Venting What I wish I knew about Autism when I was younger...

[Deleted member 20811]

Is that no matter how hard I tried to socialize, it doesn't matter. Everyone will still see me as a weird/awkward/loser etc and treat me differently, mock me and make fun of me. This was even happening in elementary school and middle school.

I have to give some credit to my parents because they got me diagnosed early on and really tried everything they could. Having me seeing social workers, speech therapists, addressing my strengths and weaknesses socially, learning social cues, behavior, anger management, encouraging me to make friends, everything.

All of that effort barely changed anything. Even when I try to "act NT and fit in" normalshits see right through it. They pick out and shit on non-NTs and they know I'm different. Even my so-called "freinds" (fake friends) would do this.

Even my own sister said to me once that:
"Everyone knows you're autistic even if they haven't asked. You can't hide it."

She wasn't even being mean or anything. She's absolutely damn right. I can't hide being a genetic trash out-cast abomination.

The best thing that I've learned from NEROTYPICAL NORMIEFAGGOT TRASH ( ) is to minimize socializing as much as possible. When it comes to irl social interactions, the more I speak, the bigger my target gets. If you're Autistic, only speak when absolutely necessary. I really fucking wish I was blackpilled and learned this at 11-12. It would have saved me so much humiliation, mocking, and frustration in middle school & high school.

 

[Ping And Pong]

Damn so very brutal man autisticcels have it the worst.

I can be your friend here but I know its nothing compared to irl

 

[Deleted member 22907]

If you're Autistic, only speak when absolutely necessary

I keep forgetting this, and try to socialize, and it ends up failing miserably

 

[Personalityinkwell]

Any one who self diagnoses autism is fucking lying to themselves its retarded. The main reason people self diagnose autism is because they were ostracized socially for being ugly its a complete joke.

 

[Deleted member 20811]

Damn so very brutal man autisticcels have it the worst.

I can be your friend here but I know its nothing compared to irl

Yeah friendships irl are not sustainable. I'm only able to make online friendships

I keep forgetting this, and try to socialize, and it ends up failing miserably

Trying to socialize as an autist will always be a failure

Any one who self diagnoses autism is fucking lying to themselves its retarded. The main reason people self diagnose autism is because they were ostracized socially for being ugly its a complete joke.

The self diagnosers piss me off to no end man. They should either see professionals, specialists, or GTFO. Fucking attention seeking larpers.

 

[Deleted member 22907]

The self diagnosers piss me off to no end man. They should either see professionals, specialists, or GTFO. Fucking attention seeking larpers.

my parents are making me go see a psychologist to see if I have autism or other mental disorders

guess i'll find out if im a larper

 

[NEETard]

Just act normal then

 

[Personalityinkwell]

Here's a question Colvin, did the psychiatrists give you bluepilled or blackpilled advice?

 

[Saddam]

Autists trying to learn to be social is particularly sad because their overly analytical minds make it completely impossible. It actually makes it worse.

They'll read a social interactions encyclopedia cover to cover 10 times over but nothing will change the fact that their very facial expressions, ratios, and entire demeanor just scream "autist". It can't be hidden or changed.

 

[Kiko12]

Yeah friendships irl are not sustainable. I'm only able to make online friendships

Trying to socialize as an autist will always be a failure

The self diagnosers piss me off to no end man. They should either see professionals, specialists, or GTFO. Fucking attention seeking larpers.

I wasnt diagnosed , but i know for a fact that i am different. I feel different , the way i think about everything is different than the avarage person , i see things in a different way , i tend to over analyize situations inside my head , i also tend to look around to scan for potential dangers etc , i just feel different ..i cant expalin that i just know it must be true .its like ....im a machine

 

[Deleted member 20811]

Here's a question Colvin, did the psychiatrists give you bluepilled or blackpilled advice?

I don't really remember their specific advice tbh. When I had my diagnosises, I was around 4 or younger (most likely 2-4)

My mom, however, used to always say bluepill shit like
"Just talk to people and you'll make friends easily, son!"
"Nobody cares or treats you differently if you have autism, son!"
"Just try to act like everyone else, son!"
"Autism is a superpower and you should be proud of it, son!"

This stuff was mostly said when I was younger. At least she doesn't say that shit anymore now.

Autists trying to learn to be social is particularly sad because their overly analytical minds make it completely impossible. It actually makes it worse.

They'll read a social interactions encyclopedia cover to cover 10 times over but nothing will change the fact that their very facial expressions, ratios, and entire demeanor just scream "autist". It can't be hidden or changed.

Very true

 

[VirginAutistManlet]

The best thing that I've learned from NEROTYPICAL NORMIEFAGGOT TRASH ( ) is to minimize socializing as much as possible. When it comes to irl social interactions, the more I speak, the bigger my target gets. If you're Autistic, only speak when absolutely necessary. I really fucking wish I was blackpilled and learned this at 11-12. It would have saved me so much humiliation, mocking, and frustration in middle school & high school.

Aristotle IQ

most autists never learn though

 

[Nordcel9588]

Is that no matter how hard I tried to socialize, it doesn't matter. Everyone will still see me as a weird/awkward/loser etc and treat me differently, mock me and make fun of me. This was even happening in elementary school and middle school.

I have to give some credit to my parents because they got me diagnosed early on and really tried everything they could. Having me seeing social workers, speech therapists, addressing my strengths and weaknesses socially, learning social cues, behavior, anger management, encouraging me to make friends, everything.

All of that effort barely changed anything. Even when I try to "act NT and fit in" normalshits see right through it. They pick out and shit on non-NTs and they know I'm different. Even my so-called "freinds" (fake friends) would do this.

Even my own sister said to me once that:
"Everyone knows you're autistic even if they haven't asked. You can't hide it."

She wasn't even being mean or anything. She's absolutely damn right. I can't hide being a genetic trash out-cast abomination.

The best thing that I've learned from NEROTYPICAL NORMIEFAGGOT TRASH ( ) is to minimize socializing as much as possible. When it comes to irl social interactions, the more I speak, the bigger my target gets. If you're Autistic, only speak when absolutely necessary. I really fucking wish I was blackpilled and learned this at 11-12. It would have saved me so much humiliation, mocking, and frustration in middle school & high school.

Don't forget the drugs they pump you up with. They make you shorter/grow less. So you become even more of a manlet and a dicklet.

 

[TuxDix]

If you're Autistic, only speak when absolutely necessary..

I learned this the hard way, its simple but so true.

It was hard to learn that we are not obliged to volunteer much information. You get so much more value out of listening and observing others than you do speaking.

 

[JohnDcel]

My mom, however, used to always say bluepill shit like
"Just talk to people and you'll make friends easily, son!"
"Just try to act like everyone else, son!"

sounds like my mother

 

[Deleted member 18214]

Any one who self diagnoses autism is fucking lying to themselves its retarded. The main reason people self diagnose autism is because they were ostracized socially for being ugly its a complete joke.

 

[carticel]

Is that no matter how hard I tried to socialize, it doesn't matter. Everyone will still see me as a weird/awkward/loser etc and treat me differently, mock me and make fun of me. This was even happening in elementary school and middle school.

I have to give some credit to my parents because they got me diagnosed early on and really tried everything they could. Having me seeing social workers, speech therapists, addressing my strengths and weaknesses socially, learning social cues, behavior, anger management, encouraging me to make friends, everything.

All of that effort barely changed anything. Even when I try to "act NT and fit in" normalshits see right through it. They pick out and shit on non-NTs and they know I'm different. Even my so-called "freinds" (fake friends) would do this.

Even my own sister said to me once that:
"Everyone knows you're autistic even if they haven't asked. You can't hide it."

She wasn't even being mean or anything. She's absolutely damn right. I can't hide being a genetic trash out-cast abomination.

The best thing that I've learned from NEROTYPICAL NORMIEFAGGOT TRASH ( ) is to minimize socializing as much as possible. When it comes to irl social interactions, the more I speak, the bigger my target gets. If you're Autistic, only speak when absolutely necessary. I really fucking wish I was blackpilled and learned this at 11-12. It would have saved me so much humiliation, mocking, and frustration in middle school & high school.

Sad shit, man.

Do you still go to therapy etc?

 

[ItsOver4cel]

This society needs a good cleansing

 

[The Abyss]

I swear being around neurotypicals is like they all have some obscure inside joke & you're the only one that doesn't get it, on some kind of invisible sixth sense aura/energy level they're connected but an autist is not plugged into their router.

 

[Deleted member 20811]

Sad shit, man.

Do you still go to therapy etc?

No not anymore.

I swear being around neurotypicals is like they all have some obscure inside joke & you're the only one that doesn't get it, on some kind of invisible sixth sense aura/energy level they're connected but an autist is not plugged into their router.

This is EXACTLY how it feels like. Nerofags can eat shit.

 

[TINMAN]

the more I speak, the bigger my target gets.

 

[Romello Gaghan 2]

You can tell someone's autistic by their eyes. Dead fish eyes even when they're being expressive is the giveaway. Even if normies aren't aware of this they have an instinct about it the minute they see your dead fish eyes. Therefore if you really want to fool people, keep your mouth shut and consciously make your eyes as lively as possible. Raise eyebrows often and so on.

 

[micropenis29]

Autistic Chad = "Teehee he's such a nerdddd!"