What I want in life is what so many can get, and yet I can't no matter how hard I try

[Deleted member 7448]

Funnily enough, this is not about women or sex, but it does illustrate how much of a loser I am.

All I want to do is have a decent job where I don't have to work too hard, that pays well, so I can live alone and get high in my free time, at home, without consequences.

I fail in all those aspects. I'm an idiot who screwed up so many times, there's no way for me to get a well-paying job now, even if I migrate to a country that has non-laughable wages. I'm still living with my parents, and I'm an anti-social sperg with no money so I can't get drugs. Hell, living with my parents I can't even get drunk any more, not after all that I've put them through.

 

[NoMoreSlaving]

Must suck being low IQ

 

[Deleted member 7448]

Must suck being low IQ

It does.

 

[NoMoreSlaving]

It does.

You could try running gorilla game

 

[Gremlincel]

Must suck being low IQ

What a shit thing to say to a fellow incel. No different than, 'must suck to be ugly lol'. Both are important traits that you have absolutely no control over.

 

[anon]

Same, OP. I rely entirely on my parents, specifically my dad. Without him I'd be a homeless subhuman. He's done so much for me, but I'm so low IQ, autistic, apathetic and incompetent.

 

[Deleted member 7448]

Same, OP. I rely entirely on my parents, specifically my dad. Without him I'd be a homeless subhuman. He's done so much for me, but I'm so low IQ, autistic, apathetic and incompetent.

Yes, I'm in the same situation, except I've also put my parents through hell for ~3 years+, 2 of which were hardcore alcoholism which lead to incredibly fucked up situations. I'm so filled with regret now. And they're old and sick now, really shouldn't have done that to the only 2 people that ever gave a shit about me.

 

[anon]

Yes, I'm in the same situation, except I've also put my parents through hell for ~3 years+, 2 of which were hardcore alcoholism which lead to incredibly fucked up situations. I'm so filled with regret now. And they're old and sick now, really shouldn't have done that to the only 2 people that ever gave a shit about me.

I've put my parents through shit, but luckily I've never had problems with drugs or alcohol, but my mom has and it was partly caused by me. I keep disappointing my dad time and time again and I don't want to, but the apathy is just too strong. I don't care about my future whatsoever, I just want to LDAR and immerse myself in the digital world 24/7.

I remember you from that procrastination thread the other day or at least I believe it was you. I'm just like you when it comes to that. I have several exams in the next few days and I haven't even started studying yet. What makes it so much worse is that I've promised my dad I'll pass all the classes, but I'll fail one or possibly two. This is after attempting the first year of college for the 3rd time.
I'm going to disappoint my dad again. I'm rambling.

 

[Deleted member 7448]

I've put my parents through shit, but luckily I've never had problems with drugs or alcohol, but my mom has and it was partly caused by me. I keep disappointing my dad time and time again and I don't want to, but the apathy is just too strong. I don't care about my future whatsoever, I just want to LDAR and immerse myself in the digital world 24/7.

I remember you from that procrastination thread the other day or at least I believe it was you. I'm just like you when it comes to that. I have several exams in the next few days and I haven't even started studying yet. What makes it so much worse is that I've promised my dad I'll pass all the classes, but I'll fail one or possibly two. This is after attempting the first year of college for the 3rd time.
I'm going to disappoint my dad again. I'm rambling.

Good luck, maybe you'll actually study this time around. You probably won't if you're like me, but unusual things do happen, so good luck.

 

[anon]

Good luck, maybe you'll actually study this time around. You probably won't if you're like me, but unusual things do happen, so good luck.

I've already failed one class a few days ago. I didn't even show up. I'm going to try tomorrow morning, the exam is at 4pm.

I just noticed we have similar names and you joined exactly one month after me (april 16th - may 16th.)
Unusual things do happen.

 

[Deleted member 7448]

I've already failed one class a few days ago. I didn't even show up. I'm going to try tomorrow morning, the exam is at 4pm.

Ok, I'm going to give you some inspiration, maybe it will help..

If you're in a rich country, getting that degree will lead to a better life. And no matter how useless it might seem, it's much better than what I have.

I had a chance to study in a western country, and I did for 2 years before I dropped out, wasting all my parent's money that they saved for 15 years. I actually had an incredible chance to live a good life.

I then spent 3 years getting a degree in psychology, from my home country. It's a poor country with very, very low wages. It's also one of the most useless degrees out there. And yet I put in 3 years of effort to get that degree. All for some piece of paper that isn't acknowledged outside the country, that doesn't mean much inside the country, and that won't get me a well-paying job even if it was in that field (200$ a month is how much one would get as a psychologist around here).

I had chances, and yet I blew them. Don't waste your life, you'll never be as big a failure as me, but you can lead a good life in the future.

Moral of the story: Study for your test god damn it. You can live a life so much better than mine, just do it, don't be a waste of oxygen like me.

 

[anon]

If you're in a rich country, getting that degree will lead to a better life

I'm from Croatia. It's not a rich country, but it's among the more decent eastern European countries. Still poor compared to most of western Europe. I imagine psychologists probably earn around average wage so 800 euros.

It's also one of the most useless degrees out there

I've failed the first year of IT twice, then I transferred to a useless meme degree. Just like in your situation, my college is not acknowledged outside of Croatia because it's a shitty private college for low IQ retards who couldn't get into a proper college.

but you can lead a good life in the future.

Only because of my dad. I will eventually graduate and get this shitty degree. I'll still have to rely on my dad to help find me a job. In my country connections are everything and luckily my dad has connections all over the place. He's NT, hard-working and sociable. I'm lucky for having such a committed dad, yet I keep disappointing him.

Study for your test god damn it.

I'll try tomorrow.

We're in quite a similar situation. We're both apathetic subhumans in poor countries. My dad is not giving up on me, though. He knows I'm an autistic loser, but he still does everything he can. God bless the absolute madman.

 

[NoMoreSlaving]

What a shit thing to say to a fellow incel. No different than, 'must suck to be ugly lol'. Both are important traits that you have absolutely no control over.

True, true. Sorry op

Research future market trends for 1st world countries and choose whatever profession is going to be in short supply there if you want to make money. Also there are some alternative education routes, for example apprenticeships for trades where you get paid straight away. Not many young people are choosing trades in the 1st world so that will be a problem soon. But it's a golden opportunity for people like you. There's also stuff like springboard IT courses, army in a lot of countries take anyone with a degree for fast track courses into officer, etc.

You don't have to do what everyone else is doing

 

[Deleted member 7448]

I'm from Croatia. It's not a rich country, but it's among the more decent eastern European countries. Still poor compared to most of western Europe. I imagine psychologists probably earn around average wage so 800 euros.

I've failed the first year of IT twice, then I transferred to a useless meme degree. Just like in your situation, my college is not acknowledged outside of Croatia because it's a shitty private college for low IQ retards who couldn't get into a proper college.

Only because of my dad. I will eventually graduate and get this shitty degree. I'll still have to rely on my dad to help find me a job. In my country connections are everything and luckily my dad has connections all over the place. He's NT, hard-working and sociable. I'm lucky for having such a committed dad, yet I keep disappointing him.

I'll try tomorrow.

We're in quite a similar situation. We're both apathetic subhumans in poor countries. My dad is not giving up on me, though. He knows I'm an autistic loser, but he still does everything he can. God bless the absolute madman.

It's very weird. My dad is super NT, very hard-working and super social and connected. I'm the least NT person I've ever met, no exaggeration. I'm one of the laziest people in existence, and I have literally 0 social connections.

 

[Zesto]

Only the best of the best can get an HQNP Nipponese waifu.

Everyday I work towards becoming a member of that elite few.

 

[Life Wasted]

I'm so low IQ, autistic, apathetic and incompetent.

That describes me perfectly.

Funnily enough, this is not about women or sex, but it does illustrate how much of a loser I am.

All I want to do is have a decent job where I don't have to work too hard, that pays well, so I can live alone and get high in my free time, at home, without consequences.

Same but it's so impossibly out of reach just like women and sex. There is just no way, I'm not equipped and I would fail if I tried. Meanwhile I see normies who get those things easily. We weren't meant for this world, doesnt matter what country you're in we were born to fail.

 

[this is hell]

join military

 

[Potbellypos]

Easy jobs don't pay well because they're fucking easy. If you don't want to work hard, then don't expect to get paid well. Also, you'll never succeed if your only goal is to get high. Drugs fuck people up more than they'll ever admit (because they're addicted copers). I've been through Hell because of drug and alcohol abuse and it took me years to recover. I've busted my ass at every job I've ever had and I've always risen fast to supervisor/management positions. If you want something, you have to work for it. You can't just expect people to give things to you for free.

 

[Deleted member 7448]

That describes me perfectly.



Same but it's so impossibly out of reach just like women and sex. There is just no way, I'm not equipped and I would fail if I tried. Meanwhile I see normies who get those things easily. We weren't meant for this world, doesnt matter what country you're in we were born to fail.

It's so weird how most people would have no problem getting what I want if they applied themselves. For me it's nearly impossible though. I don't even know why, there's just something wrong with me, I'm useless.

 

[SilentSoup]

Nice avatar, is that George from Seinfeld? Those furry Russian hats are great.

I'm in a very similar situation, living with parents, no job, no friends. Do you have a car? If you have a car you have one on me, I have to take the bus (which is full of bums and retards) or walk whenever I need to go somewhere.

My want list is
>GF
>Friends
>To live on my own
>To have a car
>To have something meaningful to do IE job

That might also be my never-will-have list, and even if I get the other things on that list I doubt I'll ever have a girlfriend or any friends.

 

[Deleted member 7448]

Nice avatar, is that George from Seinfeld? Those furry Russian hats are great.

I'm in a very similar situation, living with parents, no job, no friends. Do you have a car? If you have a car you have one on me, I have to take the bus (which is full of bums and retards) or walk whenever I need to go somewhere.

My want list is
>GF
>Friends
>To live on my own
>To have a car
>To have something meaningful to do IE job

That might also be my never-will-have list, and even if I get the other things on that list I doubt I'll ever have a girlfriend or any friends.

Yea, that's Georgie boy. You see, I'm so useless that I've watched the same sitcoms on repeat over 25 times. I've watched Seinfeld at least 25 times, every single episode. The same thing can be said about ~10 other sitcoms. I'm a waste of oxygen. Of course, I do other shit on my PC at the same time.

Regarding your list, I think friends are overrated, and while a GF is definitely necessary to satisfy your sexual urges and needs for intimacy, it is possible to live without. A car isn't all that useful if you live in a city.

However, living on your own and having a good job is something both necessary, and nearly impossible to achieve at the same time.

 

[singularitymaxx]

Nice avatar, is that George from Seinfeld? Those furry Russian hats are great.

I'm in a very similar situation, living with parents, no job, no friends. Do you have a car? If you have a car you have one on me, I have to take the bus (which is full of bums and retards) or walk whenever I need to go somewhere.

My want list is
>GF
>Friends
>To live on my own
>To have a car
>To have something meaningful to do IE job

That might also be my never-will-have list, and even if I get the other things on that list I doubt I'll ever have a girlfriend or any friends.

nevER say nevER bro

 

[anon]

Do you have a car? If you have a car you have one on me, I have to take the bus (which is full of bums and retards) or walk whenever I need to go somewhere.

I don't think I'm mentally capable of driving, both because of my autism and low IQ. Whenever my dad drives me somewhere I'm constantly surprised just how many rules there are you have to keep track of, many are unwritten too.
Whenever he swears at some idiot for cutting him off or whatever I see myself as being that guy. I'd probably make obvious mistakes all the time while driving and I wouldn't even know. I'm so low IQ that roundabouts and lanes confuse me.

I have poor IRL spacial awareness too. I don't think I'll ever get a license. I'm so autistic and low inhib I'm scared of going through a driving exam/test. I'd embarrass myself in front of the instructor and probably never pass, even after multiple attempts. I don't want to be an even bigger failure to my dad so I'd rather not even try.

I'm just low IQ. I'm naive, can't read people whatsoever and I'm an easy target for criminals/scammers, especially in public. Simple tasks are often a huge source of anxiety for me, while others seem to do everything effortlessly. I'm 23, but mentally I'm not even a teenager. I even look young for my age. I'm not an adult and I never will be.

 

[IsolationHurts]

Funnily enough, this is not about women or sex, but it does illustrate how much of a loser I am.

All I want to do is have a decent job where I don't have to work too hard, that pays well, so I can live alone and get high in my free time, at home, without consequences.

I fail in all those aspects. I'm an idiot who screwed up so many times, there's no way for me to get a well-paying job now, even if I migrate to a country that has non-laughable wages. I'm still living with my parents, and I'm an anti-social sperg with no money so I can't get drugs. Hell, living with my parents I can't even get drunk any more, not after all that I've put them through.

Exact same situation but I can get weed at least. Getting high every night is literally the only thing that keeps me going. Good luck.

 

[Deleted member 1983]

honsetly once u get a job you tend to think about yor inceldom more, i was unemployed for two years before getting a job again and now that i have one im constantly reminded im working my ass of for money thats just going to pile up in my account because i have literally 0 reason to spend it other than rent.

once you have income you'll just feel more lonely i guarantee.