RageFuel What was worst moment of your life ( Kinda Tier List of your bad moments if you want to count this ) ?

[To koniec]

I'm was thinking a bit for this thread in which order i will make only TOP 5 i must admit besides obvious cases when my i had like 3 times if not more whole class laughing at me ( once for 3 minutes or close to it ), actually it was definitely more than 3 times

5. Suicide attempt in july of 2022 and spending 11 days in mental ward, saw some fucked up things back then but honestly it wasn't so bad compared to others
4. When some normieniggerpolack kids were shotting at me when i was 11 with plastic bullets, it was brutal for sure
Bonus round something i'm to ashamed to tell many of you but i wasn't alone in this, tldr
3. When i Begged my mom to not kick out home when i was 14, she was quite serious backthen about this
Bonus roudn when i was 11 my parents kicked me out car for misbehaving ( i was autistic as kid but man... )
2. When in i jumped under bus ( he dodged me ) cause i wanted to kill myself and then in next 20 minutes on train passage i nearly tried to do same but in last moment i had not courage to do this ( May of 2020 ), Mom didn't wanted to give me hug even after this, I didd after people at uni insulted in private messenger room for 30 minutes cause i was frustred incel to them, also very shitty situation at home
1. When i was 14 my dad literally was inches away from killing with knife my mom was only reason i'm still alive cause she dragged him away
Bonus final round When i was 19 he did this again but tbh i wanted to kill him too with knife again mom stopped bloodshed, so i guess 50/50 on this

There was even more such fucked situations...but these were most memorable
Never give birth to autistic social outcast, i hope day of rope will be soon, there were two brutal rejection from oneites, people who were literally laughing straight at me, people in complete disgust at me, i don't what i did to ''God'' but i will be show him middle finger after all this shit he done to me

Wish i had beauitful sould body, face and mind like her...


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[To koniec]

I want to my sky be cleared of skies of my sorrows

 

[Sewer Sloth]

The time when my parents were going through a rough patch in their marriage and they asked me if i wanted them to divorce (i cried when they asked that since i was still an actual child atp) desu

 

[The Scarlet Prince]

I have had a lot of terrible moments in my life. However, one that I always think back on and cringe about is back when I was roughly eleven or so. My memory is still foggy of what exactly happened, probably since my brain tried to tune out the memory, but I recall 'graduating' 5th grade. We were all on a stage, and all of the kids were getting their certificates and everything. However, I still remember the dread I had when everyone got their things besides me. For whatever reason, the foid teacher refused to make me one and give me it. It's not like I had bad grades or anything, she just literally didn't make one for me.

I felt so embarrassed at that moment that I started to cry on stage. I looked like a complete idiot in front of everyone, and I couldn't handle it.

Ah... just even thinking about it makes me want to stuff my face into my palms. What a horrible experience.

Graduation never meant anything to me from that day onward, maybe I just never cared that much about school anyway. It felt so hollow, so pointless. I still recall graduating high school 2 years ago. It was just another day, I didn't feel like I earned anything. I didn't feel excited, terrified, or any particular feeling besides numbness.

Just the thought of, "that's it?" and nothing more.

 

[To koniec]

I have had a lot of terrible moments in my life. However, one that I always think back on and cringe about is back when I was roughly eleven or so. My memory is still foggy of what exactly happened, probably since my brain tried to tune out the memory, but I recall 'graduating' 5th grade. We were all on a stage, and all of the kids were getting their certificates and everything. However, I still remember the dread I had when everyone got their things besides me. For whatever reason, the foid teacher refused to make me one and give me it. It's not like I had bad grades or anything, she just literally didn't make one for me.

I felt so embarrassed at that moment that I started to cry on stage. I looked like a complete idiot in front of everyone, and I couldn't handle it.

Ah... just even thinking about it makes me want to stuff my face into my palms. What a horrible experience.

Graduation never meant anything to me from that day onward, maybe I just never cared that much about school anyway. It felt so hollow, so pointless. I still recall graduating high school 2 years ago. It was just another day, I didn't feel like I earned anything. I didn't feel excited, terrified, or any particular feeling besides numbness.

Just the thought of, "that's it?" and nothing more.

Damm man, you want talk about it in PM ? I have time ( i tbh wanted to drive my car moments ago, it's soon 1am here and like to drive around night )

 

[tulasdanslos]

5 when I was gaslit by my parents into doing something I didn't want to do (I was 24)
4 when I got beat at judo by a girl and I started crying in the gym at the age of 12
3 when I tried to jestermaxx at school one time and all I got was the teacher to punish me and not a single soul laughed at my "joke" (9 yo)
2 when I realized I would never be normal. I was on recess and watched all the normies getting along and I thought, "wow there's something wrong with me that I cannot do this" (9 yo)
1 when I got committed to hospital after losing it and trying to kill a parent, it was 17 days forced stay, pure hell, and all because I am retarded and told the public servants "I tried to kill parent A that's why my hand is bloody" 19 yo

 

[The Scarlet Prince]

Damm man, you want talk about it in PM ? I have time ( i tbh wanted to drive my car moments ago, it's soon 1am here and like to drive around night )

Thank you for your considerate offer, really, it means much to me. But I would prefer not to dwell on it too much. Honestly, that period of my life is a blur to me, and I'd like to keep it that way. I like to think that, in a way, I spiritually killed myself, and that my actions in the past died with me—that I was born anew, disassociated from who I used to be.

My 'real' name, my identity I used to have—I don't like to imagine that I'm still connected to any of those things.

Truthfully, I see myself now as naught but 'The Scarlet Prince,' or 'Scarlet,' for short. It just so happens that I had the misfortune of being stuck in this body.

It is better, I think, for me to think this way. I've grown much happier ever since adopting this view, and I think I'll continue to do so for as long as I live. To tarnish my name with the inaction, follies, and outright foolishness of my past, is something I truly can't bring myself to bear. Delusions are what keep me sane, and happy, and I will continue to dwell in them.

 

[To koniec]

Thank you for your considerate offer, really, it means much to me. But I would prefer not to dwell on it too much. Honestly, that period of my life is a blur to me, and I'd like to keep it that way. I like to think that, in a way, I spiritually killed myself, and that my actions in the past died with me—that I was born anew, disassociated from who I used to be.

My 'real' name, my identity I used to have—I don't like to imagine that I'm still connected to any of those things.

Truthfully, I see myself now as naught but 'The Scarlet Prince,' or 'Scarlet,' for short. It just so happens that I had the misfortune of being stuck in this body.

It is better, I think, for me to think this way. I've grown much happier ever since adopting this view, and I think I'll continue to do so for as long as I live. To tarnish my name with the inaction, follies, and outright foolishness of my past, is something I truly can't bring myself to bear. Delusions are what keep me sane, and happy, and I will continue to dwell in them.

Sometimes i feel like i'm prisoner of my own past i can''t get accept it

 

[LWii]

My 2 weeks in the psychward was one of the worst time in my life i think

 

[Leon98]

When my Dad was beating me up, When my Mum used to slap me around the face as a baby for rejecting food.

 

[Leon98]

Sometimes i feel like i'm prisoner of my own past i can''t get accept it

 

[saintardi]

The day i decided to go through my childhood photos just to realise my mouth was hanging open in every single one of them and my mom told me the doctor told her i had to get some sort of allergy tests done and medication to be able to breathe since i was 7 but she didn't saw it as nessecary and didn't "trust him" cuz they js want money

After 1 month i decided to research more on the effects of mouth breathing to the human health

It all made sense then
Tired eyes crooked nose brutally recessed jaw forward neck flat cheekbones

I'm the only one in the family who has these my younger brother is a chadlite at least without even trying he just smokes and gets laid like 2x a day sometimes

My parents are also very attractive I'd post them here but you can easily find their Facebook from a simple reverse search of those pics so i won't

But yeah my mother is the sole reason why my genes went to waste..at 5 yo my jaw was wider and i already had hollow cheeks which is rarely seen at that age...as time went my skull became long narrow messed teeth nose got crooked everything irreversible


Why? Because my foid whore of a mother found it expensive to spend 50 bucks on my allergies test and medications as a kid

Sometimes i js wanna end it and take her with me but i love brothers they the only reason why i haven't roped yet....they don't care about my looks at all they have always loved me... something which i never got from anyone else

But ywah that's about it my whole life is ruined cuz of this simple small thing...my dad is htn-chad tier my mom in her teens looked like the adriana lima white pale version with green eyes ...they just short ash idk how i turned out to be 6'1

 

[weaselbomber]

I had an anxiety attack in school and everyone began bullying me afterwards

 

[weaselbomber]

I had an anxiety attack in school and everyone began bullying me afterwards

I don't like recalling stuff like this very often tbqhnglfam

 

[WorthlessSlavicShit]

Pretty well-timed thread.

Spoiler

Just today I stayed at home with my sister instead of going with our parents to visit our relatives for the weekend, because I was supposed to go out with my "friends." As in, the normie group I hang out with, where I just so happen to be the most common butt of jokes. So, a few days ago, the guys were asking in our group chat who can go out today, I mentioned that I can. So, today, I'm waiting, and waiting, and waiting... I don't have a car, so usually somebody comes to pick me up, so I'm just waiting and... nothing. I have no idea what happened today, whether they just forgot, purposefully ignored me, didn't see my message or didn't understand it, as it was written in a way that admittedly could've possibly been a bit ambiguous to the dumbest 10% of the population, but yeah, I just got flat out ignored and left at home, where I stayed for no real reason.

It's admittedly not that bad since I at least now have more time to study, as I have my final exams next week and after that I'm finally done with college, but damn if it still doesn't sting.

OK, with that out, I'll admit I just wanted to mention that since I'm obviously still bummed AF about it.

The actually worst moment of my life, which I think could be comparable to some others, but I can't think of any at this point and I'm used to always see this as one of the very worst, was when one day in 8th grade, I was walking home from school, and I saw a large group of kids from the other class in my grade walk in front of me. I knew for a fact that they knew and made fun of me like a good part of the school did, but I had no idea just how much. I, in my infinite idiocy, actually not only didn't let them walk away but closed the distance with them, and all the hell broke loose. They didn't even know how to make fun of me, they were just shouting over each other, I had like two bitches doing the ultra-dismissive "Oh, where are you going for high school?" stuff where they talk to you like you are a mentally challenged toddler, then some guy there was just screaming something incoherently at me the entire time, and so on.

And then, the cherry on top which I've mentioned here a couple of times, as I was going away from them, some bitch screamed at me "Hey WSS, do you know what the thing between your legs is called?" and right after that, yet another bitch added, "And do you know what it's for ?"

A few years later, one of the chicks who was in that group got together with a guy I was going to HS with, and at the prom I managed to get a moment when I could talk with her privately, and I asked her whether she remembered being there with that group when they were screaming at me whether I knew what my dick was and what it was for, and her response was basically "God no WSS, Jesus, don't think about something like that and have a great night today."

Normies are funny creatures man. They will be a part of your worst memories and not even remember it themselves, then they'll stub their toes or whatever and act like their day is ruined.

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

Pretty well-timed thread.

Spoiler

Just today I stayed at home with my sister instead of going with our parents to visit our relatives for the weekend, because I was supposed to go out with my "friends." As in, the normie group I hang out with, where I just so happen to be the most common butt of jokes. So, a few days ago, the guys were asking in our group chat who can go out today, I mentioned that I can. So, today, I'm waiting, and waiting, and waiting... I don't have a car, so usually somebody comes to pick me up, so I'm just waiting and... nothing. I have no idea what happened today, whether they just forgot, purposefully ignored me, didn't see my message or didn't understand it, as it was written in a way that admittedly could've possibly been a bit ambiguous to the dumbest 10% of the population, but yeah, I just got flat out ignored and left at home, where I stayed for no real reason.

It's admittedly not that bad since I at least now have more time to study, as I have my final exams next week and after that I'm finally done with college, but damn if it still doesn't sting.

OK, with that out, I'll admit I just wanted to mention that since I'm obviously still bummed AF about it.

The actually worst moment of my life, which I think could be comparable to some others, but I can't think of any at this point and I'm used to always see this as one of the very worst, was when one day in 8th grade, I was walking home from school, and I saw a large group of kids from the other class in my grade walk in front of me. I knew for a fact that they knew and made fun of me like a good part of the school did, but I had no idea just how much. I, in my infinite idiocy, actually not only didn't let them walk away but closed the distance with them, and all the hell broke loose. They didn't even know how to make fun of me, they were just shouting over each other, I had like two bitches doing the ultra-dismissive "Oh, where are you going for high school?" stuff where they talk to you like you are a mentally challenged toddler, some guy there was just screaming something incoherently at me the entire time.

And then, the cherry on top which I've mentioned here a couple of times, as I was going away from them, some bitch screamed at me "Hey WSS, do you know what the thing between your legs is called?" and right after that, yet another bitch added, "And do you know what it's for ?"

A few of years later, one of the chicks who were in that group got together with a guy I was going to HS with, and at the prom I managed to get a moment when I could talk with her privately, and I asked her whether she remembered being there with that group when they were screaming at me whether I knew what my dick was and what it was, and her response was basically "God no WSS, Jesus, don't think about something like that and have a great night today."

Normies are funny creatures man. They will be a part of your worst memories and not even remember it themselves, then they'll stub their toes or whatever and act like their day is ruined.

Brutal story, they are fucking animals. They mock and degrade without a second thought, then forget everything immediately.

 

[WorthlessSlavicShit]

Brutal story, they are fucking animals. They mock and degrade without a second thought, then forget everything immediately.

Yup, that interaction is one of the things I remember the most vividly from prom for exactly that. I spent literally the entire rest of 8th grade, every tuesday I think it was as it happened on tuesday, specifically making sure I won't run into them again on my way home from school, even staying ten-twenty minutes more there just to make sure, and then, just a few years later, she had no idea what I even talked about. That really put what I went through into perspective.