Venting What the lack of human touch has done to me.

[totalpuke]

I have this body pillow with a case of this anime character I'm attracted to. This is embarrassing to admit but to get some sort of comfort I would put a heating pad on her chest area and cuddle her on the couch. I would lay my head on her chest and pretend that the warmth emitting from her "skin" is real when its a simple illusion caused by the heating pad to mimic the body heat of a real person. I feel so pathetic and disgusted with myself, I even threw out the heating pad and haven't slept next to my pillow for weeks.

 

[Caichan]

What’s the character

 

[DarkSneezer]

I feel so pathetic and disgusted with myself, I even threw out the heating pad and haven't slept next to my pillow for weeks.

There's no need to. It's the best you can get so embrace it

 

[Onyx]

This is embarrassing to admit

It's not embarrassing to admit. Human touch is really important for your mental health. You shouldn't feel ashamed by this.

 

[LifeLoving]

Don’t be ashamed that you’re struggling, everyone craves touch at some point

 

[totalpuke]

What’s the character

Stocking Anarchy...

 

[anon65]

Don’t be ashamed that you’re struggling, everyone craves touch at some point

 

[Caichan]

Stocking Anarchy...

Show me the pillow. You don’t have to take a real photo I just wanna see.

 

[Leon98]

It's not embarrassing to admit. Human touch is really important for your mental health. You shouldn't feel ashamed by this.

 

[Morbilius]

Don’t be ashamed that you’re struggling, everyone craves touch at some point

 

[ToBurble&Pine]

Don't feel ashamed for things that bring you comfort and happiness. Take me for example
I goon to 2D foids and I feel happiness when I do, and I'm not ashamed to say it

 

[ItsOverMan]

I have this body pillow with a case of this anime character I'm attracted to. This is embarrassing to admit but to get some sort of comfort I would put a heating pad on her chest area and cuddle her on the couch. I would lay my head on her chest and pretend that the warmth emitting from her "skin" is real when its a simple illusion caused by the heating pad to mimic the body heat of a real person. I feel so pathetic and disgusted with myself, I even threw out the heating pad and haven't slept next to my pillow for weeks.

I've been considering getting a weighted blanket to wrap around me to feel some hugs. Autists use weighted blankets.

 

[totalpuke]

There's no need to. It's the best you can get so embrace it

so brutal

 

[totalpuke]

Show me the pillow. You don’t have to take a real photo I just wanna see.

 

[totalpuke]

Don't feel ashamed for things that bring you comfort and happiness. Take me for example
I goon to 2D foids and I feel happiness when I do, and I'm not ashamed to say it

I've been considering getting a weighted blanket to wrap around me to feel some hugs. Autists use weighted blankets.

A threaded blanket sounds nice

 

[A_jona1123]

Is it the one on the right

 

[totalpuke]

Is it the one on the right

Its double sided but I prefer the human form rather than than the chibi form, but shes pretty in either artstyle.

 

[A_jona1123]

It’s double sided but I prefer the human form rather than than the chibi form, but shes pretty in either artstyle.

Could you tell us the dimensions and how much it was approximately and if it’s good enough to get off

 

[totalpuke]

40x120cm, the case was like 20 bucks off of aliexpress. Honestly it depends because it doesnt expose her private areas, but I dont mind because Im attracted to degrading way shes looking at me (its sort of comforting).

 

[poorenglishcel]

I am sorry man. Wish life wasn't like this.

 

[stale]

I've been wanting to get a body pillow

 

[luciferiancel]

You're not guilty for desiring affection

 

[TooSomething]

I've been considering getting a weighted blanket to wrap around me to feel some hugs. Autists use weighted blankets.

Weighted blankets have been proven to improve sleep quality.

I suggest every brocel to use one.
I have not yet come around to buying one myself, but I will eventually. It is on my to-do list.

Weighted blankets imitate the weight / touch of another human (man/foid) sleeping with you, which makes you, a human being that needs touch and company, feel at ease and sleep better.
It helps to relax.

I swear, once robowaifus become a thing, I will get one for myself.

 

[TooSomething]

At OP. There is nothing wrong with your desire for human touch, but everything wrong with people like us having to resort to such a coping method to imitate it, just to not feel so lonely.

Soyciety has failed us amd we owe it NOTHING.

 

[Spooky_Heejin]

I have this body pillow with a case of this anime character I'm attracted to. This is embarrassing to admit but to get some sort of comfort I would put a heating pad on her chest area and cuddle her on the couch.

A user on here made a blood shrine to an RE character. What you did is not even close to any of the weird shit you see on here. Doll Fucker also said he made eye contact with his mom while he fucked his own doll.

I would lay my head on her chest and pretend that the warmth emitting from her "skin" is real when its a simple illusion caused by the heating pad to mimic the body heat of a real person. I feel so pathetic and disgusted with myself, I even threw out the heating pad and haven't slept next to my pillow for weeks.

Don't do that. If it helps you cope it's worth it. Even Hitler in WW2 recognized loneliness for his men was an issue and gave his soldiers blow up sex dolls. If Hitler ,the scariest and most military effective man in the world thought it was ok for his soldiers to have a blow up sex dolls, then what you're doing is not wrong at all.

 

[totalpuke]

Weighted blankets have been proven to improve sleep quality.

I suggest every brocel to use one.
I have not yet come around to buying one myself, but I will eventually. It is on my to-do list.

Weighted blankets imitate the weight / touch of another human (man/foid) sleeping with you, which makes you, a human being that needs touch and company, feel at ease and sleep better.
It helps to relax.

I swear, once robowaifus become a thing, I will get one for myself.

 

[totalpuke]

truth

At OP. There is nothing wrong with your desire for human touch, but everything wrong with people like us having to resort to such a coping method to imitate it, just to not feel so lonely.

Soyciety has failed us amd we owe it NOTHING.