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The Knight Of The Swords
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Can you remember happy times?
Not even single moment of hapliness of exitment? Never at all?My life has been nothing but pain
É estranho que você tenha dificuldades no BrasilProbably second year of high school when I actually thought I had chances of ascending with my onitis because she hanged out with my group.
Yeas i think many of have happy memories of childhood at least of some periods of itprobably 6-7 years old, not even joking. all i was looking forward to was learning more about programming on my ancient computer that loaded programs and games off of audio tape cassettes and cuddling with my mom. that was literally the peak.
Oh yeas cats and dogs make us innocent and loving once again.Every time show love to a cat or dog, it makes me feel really happy.
World cup? You mean soccer?Summer 2012 was great.
Winter 2013 was great.
Summer 2014 was nice.
Fall 2014 too.
Summer 2017 was nice.
Summer 2018 was alright but France won the World Cup Which made it not as good.
Yeah. Fuck france.World cup? You mean soccer?
getting your mom to bake you a cake or something, and helping out in the kitchenYeas i think many of have happy memories of childhood at least of some periods of it
Yeas bro your words are so true. Life is a bitch.getting your mom to bake you a cake or something, and helping out in the kitchen
then finding the right moment when she's not mad or tired so you can jump in her arms for a snuggle
not even wanting anything else from life or imagining the horrors that are coming up soon
Oh god that made me cry because it made me remember a time of actual decency and not being a shut in sociopath enjoying gore.getting your mom to bake you a cake or something, and helping out in the kitchen
then finding the right moment when she's not mad or tired so you can jump in her arms for a snuggle
not even wanting anything else from life or imagining the horrors that are coming up soon
Yeah, I've been overseas and things are definitely worse for Western European incels, but it's not like it's easy here either.É estranho que você tenha dificuldades no Brasil
Yeas but you are still relatively youngYeah, I've been overseas and things are definitely worse for Western European incels, but it's not like it's easy here either.
Also, I sadly wasted my best-looking years being a massive bluepilled beta who didn't try.
I think your problem is that you are stuck between your manchilde mentality and your adult apperence. The solution would be maturmaxing.
The dream where I went skiing with 3 girls looking like that.
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Unfortunately I woke up before getting to fuck them.
Logical coz all our plesures are byproducts of pain and need.happiest moment in my life
was when i try opioid painkiller
My personality and tastes don't match my appearance well indeed, but through maturemaxxing I'd become a very low tier normie who will be able to get a 30+ 3/10 black single mom of 4 at best. I don't want it tbh.@Mainländer
I think your problem is that you are stuck between your manchilde mentality and your adult appereance. The solution would be maturmaxing.
Yeas but you can not be teen ager being 40 years old. Therefore you have to somehow adopt new style or use method of Philip Mainlander if being that old is abhorent to you.My personality and tastes don't match my appearance well indeed, but through maturemaxxing I'd become a very low tier normie who will be able to get a 30+ 3/10 black single mom of 4 at best. I don't want it tbh.
I refuse to bow down to the system. I won't become a normie betabuxx of low quality foids (even that would require tons of effort due to my looks).Yeas but you can not be teen ager being 40 years old. Therefore you have to somehow adopt new style or use method of Philip Mainlander if being that old is abhorent to you.
You have the syndrom of Dorian Gray definatly.I refuse to bow down to the system. I won't become a normie betabuxx of low quality foids (even that would require tons of effort due to my looks).
My plan is to low effort through life, resigned to a spectator and coper. If things become bad enough, roping is an option. I don't think I'll do it though.
Dying is unpleasant moment if you can not afford yourself painless and gracefull way of death.happiest moment of my life has not happened yet because it will be they day i die
How many cats have you?Every time show love to a cat or dog, it makes me feel really happy.
Oh that is realy cool bro. Im happy for you.Winning a high school table tennis tournament
No kidding
I'll either work with something related to my course in college or rent rooms. That's my plan.You have the syndrom of Dorian Gray definatly.
But if you dont like the idea of roping it will be funny to see you after 20 years
What is your course in college?I'll either work with something related to my course in college or rent rooms. That's my plan.
Sounds realy coolPlaying Halo 3 splitscreen with my two brothers and making forge maps in Halo reach. I think 2010/11 was the happiest I ever was.
Didn't have a single worry back then
jus statusmaxx as a pro table tennis player theoryWinning a high school table tennis tournament
Table tennis is looked down upon by everyone tbh. It’s seen as a sport for losers.jus statusmaxx as a pro table tennis player theory
Linguistics. Yeah, I know...What is your course in college?
I did not knowTable tennis is looked down upon by everyone tbh. It’s seen as a sport for losers.
How many languages do you speak im.curious?Linguistics. Yeah, I know...
Enjoy your job at Starbucks buddyLinguistics. Yeah, I know...
table tennis is high iq. only for asian buddy boyos tho.Table tennis is looked down upon by everyone tbh. It’s seen as a sport for losers.
Three. Portuguese, English and German.How many languages do you speak im.curious?
Dream of Satan , only darkness saves from.darknessWhen I was 10-13 yo I used to dream A LOT. mainly about the perfect job. gf, being a really good looking fella and having a past where I was popular at school... This was like lucid dreaming I think. Because I could feel something like my dopamine rising when I wake up even though that after I wake I instantly feel shitty because I come back to reality, but happy at the same time due to the delightful experience in the dream ... That was literally the best thing in my worthless life... Having this ability to imagine being someone else. But now I can't even imagine myself even when awake. Last time I tried to sleep and dream I had a nightmare where I killed some kid who used to bully me but I went to hell for it and had cockroachss covering my entire body. That was horrible man. I woke screaming and crying for something I didn't even do.
I just want to dream God. What did i do to deserve this?
OmgThree. Portuguese, English and German.
I'm learning ancient Greek and Latin at college, but I won't become proficient at those.