What is your worst memory?

[sub5chud]

Mine is this

Back when I was in middle school (6th grade) I was walking into the bathroom and some nigger grabbed my cock through my pants and squeezed it and I was so surprised and horrified at this happening that I didn’t even do anything about it

So now I always have to think back to how I let some nigger molest me and I didn’t do anything about it and it’s suicidefuel

I curse myself everyday for not knocking that niggers teeth out

 

[Animecel2D]

Back when I was in middle school (6th grade) I was walking into the bathroom and some nigger grabbed my cock through my pants and squeezed it and I was so surprised and horrified at this happening that I didn’t even do anything about it

brutal fucking memory

 

[sub5chud]

brutal fucking memory

And to clarify it was a boy not a girl

 

[Bane6]

Man, that's fucking traumatic

 

[Icarus]

Existence

 

[Grodd]

Being beaten up in the school bathrooms

 

[Emba]

I remember the Alamo

 

[sub5chud]

Being beaten up in the school bathrooms

Happened to me a few times aswell

 

[HotDogCel]

Back when I was in middle school (6th grade) I was walking into the bathroom and some nigger grabbed my cock through my pants and squeezed it and I was so surprised and horrified at this happening that I didn’t even do anything about it

Brutal, sorry

 

[DarkStar]

too many to compete

 

[The Wolf]

too many compete

 

[Darth Aquarius]

Being beaten up in the school bathrooms

This but getting beaten up against the brick wall outside of my school during recess while everyone watched.

 

[sub5chud]

Brutal, sorry

Thanks

 

[Leon98]

too many to compete

 

[Siegerkranz]

I don't imagine things as necessarily good or bad, but I can give one by what you probably mean. When I was about 8, me and my friend were throwing a piece of bamboo to and fro and it stabbed all the way through my middle finger with a shard in my ring finger with me pulling out it out of the middle. It healed properly and the doctors did nothing because x-rays can't see bamboo

 

[Pancakecel]

too many to compete

 

[unhingedsamsung]

was so surprised and horrified at this happening that I didn’t even do anything about it

Brutal flight or fight mode.

I got robbed at gunpoint one time while walking with my cousin around his neighborhood when I was 10? Or 11 I don’t remember but it took place in Mexico.

So it was me and cousin walking around his neighborhood in the day, we had just bought some snacks from a 7-1-, and as we were walking some dude was walking behind us and I really didn’t think much of it(he was like 20 feet away) so me and cousin were just talking and like 3 minutes go boy and the guy behind us just tapped my shoulder and the fucking barrel of the gun was pointed at my head, and I just completely went in shock.

And he just aggressively demanded that we give him the grocery bags and what we have in our pockets.

And of course I followed his demands gave him money and what not I was just shock completely.

curse myself everyday for not knocking that niggers teeth out

don’t we all? I wish I coudve done something too but I felt like, one small move would’ve ended my life.

 

[MiguelSan]

When Satan possessed my body and made me jack off to my mom

 

[Lifeless]

Being beaten up in the school bathrooms

 

[RandomGuy]

I remember the Alamo

View: https://youtube.com/shorts/ZIBjZgpjq0Y?si=y84Um5ImC1LojSnQ

 

[Chuddy McChud]

my first few panic attacks were awful, I remember kneeling next to the toilet retching ever few minutes because i felt so fucked up.

 

[Sewer Koala]

too many to compete

 

[Sewer Koala]

When Satan possessed my body and made me jack off to my mom

What?

 

[Rapistcel]

Mine is this

Back when I was in middle school (6th grade) I was walking into the bathroom and some nigger grabbed my cock through my pants and squeezed it and I was so surprised and horrified at this happening that I didn’t even do anything about it

So now I always have to think back to how I let some nigger molest me and I didn’t do anything about it and it’s suicidefuel

I curse myself everyday for not knocking that niggers teeth out

I'm too embarrased to tell

 

[sub5chud]

I'm too embarrased to tell

That’s fine

 

[scrully]

That's brutal man.


Mine is when I was followed home by my bullies they jumped me and beat me to a bloody pulp then left me there.

 

[sub5chud]

That's brutal man.


Mine is when I was followed home by my bullies they jumped me and beat me to a bloody pulp then left me there.

Damn sorry about that brocel

 

[MisanthropicMemes]

Brutal, sorry

 

[coreacheeka]

When we was going back by bus after graduation i was the only one who was sitting alone-everybody, even people i was considering my friends, decided to sit with anybody but me, its not the worst maybe, but its the first one came to my mind.

 

[MacheteRape]

Tried to take a picture of my face really close like one of those cat pictures but I accidentally took a picture of a girl’s ass. The flash was on too

 

[lnceI]

thats the consequences you get for not listening to your body

 

[Runt171]

And to clarify it was a boy not a girl

Same age or older??

 

[yeetbender_]

And to clarify it was a boy not a girl

Jahannam ahh school.

 

[sbccel]

Almost got raped, told my principal, they get sent home for 3 days, they come back and brutally beat the shit out of me, threaten to kill me if I did anything else, I get made fun of for the rest of the year for being a victim. I hate niggers I hate foids I hate normies.

 

[sbccel]

Almost got raped, told my principal, they get sent home for 3 days, they come back and brutally beat the shit out of me, threaten to kill me if I did anything else, I get made fun of for the rest of the year for being a victim. I hate niggers I hate foids I hate normies.

Vented to my mom and she told me to pray it away or some cuck shit like that

 

[Runt171]

That's brutal man.


Mine is when I was followed home by my bullies they jumped me and beat me to a bloody pulp then left me there.

Fucking brutal

Its annoys me that this shit happens to people and there is no revenge for what happened
They took from you and now you will have less forever All so they could have a short lived high From knowing they are better then someone

They get to go on with their lives normally but also with a heightened ego from knowing they just stepped on someone but people like us are just left to rot and fall even lower then before until we finally die

 

[Runt171]

Almost got raped, told my principal, they get sent home for 3 days, they come back and brutally beat the shit out of me, threaten to kill me if I did anything else, I get made fun of for the rest of the year for being a victim. I hate niggers I hate foids I hate normies.

That's brutal man.


Mine is when I was followed home by my bullies they jumped me and beat me to a bloody pulp then left me there.

I got robbed at gunpoint one time while walking with my cousin around his neighborhood when I was 10? Or 11 I don’t remember but it took place in Mexico.

This but getting beaten up against the brick wall outside of my school during recess while everyone watched.

Some of these stories make me realise that I got kind of lucky But even then that isnt saying much
My life is still much lower in quality then any normie and Ive still had my fair share of shit happen especially when I was a kid
Alienation molestation on and off beatings
all that shit

Everyone else was allowed to go through life nicely
They don’t even realise how lucky they got
No childhood trauma no divorced parents little if any bullying at all And they get adequate genes to allow them to exist normally and be accepted instead of being treated like a lepper
The only time they realise how lucky they are is when they see us
We exist just as a fucking stepping stone for their ego and fulfilment in life and even then they still take it for granted

Its cruel that we have to go through all this shit and there is really no point to our existence at all
Any of the things in life that can distract you from how horrible life in general
is we dont have
None of the things that matter anyway
You can use all your shitty copes as much as you want but It will never fill the void left by our lack of purpose to exist
Thats the shit that really drives you insane
Living in such a shitty fucked up world with no real reason to exist but Your still restrained by your survival instincts


I wish there was something we could get out of this
We genuinely deserve it more then Most other people
But we are just left out to rot

Theres no empathy no care from anyone and certainly no real reason to keep going after experiencing all this shit

 

[sbccel]

Some of these stories make me realise that I got kind of lucky But even then that isnt saying much
My life is still much lower in quality then any normie and Ive still had my fair share of shit happen especially when I was a kid
Alienation molestation on and off beatings
all that shit

Everyone else was allowed to go through life nicely
They don’t even realise how lucky they got
No childhood trauma no divorced parents little if any bullying at all And they get adequate genes to allow them to exist normally and be accepted instead of being treated like a lepper
The only time they realise how lucky they are is when they see us
We exist just as a fucking stepping stone for their ego and fulfilment in life and even then they still take it for granted

Its cruel that we have to go through all this shit and there is really no point to our existence at all
Any of the things in life that can distract you from how horrible life in general
is we dont have
None of the things that matter anyway
You can use all your shitty copes as much as you want but It will never fill the void left by our lack of purpose to exist
Thats the shit that really drives you insane
Living in such a shitty fucked up world with no real reason to exist but Your still restrained by your survival instincts


I wish there was something we could get out of this
We genuinely deserve it more then Most other people
But we are just left out to rot

Theres no empathy no care from anyone and certainly no real reason to keep going after experiencing all this shit

You know, I find it to be a good cope to use this logic. I was born into the world, as a sub 5, meant to never procreate, which means I have no reason of being alive, yet I still am. Now this is the part where (reasonably) some kill themselves, but I like to take a slightly different approach, if I have no reason to live, I have no reason to care about this world, or anything in it, I have no reason to follow its rules, or its moral codes, I am a free agent, if my own devices.

 

[Runt171]

You know, I find it to be a good cope to use this logic. I was born into the world, as a sub 5, meant to never procreate, which means I have no reason of being alive, yet I still am. Now this is the part where (reasonably) some kill themselves, but I like to take a slightly different approach, if I have no reason to live, I have no reason to care about this world, or anything in it, I have no reason to follow its rules, or its moral codes, I am a free agent, if my own devices.

Thats the thing atleast for me

I thought about this before but I still have reason to care
I cant just act however I want because I don’t have the means To be able to do that unscathed

It would completely fuck my life up and make it worse and I probably still wouldnt be able to kms atleast for awhile so It would just make my life even more unbearable

 

[sbccel]

Thats the thing atleast for me

I thought about this before but I still have reason to care
I cant just act however I want because I don’t have the means To be able to do that unscathed

It would completely fuck my life up and make it worse and I probably still wouldnt be able to kms atleast for awhile so It would just make my life even more unbearable

What life? We’re incel. Our lives, at least in social terms, were doomed from the moment of our conception. Doomed to a life of rejection, manipulation, and mental mind tricks from foids and normies who could never understand what it’s like to be like us. I say do as you damn well please. Not like there’s much in store for us anyway.

 

[Runt171]

What life? We’re incel. Our lives, at least in social terms, were doomed from the moment of our conception. Doomed to a life of rejection, manipulation, and mental mind tricks from foids and normies who could never understand what it’s like to be like us. I say do as you damn well please. Not like there’s much in store for us anyway.

What does doing what you want even entail to you??

I have things left to lose even if my life is shit
If I act erratically it could probably lead to my Neetbux being taken from me and then the little source of power I have over my life would be gone

Even If I acted how I wanted I doubt I would get much fulfilment
It would just lead to me getting my ass beaten constantly

 

[sbccel]

What does doing what you want even entail to you??

I have things left to lose even if my life is shit
If I act erratically it could probably lead to my Neetbux being taken from me and then the little source of power I have over my life would be gone

Even If I acted how I wanted I doubt I would get much fulfilment
It would just lead to me getting my ass beaten constantly

Acting absolutely out of your ambition, doing whatever you please. If you want to do absolutely nothing, and get neetbux to abuse the system, I say do it. If you want to ER go ahead and do it, if you want to become the local crackhead that likes throwing his own rotten shit at people, go ahead. The sky is the limit for us, because we incels have no limits.

 

[lowz1r]

having a nightmare about ascending and being banned from .is

 

[Runt171]

Acting absolutely out of your ambition, doing whatever you please. If you want to do absolutely nothing, and get neetbux to abuse the system, I say do it. If you want to ER go ahead and do it, if you want to become the local crackhead that likes throwing his own rotten shit at people, go ahead. The sky is the limit for us, because we incels have no limits.

I have limits
because Im too neurotic Physically/mentally weak to act in that way

It depends on the incel we definitely have limits
I can never really go ER (I dont want to FBI) because I cant get a gun

For the most part I already act How I want within reason
Im already collecting my Neetbux and rotting despite every mf telling me To get a J Word and despite how much they will keep judging me I will continue doing that for as long as I want to and can

Theres just not much more I can really do
Life is an empty experience for a nigga like me

 

[Runt171]

Acting absolutely out of your ambition, doing whatever you please. If you want to do absolutely nothing, and get neetbux to abuse the system, I say do it. If you want to ER go ahead and do it, if you want to become the local crackhead that likes throwing his own rotten shit at people, go ahead. The sky is the limit for us, because we incels have no limits.

If I fully acted Out of ambition And what I wanted to do I would be in prison and my life would be alot worse then it already is

Doing whatever you want isn’t always a good thing

 

[sbccel]

If I fully acted Out of ambition And what I wanted to do I would be in prison and my life would be alot worse then it already is

Doing whatever you want isn’t always a good thing

Saw the other post, you’re nuerotic, fair enough. But aye man, doing whatever I want isn’t always a good thing, but nothing we do is good, we’re sub 5, what’s the difference?

 

[Runt171]

what’s the difference?

Your overall life quality
Maybe Im not the best to say this since apart from being an incel I have a somewhat comfortable life now but I feel like even If my life was shitter I wouldnt want it to get even worse

Some people just have it in them to become The type of people who live crazy like that And some dont
In the end yet again its all about the genes your born with
Some people will go out “in a blaze of glory” and some people are just going to deppresingly wither away and decay until they die and you dont really have a choice in which one you are

 

[lifeisfucked215]

Man, that's fucking traumatic

 

[Runt171]

Saw the other post, you’re nuerotic, fair enough. But aye man, doing whatever I want isn’t always a good thing, but nothing we do is good, we’re sub 5, what’s the difference?

What even is the craziest shit youve done just because you felt like it??

 

[Jimb0]

I've gone through way worse but the one I've haven't been able to get out of my mind recently is having the foid I had a crush on back on seventh grade "propose" to me, only for it to end up being a prank the popular kids had set up, videos were filmed, shit was thrown at me, some fat jock piece of scum even tried to give me a kiss saying shit like "maybe I'm more your type handsome", even teachers got in on the fun and brought it up in class, I was close to tears but it never stopped them. Y'all neurotypical people will never know the struggle of just trying to exist among normies, I can still hear their laughs sometimes, really robbed me from a lot of my happiness. Worst part is this is even CLOSE to being not only my worst memory but my worst memory from highschool