Freixel
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- Oct 4, 2023
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I am tired of having hope with women, I am reaching the point of eliminating any desire, need and hope to be with them
It's liberating, but on the other hand it empties you, it's like fucking involuntary buddhismmaxxing
This led me to wonder what I should do with my life, it's like many things lose meaning when you take the girlfriend/wife factor out of the formula.
I'm careermaxxing... but all so that if I'm going to die without offspring, what's all this effort worth?
The same with physical training and so on.
Why would I want to look for a job if I'm going to be completely alone as soon as I get home after wageslaving 10 hours? to receive a pat from my family circle?
It's like, it's suffering just for the sake of suffering itself, without reward of any kind.
If I needed the money to survive I would understand, but that is not my case.
If there is something after death, I hope it is a type of reincarnation that actually makes sense, that after all this suffering I am more attractive in the next life.
It's liberating, but on the other hand it empties you, it's like fucking involuntary buddhismmaxxing
This led me to wonder what I should do with my life, it's like many things lose meaning when you take the girlfriend/wife factor out of the formula.
I'm careermaxxing... but all so that if I'm going to die without offspring, what's all this effort worth?
The same with physical training and so on.
Why would I want to look for a job if I'm going to be completely alone as soon as I get home after wageslaving 10 hours? to receive a pat from my family circle?
It's like, it's suffering just for the sake of suffering itself, without reward of any kind.
If I needed the money to survive I would understand, but that is not my case.
If there is something after death, I hope it is a type of reincarnation that actually makes sense, that after all this suffering I am more attractive in the next life.