Women in the hypergamous Tinder age - where they're not worth relationships but only good for fucking - are like heroin: you get a hit and just want the next hit. You're never actually satisfied, but you've just become some slave to a chemical release.
You know even if you don't fuck that if you did fuck like a Chad in the Tinder world, it'd be just like jerking off to porn, only a pussy instead of your hand. Yeah, there's a power play I suppose of "sexual access" validating yourself as worthy, but then again, think of the Chads out there, think of the simplistic banal bullshit that makes these women spread their legs (look at the blackpills, these Chads win by luck, mostly a birthright of beauty, not work).
It quickly turns from desire to disdain when you look at how these women act, especially if you've catfished on social media and experienced their banality first hand.
Worthless fuck holes.
I'm dealing right now with trying to truly divert my focus and energy into something meaningful for myself. Some sort of achievement. Not for the world though, fuck this world. I think I'll move somewhere isolated after I finish my current job.
If I can give one tip to you guys: get into a line of work that has demand so you can move wherever you want. I don't care if it's plumbing or electricians or whatever. The ability to go where you want and be alone when you don't have to work is the only way to recharge. Living with your parents is not worth it, and they'll die one day. Go to a trade school or something lucrative and go move a short drive outside of a major city. Somewhere with less sluts, Chads and Tyrone's spitroasting sluts, and more quiet.
I deal with dumb sluts for 1 or 2 shifts per day so I don't have to deal with dumb sluts and normie fucks when I'm alone.
