AntiPain
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It feels my life has lost its direction. I'm most certainly not the worst case on this board not even close, but I still feel it.
I feel that when I wake up I've no reason to do so. No friends no girlfriend, it's hard for me to even be around people.
Goblins freely roam the earth as I even struggle to wake up in the morning.
Sure, most people are average by definition - Have no desire for creating or inventing, but they keep going. They wake up, go to their local McDonalds branch and serve greasy obese people, but they they do the same, again, and again and again.
They get a wife, they have subhuman kids, and they keep the cycle going. This vicious NPC cycle.
Do they have an inner voice? Sure, but it probably sounds just like "man I'mma smash her and then I'mma get high with friends and then go to sleep".
That's their inner voice, they're NPCs, puppets, but they enjoy this life.
They have friends, a girlfriend, and they have their simple low intelligence goals, but they keep going.
Maybe they were wrong? Maybe we should break this satanic joke that is called life? Maybe it was the devil that sought consciousness all along?
I feel that when I wake up I've no reason to do so. No friends no girlfriend, it's hard for me to even be around people.
Goblins freely roam the earth as I even struggle to wake up in the morning.
Sure, most people are average by definition - Have no desire for creating or inventing, but they keep going. They wake up, go to their local McDonalds branch and serve greasy obese people, but they they do the same, again, and again and again.
They get a wife, they have subhuman kids, and they keep the cycle going. This vicious NPC cycle.
Do they have an inner voice? Sure, but it probably sounds just like "man I'mma smash her and then I'mma get high with friends and then go to sleep".
That's their inner voice, they're NPCs, puppets, but they enjoy this life.
They have friends, a girlfriend, and they have their simple low intelligence goals, but they keep going.
Maybe they were wrong? Maybe we should break this satanic joke that is called life? Maybe it was the devil that sought consciousness all along?