Blackpill What was your life like when you were bluepilled?

[Fire]

For me, I was not made aware of the blackpill until a few years ago. But it clarified so much after I found it.

Before the BP, I deluded myself with thinking women would like me for being a gentleman. I would blame people bullying me on myself. Women would treat me like shit and I still thought I had a chance.

I was lonely so I would do anything for friends. I had no self esteem. I overdosed on bluepill so much that I believed whatever women said.

Now I feel free and prideful that I am not a spineless aspiring normie.

 

[fokusin]

I was never completely bluepilled, I always kept doubting it but went along with it since soyciety considered it "normal"

 

[VideoGameCoper]

It was worse because I tried a bunch of shit that was a waste of effort

 

[smegma producer]

im way happier now then when i was "bluepilled"(never really where, but i was not blackpilled either)

i find great calm in facing reality, no matter how soul crushing normies might consider it

 

[AutistSupremacist]

negligable tbh. I was always aware of the bp since I was openly not liked by some for being ugly. I can't really think of a time where I was bluepilled. If anything, I was whitepilled in my really young years.

 

[SilverBullet]

I always knew women weren’t attracted to me. I knew that women wouldn’t just “come along” and that I had low chances of ascension. I thought working out would help alter my looks, dressing better, changing my hair. How naive I was.

 

[La Grande *Koala*]

Something I'm deeply ashamed of. I used to be a total shitlib commie, then I became a National Socialist, then lapsed back into being a commie shitlib because I became demoralized by watching antifas mog cops by pinning them in a bigass circle in some Scandinavian country, before I became a National Socialist AGAIN, this time for real. I used to have a very warped "everyone would get along if it wasn't for these heckin billionaires" outlook on life, but I remember being in communist telegram groups and the amount of anti-white hatred that existed was absurd.

 

[Lazyandtalentless]

I was never bluepilled because when I was little, I was severely bullied and completely ignored at school and even at the group home I was in. I wasn’t just left out; I was mocked, made fun of, and treated like i was worthless. At school, I’d get shoved into lockers, called names, and no one ever came to my defense. Teachers saw it happening but never stepped in. I didn’t really have anyone to turn to, and when I tried to make friends, it felt like no one cared.

 

[DarkStar]

Redpilled

I was also a christcuck for quite some time.

I blamed others mistreating me fully on myself, similar to you, and also tried multiple "self improvement" methods across the board as a whole.

I never stooped to believing everything foids said, but I did pedestalize them and sought to make them happy, even if it meant making a fool of myself.

 

[dead.ahead]

For me, I was not made aware of the blackpill until a few years ago. But it clarified so much after I found it.

Before the BP, I deluded myself with thinking women would like me for being a gentleman. I would blame people bullying me on myself. Women would treat me like shit and I still thought I had a chance.

I was lonely so I would do anything for friends. I had no self esteem. I overdosed on bluepill so much that I believed whatever women said.

Now I feel free and prideful that I am not a spineless aspiring normie.

My pre-bp life was similar in some ways to post-bp, like my non-existent social life, but I back then I still had hopes of changing it. I also put more effort into socializing without understanding that it made everything worse. Nowadays my life is more awful and somehow even more lonesome and unbearable. My mental health is non-existent, which didn’t happen pre-blackpill. I guess blue pill kept me delusional about reality until my depression and loneliness worsened.

Overall my life was similar but blackpill made me aware of my social standing at the cost of my mental wellbeing.

 

[BMIcel1]

I never lived as a blue pilled individual

 

[Fire]

I was also a christcuck for quite some time.

True for me as well

"everyone would get along if it wasn't for these heckin billionaires"

Its Jews. Always is.

i find great calm in facing reality, no matter how soul crushing normies might consider it

 

[Fire]

It was worse because I tried a bunch of shit that was a waste of effort

over for surgerymaxxers

 

[VideoGameCoper]

over for surgerymaxxers

I never had surgery for looks, although I have had joint surgeries before because of legit joint issues

 

[JKlancecaster069]

Pretty similar to how it is now except I avoid socializing and getting my hopes up.

 

[NiggerAnnihilator]

i followed the crowd like an idiot then i realized i was retarded and went my own way after how life treated me

 

[Abacaxi14]

I always new something was wrong with me. I just didnt know why. I always had a hard time socializing. When I was 15 years old I gave up on making friends because it was simply impossible to fit in with the normies.

After the blackpill everything started to make sense.

 

[AnonWojak]

I thought that a woman would naturally be attracted to me at work or school and make my job easier to approach her. Little did I know that not even chads get it that easily.

 

[Sigma]

My pre-blackpill life was astronomically worse than it is now
My ignorance at that time didn't create any bliss for me

 

[BoneHermit666]

For me, I was not made aware of the blackpill until a few years ago. But it clarified so much after I found it.

Before the BP, I deluded myself with thinking women would like me for being a gentleman. I would blame people bullying me on myself. Women would treat me like shit and I still thought I had a chance.

I was lonely so I would do anything for friends. I had no self esteem. I overdosed on bluepill so much that I believed whatever women said.

Now I feel free and prideful that I am not a spineless aspiring normie.

Blackpill has made me very angry and hate the majority of humanity.

 

[shitskin]

I’m still bluepilled

 

[Eternalifeofdoom]

It was shit even then only difference is that i was protected by blue-pilled ideas such that I'm not trying hard enough

 

[Rapistcel]

For me, I was not made aware of the blackpill until a few years ago. But it clarified so much after I found it.

Before the BP, I deluded myself with thinking women would like me for being a gentleman. I would blame people bullying me on myself. Women would treat me like shit and I still thought I had a chance.

I was lonely so I would do anything for friends. I had no self esteem. I overdosed on bluepill so much that I believed whatever women said.

Now I feel free and prideful that I am not a spineless aspiring normie.

I was never bluepilled

 

[unionistcel]

I was a simp (no really bad one I cringe) tried to fit in now I’m purposely weird was also redpilled at 17 (Andrew Tate and that)
Overall life was shit I was unable to get Women then I lost weight and still unable to get Women now