What lead you to the blackpill ?

[NormieKiller]

-Back in 2013 at the age of 21, was bluepill as fuck. I wanted desperately to get dates but nothing was working, from online dating to the clubs, to daygame etc...


Prior to 2016 ( the year I ended up blackpilled) I not only thought that I was good looking but I wanted to believe so badly that women weren't attracted by looks at all. Thanks to the whole PSL-manosphere/FACEandLMS video I don't believe any shit that society has taught us about these horrible beings named women.

 

[SchrodingersDick]

I was gymcelling in high school to get girls.
That led me to the misc
After a few years, misc became all about height and hair
That led me to lookism
Lookism led me here

 

[micropenis29]

I wanted pussy and wasn't getting any. I thought to myself, "why might this be?"

 

[Demir]

I knew at my very early age that I will never have a girlfriend

 

[Blackpilled_Normie]

Bluepill -> Self improvement, self-help, and "confidence" -> r/theredpill -> r/incels -> The BlackPill

 

[Deleted member 12256]

If you fail over and over again in life, eventually blackpill finds you, you don't need to find it.

 

[Insomniac]

Seeing that my kind and gentle attitude wasn’t getting me girls while obnoxious and arrogant jocks were.

I tried changing my personality because being “muhself” wasn’t getting me nowhere. I still had no results and I then realized that it wasn’t my personality, but my face that was the true problem.

 

[Deleted member 12355]

having to live through my friends, back when I still had those, being picked over and over again by females over me, while I didn't receive even the slightest attention from foids no matter how hard I tried. I came to this realization at the age of 10

 

[lessthanhuman]

After the redpill failed for me. I was working out, dressing nicely, and being confident, but I realized it was fucking meaningless when you are ugly. I was so oblivious at this time that I genuinely thought any man could become good-looking if they just worked out. Didn't work for me.

I remember once those TRP clowns were saying that 5 points of a man's SMV is dependent on how confident and charismatic he is and how nice his clothes are, with the remaining 5 points determined by going to the gym, and genetics had such a small impact on male SMV it wasn't worth thinking about. JFL. They also said foids had a harder time because they can't just workout or confidencemaxx like men so most of their SMV was genetic (completely ignoring shit like makeup).

 

[Lawcel]

For me it started with ER which made me realize that my situation is a lot more common than I thought it was and that lead me to seek out other incels online and eventually I found out about places like r/incels and lookism and the blackpill in general. Tbh i was never “bluepilled” to begin with so it was very easy for me to find and accept the blackpill

 

[Deleted member 14577]

Common sense.

 

[GetFucked]

Being an anxious lanklet loser for the majority of my life. I first read into TheRedPill but spinning plates and holding frame seemed like LARP bullshit and I wasn't into the Pickup artist dumbassery. Now I spend time here and on the MGTOW because its good to hear from people who see through the programming. Speaking so openly about how feminism is destroying this society would probably catch you a beatdown in real life.

 

[averageblokecel]

Right wing cuckservatives > /pol/ > /fit/ > FaceandLMS > .me > blackpill

 

[IsolationHurts]

I was socially retarded when i was a kid, not even bluepilled, just oblivious about the whole social aspect of humans. During college I became a delusional feminist who did everything possible to look more attractive to women, and tried to develop a soy personality: patient, kind, tolerant, generous, attentive, calm, positive ... I became a buddhist, i joined the most new age and flowepower buddhist sect that I found and i meditated 4 hours every day, I frequented anarchist , anticapitalist and communist circles, and became a radical leftist in every political matter ... After graduating as a virgin and without friends, I got depressed and started to read and take seriously pessimists like Nietzsche, Schopenhauer, Camus, Heidegger, Cioran, Pessoa, Houellebecq, Tanabe, Maquiavelli, Kierkegaard, Krishnamurti etc ... I became an alt righter and anti-feminist for a while (cringe), until just embracing nihilism and giving up a few years ago. I dont really care about politics anymore, tbh. Then I discovered that there was a group of self called involuntary celibates. It was enough for me to read the concept to know that I belonged to the community. After reading a lot about them, I joined r / incels and told my whole life. I found that the black pill was basically true, and a perfect conclusion to my intelectual journey. Just a few weeks later r / incels was banned, all my contributions were lost and i thought it was over. A few days later I discovered incels.is, and i joined. Now i want to write something about atheism and nihilism. I think i will find myself confortable in this ideology for a long time.

 

[EyesAreSoCold]

When I think about it I realize I have been blackpilled ever since I reached puberty, I remember in 7th grade getting bullied and ignored by some girls and I just completely gave up on trying to get girls thinking that no matter my haircut, muscles or clothes I will always be ugly. Then when I was 17-18 I had some bluepill revival where I started looksmaxxing. Then after going out every weekend with no result I started hanging on r9k(back when it was good) and grew more hateful and depressed.

 

[Spite]

My face

 

[RodgersSecondAdvent]

Seeking the truth.

 

[Unzöl]

Gymcelling > bodybuilding forum > redpill > blackpill

 

[Cybersex is our hope]

Having the only girl who asked me for a date saying size matters (she was a gamer girls with mra sympathies, just for be ultra blackpill and made me throw up cuz of the pain)

 

[ChronicPaincel]

Seeing that my kind and gentle attitude wasn’t getting me girls while obnoxious and arrogant jocks were.

I tried changing my personality because being “muhself” wasn’t getting me nowhere. I still had no results and I then realized that it wasn’t my personality, but my face that was the true problem.

this is how it went for me too. i cannot stand arrogant people i hate them more than anything

 

[ShadowMonk]

Mostly not getting laid.

 

[AsiaCel]

I used to be mensrights, eventually moving onto MGTOW, discovered George Sodini and eventually Elliot rodger before going to r/incels.

my political shift as I discover incels
Left Communist -> Democratic Socialist -> Liberal for equal rights -> Liberal -> Right wing conversative -> Incel blackpilled race purist

 

[Norky]

In high school I was acutely aware of a clique of people consisting of one girl with a LTR, and 4 or 5 guys who all orbited her for attention. This led me to discovering redpill terminology (beta orbiter, beta bucks alpha fux). Soon after I found r/redpill and agreed with it's premises about female nature, but disagreed with it's conclusions about self improvement, looksmaxxing, etc. Then I discovered r/incels, lurked for a while, and now I am here.

 

[San Salvador]

When I was in 7th grade, I got jelaous of this Chad for being popular, so I decided to start telling jokes. Some guy made an fb page for my jokes, and it got 300 likes. Too bad everyone was laughing at the autistic way I told jokes and not the jokes themselves. I also imitated the Salamander man's nyeees on demand. The most common thing that I would hear is "Salvador, do the nyeees."

I had literally zero friends back then.

In my freshman year of HS, a new friend of mine told me that everyone in his class thought that I was a klošar (low status dumbass). I stopped telling jokes, found /r9k/, and then discovered that I'm a virgin loser.

In the summer of 2017, I discovered the TRP subreddit and started reading it religiously. I started running and cycling and dropped to 83 kg. At a party in September of 2017, a girl ran away from me when I grabbed her waist. Then, I discovered r/incels and this site, and now I'm fully blackpilled.

 

[Grotesque]

I wasn't getting blowjobs at 13 like half my class was.

 

[Deleted member 5333]

wrote on google 'how to seduce milf' > redpill reddit > r/incels. At first I was thinking it was some joke... then suddenly swallowed blackpill. First month I was just staring at one dot most of the time when realised that I am actually ugly

 

[jastro8]

I wanted to believe so badly that women weren't attracted by looks at all.

 

[ImpureIncel]

I started off bluepilled, then discover the redpill thanks to youtube, then later, the blackpill. The blackpill closely resembles my reality, accepting it was involuntary.