I have literally nothing left, bullied into dropping out of highschool,developed social anxiety, never had any job experience , spent years doing absolutely nothing but being a shut in loser ,who stayed on the computer all day trying to cope with this shit life. fuck dating, i can't even survive in this world , i don't even feel human. I don't have the necessary qualifications to live a decent life and I will always be playing catch up because of all the things i've missed out on. I'm growing old physically but mentally i still feel like an immature child and time is just silently creeping up on me. I'll be 26 this year and only 4 more till i turn 30, a quarter of my life absolutely gone doing fuck all.