I always kept doubting it but went along with it since soyciety considered it "normal"

 

[orgcel]

I was a jestermaxxing piece of shit

 

[B33troot]

I believed if I developed a nice personality and just became an interesting person, I'd get a girlfriend.

 

[TheJoker]

I was approaching women, asking them out at work, pretending
i wasn't being discriminated in general by society.

 

[B33troot]

Being bluepilled made me suicidal. Now im in a better place.

Same with me. The only time I considered the rope was when I was bluepilled. I tried so hard to attract a girlfriend into my life but I failed over and over. At the same time, Chad would just walk in and take the girl I was interested in. Not knowing why it kept happening drove me to depression and alcoholism.

But once I figured out that my looks were the issue, it all became clear to me. I was still miserable but I at least got the answer I was looking for.

 

[justuseless]

Same with me. The only time I considered the rope was when I was bluepilled. I tried so hard to attract a girlfriend into my life but I failed over and over. At the same time, Chad just walked in and gets the girl I was interested in. Not knowing why it kept happening drove me to depression and alcoholism.

But once I figured out that my looks were the issue, it all became clear to me. I was still miserable but I at least got the answer I was looking for.

With knowledge comes contentment

 

[Antorian]

Depressed

The Blackpill, discovering i have mild autism and my faith helped me achieve peace of mind

 

[anotherwastedlife]

Was never bluepilled but i thought things would get better with time (LMAO)

 

[WeirdPanda]

obsessed with autistic shit, far-right politics and jestermaxxing all at the same time

not good tbh but better than now atleast

 

[PolskiKartofel]

Aka childhood

Bearable but I wouldn't tell it was very happy, however it wasn't depressing

And I discovered blackpill at 16/17

 

[DieVoGel]

For me, I was not made aware of the blackpill until a few years ago. But it clarified so much after I found it.

Before the BP, I deluded myself with thinking women would like me for being a gentleman. I would blame people bullying me on myself. Women would treat me like shit and I still thought I had a chance.

I was lonely so I would do anything for friends. I had no self esteem. I overdosed on bluepill so much that I believed whatever women said.

Now I feel free and prideful that I am not a spineless aspiring normie.

I felt clueless and had no idea why I didn't get girls. I was atleast hopefull and shit. After becoming redpilled I worked out thinking if I became jacked I'd get all the girls. Once I realised that didn't work I became blackpilled and lost all hope after realising it's all bones and I happen to have sub5 bones. After that I didn't want to try and date anymore.

 

[Castaway]

I was never truly bluepilled. Even when I was little I knew looks mattered, a lot

 

[Nordicel94]

I was kind of bluepilled in my childhood, thinking that men had higher standards than women, that being nice and gentlemanly was the way to get girls, but at the same time I knew that looks were very important. Then I became redpilled in my teens.

 

[Bitter_And_Angry]

My life was unhappy as always, but back then I dragged myself along just to be validation for normies and foids, since I'm blackpilled I don't do that anymore.

 

[Justanotherbloke]

Way better
At least I wasn´t a depressed bipolar guy living in social isolation,

 

[EngelCallDell19]

i was extremely depressed and the bluepill only gave some temporary happiness/reassurance but most of the time i was always ashamed and questioned why i was single after that temporary copium wore off.

 

[Chaircel]

Was never bluepilled because I have been hated and mistreated by others all my life - either at school or at home or otherwise.

 

[Diocel96]

My life has not changed. Both before and after Blackpill, I felt completely foreign and superfluous to this world.

 

[Brainy]

It was worse because I tried a bunch of shit that was a waste of effort

 

[UglyDumbass]

i wish i knew about the blackpill in middle school