Mainländer
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I applied myself for free therapy in a local university back in late September, when I was on the verge of suicide due to depression and some things I went through. I'm only hearing back from them now, a female psychologist appeared on my Whatsapp asking if I was still interested.
I'm divided between asking if I can get a male psychologist, blocking her and my least favorite option, taking it even if it's a female. I think that back in September/October I'd have taken it even with a Stacy because my mental state was just too bad so anything that might help or at least change something was welcome, but now I'm doing much better already, thank God.
I'm very wary of doing therapy with a woman, not only because, like we all know, women, particularly if attractive (the foid who just contacted me is attractive btw, looks in her mid 20s, white, nothing wrong with her face) don't have any idea about what's like to be an ugly incel man like me + can't really feel empathy for men, but also because I already did therapy with a foid and ended up falling in love of her, which hurt me.
But I'm also wary of asking if I can do it with a man. This could be taken as me thinking women are less capable or something, and who knows what that foid can to do me, expose me or whatever (I had to give my real info from my doccumentation to apply for it, of course). You never know it with women nowadays.
I think I should just block her. I don't really trust psychology much, especially if it's Freudian psychoanalysis shit (what you can usually get from these free services), but having someone to talk and vent could help I guess. What do you think?
I'm divided between asking if I can get a male psychologist, blocking her and my least favorite option, taking it even if it's a female. I think that back in September/October I'd have taken it even with a Stacy because my mental state was just too bad so anything that might help or at least change something was welcome, but now I'm doing much better already, thank God.
I'm very wary of doing therapy with a woman, not only because, like we all know, women, particularly if attractive (the foid who just contacted me is attractive btw, looks in her mid 20s, white, nothing wrong with her face) don't have any idea about what's like to be an ugly incel man like me + can't really feel empathy for men, but also because I already did therapy with a foid and ended up falling in love of her, which hurt me.
But I'm also wary of asking if I can do it with a man. This could be taken as me thinking women are less capable or something, and who knows what that foid can to do me, expose me or whatever (I had to give my real info from my doccumentation to apply for it, of course). You never know it with women nowadays.
I think I should just block her. I don't really trust psychology much, especially if it's Freudian psychoanalysis shit (what you can usually get from these free services), but having someone to talk and vent could help I guess. What do you think?