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forevergymcelling
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- Nov 9, 2017
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For me, it's the missing out pill
Whenever I'm in a group of people, especially girls, and they begin to talk about all the shit they used to get up to when they were teens; it triggers me so fucking bad. Hearing about all the parties they went to, all the bfs/gfs they had, all the times they had to sneak out house to have sex in a car or in the woods because their parents would be in the house. All the dates the went on, and how many guys/girls they had chasing them. Their experiences in losing their virginity, meeting guys or girls for the first time while everyone was young. Experimenting with each other during sex for the first time. Sending each other nudes for the first time. Recording their bfs/gfs have sex for the first time. Long summers spent on the beach with a large social circle comprised of both guys and girls. Having BBQs in the sunset before the girls would sneak off with guys to have sex in the dark. Pool parties in the day at each others' houses before it turns into a house party at night. Being able to get someone to supply them alcohol at ages 14-15. Getting drunk for the first time as jbs, hooking up with guys and girls from different schools.
Fuck this life tbh
It's fucking brutal. Meanwhile I was sat in my fucking prison cell of a room playing my ps3 for 8 hours a day in isolation. 0 Friends, 0 experiences, 0 GFs, 0 fucking anything. Losing my V at age 20 to some club slut I don't even remember. Having to spend 3 years gymcelling in isolation in an attempt to lose the fat I gained rotcelling all those years. Having to go out 5 times a week, weeks on end at age 18 just so I could gain the confidence to even speak to a girl.... Never getting that time back. Turned me into a fucking mentalcel
For UKcels here, you'll know what I mean when you start playing games like 'never have I ever' and 'paranoia'. Its fucking over
Whenever I'm in a group of people, especially girls, and they begin to talk about all the shit they used to get up to when they were teens; it triggers me so fucking bad. Hearing about all the parties they went to, all the bfs/gfs they had, all the times they had to sneak out house to have sex in a car or in the woods because their parents would be in the house. All the dates the went on, and how many guys/girls they had chasing them. Their experiences in losing their virginity, meeting guys or girls for the first time while everyone was young. Experimenting with each other during sex for the first time. Sending each other nudes for the first time. Recording their bfs/gfs have sex for the first time. Long summers spent on the beach with a large social circle comprised of both guys and girls. Having BBQs in the sunset before the girls would sneak off with guys to have sex in the dark. Pool parties in the day at each others' houses before it turns into a house party at night. Being able to get someone to supply them alcohol at ages 14-15. Getting drunk for the first time as jbs, hooking up with guys and girls from different schools.
Fuck this life tbh
It's fucking brutal. Meanwhile I was sat in my fucking prison cell of a room playing my ps3 for 8 hours a day in isolation. 0 Friends, 0 experiences, 0 GFs, 0 fucking anything. Losing my V at age 20 to some club slut I don't even remember. Having to spend 3 years gymcelling in isolation in an attempt to lose the fat I gained rotcelling all those years. Having to go out 5 times a week, weeks on end at age 18 just so I could gain the confidence to even speak to a girl.... Never getting that time back. Turned me into a fucking mentalcel
For UKcels here, you'll know what I mean when you start playing games like 'never have I ever' and 'paranoia'. Its fucking over