What was the final straw for you? The disappointment of college has forced me down this path. Thought it would be a fresh start.
My subhuman facial structure.
And yes, college is hell.
And yes, college is hell.
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I was born? 
A few mm of bones. Hypergamy. Feminism.
what made you realize your facial structure was bad?
also yeah idk how im gonna survive
I looked in the mirror
what is hypergamy ive never heard about it
My race, my shit hair and big nose are to blame.
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Possibly my weight problem. But I could be wrong.
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High school when I first came into contact with foids.
It deteriorated from there. The only happiness I've had were with escorts, taking care of my baby nieces & God daughter & my mother, sisters & aunt.
my mirror
Lots of flaws; underdeveloped maxilla, unprominent mandible, bloated cheeks, bad eye area, upper eyelid exposure, philtrum and midface of death, general facial asymmetry,
My cope is that the STEMbuxx I will get from graduating and getting a job will fund my facial surgeries.
When I started paying for sex at 24-25 yrs of age to dispose of my virginity.
I should of known better but remained bluepilled for another 3-4 yrs until I learned about mgtow in 2017, and eventually ended up here as of August 2018.
This is our truth, this is our reality. Genuine intimate affection will never exist for us.
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When everyone around me started getting girlfriends and being in relationships and I was always the odd one out. I waited patiently for my turn, until I realized it was never coming
Lol this tooWhen everyone around me started getting girlfriends and being in relationships and I was always the odd one out. I waited patiently for my turn, until I realized it was never coming
- obviously want gf, looking for it, eyes peeled
- renting with no roomates for many years, have somewhere to take one
- stable job
- big city
- willing to unnecessarily go out of my way to get gf (lose weight, work out, stay thin, fast to slow down baldness and aging)
- willing to humiliate self to get gf (butt in even if it's none of my fucking business)
- willing to pay my way to get gf (get with poorfag gf with poorfag family)
- willing to compromise significantly (all fixable gf flaws like fatness/bad teeth/bad habits/low-class manners/stupidity/debt are allowed)
many years passed - 0 dates
- renting with no roomates for many years, have somewhere to take one
- stable job
- big city
- willing to unnecessarily go out of my way to get gf (lose weight, work out, stay thin, fast to slow down baldness and aging)
- willing to humiliate self to get gf (butt in even if it's none of my fucking business)
- willing to pay my way to get gf (get with poorfag gf with poorfag family)
- willing to compromise significantly (all fixable gf flaws like fatness/bad teeth/bad habits/low-class manners/stupidity/debt are allowed)
many years passed - 0 dates
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Realising the way people look at me is not the same as they do normal people.
have you tried dating apps? i was thinking about trying one but im not sure if its worth it
i installed tinder but didn't use it because no decent pics.
still thinking how i am going to take pics. all the people i tried to connect with the last few years either quickly drifted away, or they never want to take pictures when we hang out.
making a dating profile, or ANY kind of social network profile with just pics of you alone in a field or in your bathroom seems pointless to me. it's why I don't even have FB, i don't need that embarassment in my life.
I’m ethnic that’s all that was needed
after swallowing ylw pill
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final straw was years of suffering and loneliness, not knowing what I had done wrong. once i found this forum, I realised why.
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Having internalized the blackpill made me understand that I'm hopeless. Maybe gymcelling to death might land me a landwhale - pun intended - but makes no sense ascending once every century, especially with that.
When my oneitis rejected me and basically said I'm too ugly.
I hadn't heard the term incel until it rose to popularity after the Toronto attack, but I had a feeling that things weren't right. I was clued into the true nature of foids after being a would be orbiter and white knight for years and I had some redpilled ideas about the sexual marketplace, but this site is what truly opened my eyes
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Yeah same bro. Before I found this site I always had reservations about having a serious romantic relationship with a girl who'd have taken several dicks before me. It just didnt make sense in my mind. I used to type in shit like "my girlfriend isnt a virgin but I am" and "do girls remember their first time" into google. JFL
. I used to think I was the only one with that mindset, but when I came here I instantly felt at home.
I was treated differently in elementary school
tbhI was born?
Without this place I still be flip flopping ever so often. I knew something was off and had seen the degeneracy and the evil of foids yet I'd always try to cope and reason with myself by telling myself that not all girls were like that. JFL at myself from the pastYeah same bro. Before I found this site I always had reservations about having a serious romantic relationship with a girl who'd have taken several dicks before me. It just didnt make sense in my mind. I used to type in shit like "my girlfriend isnt a virgin but I am" and "do girls remember their first time" into google. JFL
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In middle school I overheard a few classmates talking about how ugly and weird they thought I was(they were rating the guys in class)
Brutal blackpill
But the final straw was discovering FaceandLMS videos a few years ago, they made sense to my personal condition and I've come to accept it,
Brutal blackpill
But the final straw was discovering FaceandLMS videos a few years ago, they made sense to my personal condition and I've come to accept it,
Approaching over 500 foids and still being a virgin outside of prostitutes.
Never ever having a girl approach me or give me IOIs.
Seeing FACEandLMS' videos.
Never ever having a girl approach me or give me IOIs.
Seeing FACEandLMS' videos.
what's face and LMS
Looking through my high school yearbook, and seeing how facially robust everyone was compared to me.
It is over, friend.
@justdeserts10
He's a poster on here who makes blackpilled videos https://www.youtube.com/user/FACEandLMS
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When I migrated to Toronto and for almost 3 years, not one date or even a number from a woman, despite attending campus located in downtown Toronto...
It was only when I stumbled on incels that I was taught that those who aren't at least a certain height, certain wealth and certain status are automatically rejected from the dating pool in feminist cities.
Toronto is worse as there are many ethnicels and their women have become feminists. This leaves 100yo grannies and fat women who have high bitch shields because Toronto is a woman's paradise, but a man's hell.
It was only when I stumbled on incels that I was taught that those who aren't at least a certain height, certain wealth and certain status are automatically rejected from the dating pool in feminist cities.
Toronto is worse as there are many ethnicels and their women have become feminists. This leaves 100yo grannies and fat women who have high bitch shields because Toronto is a woman's paradise, but a man's hell.
I have receded chin, receding hairline since 16, puffy bloated shapeless face, small beady eyes, social anxiety, manlet height and I'm half curry. There was no "Realisation" for me I was born incel and have always been incel from my first breath.
It is over bro, I'm sorry.
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Muh personality, looking into the mirror, girls laughing at my looks. Probably all of them.
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always knew i was a bit weird. weird in a sense that i only had friends in elementary school and girls even talked to me back then. once puberty hit people stopped talking to me and i grew isolated. i was the kid that helps the teacher because the teacher is the only person who talked to me.
didnt know why i had to struggle so much for the simplest shit
then i was 25/26 or so and realized what was happening. found a virgin board. read articles. i knew i was doomed and was born an incel. stopped trying entirely at 27 tbh
didnt know why i had to struggle so much for the simplest shit
then i was 25/26 or so and realized what was happening. found a virgin board. read articles. i knew i was doomed and was born an incel. stopped trying entirely at 27 tbh
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Race pill.
When your (mostly) white and you go to a school where any female you are attracted to has a black bf it's impossible to not notice. After approaching tons of foids and getting no luck (even have quite a few flat out tell me they didnt date white guys) I lost hope.
When your (mostly) white and you go to a school where any female you are attracted to has a black bf it's impossible to not notice. After approaching tons of foids and getting no luck (even have quite a few flat out tell me they didnt date white guys) I lost hope.
probably at highschool. people hated me for no reason and i had to find out why.
i got blackpilled hard at HS, this wasn't an easy process.
i got blackpilled hard at HS, this wasn't an easy process.
all the shit experiences and the lack of positive attention with and from the opposite sex
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This. I did very well socially in elementary. HS was hell that I have never recovered from.
I think at the two last years in school seeing how everyone around me was progressing in life while i stayed stagnant and fell more and more behind
That time i tried to have sex but couldnt
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First time I realized something was wrong when at around 11 or 12 everybody except for me started having their first girlfriend and none of the females even looked at me. Then at 14, 15, 16 it stayed that way. I began to be very concerned. I realized it was over when even in uni they were not interested at all. I think I was 23 when I realized it was over. Turning 30 as a KHHV confirmed it further.
When I turned 20 and remained a virgin, I just knew there was something wrong with me
Not having sex
Asked a freshman coworker out for sushi, she went, didn't eat anything, then preceded to never speak to me, even at work
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