blackshark
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Did you try anything at all?
Tried gymmaxxing. Tried fashionmaxxing. Tried working on my speaking skills. Tried literally lowering my standards to the point I'd accept anyone not actually obese. Tried pretending to be rich.
Its over
^ yep.Tried gymmaxxing. Tried fashionmaxxing. Tried working on my speaking skills. Tried literally lowering my standards to the point I'd accept anyone not actually obese. Tried pretending to be rich.
Its over
My family annoyed me with the bluepilled advice that i should go out more to bars, clubs and discos to meet people. Like the bluepilled idiot i was back then i tried it. Pure suicide and ragefuel. After a while of trying i became blackpilled.Did you try anything at all?
All theseTried gymmaxxing. Tried fashionmaxxing. Tried working on my speaking skills. Tried literally lowering my standards to the point I'd accept anyone not actually obese. Tried pretending to be rich.
Ha! Try something? Don't you know I have an enormous sense of entitlement and Stacies are supposed to give me sex (that I am owed) for absolutely no work on my part!
tried to status/moneymaxx out of creative projects but it failed (for now)Did you try anything at all?
You're a fucking cuck to be a sugar daddy. Also u havent tried everything as you havent moved away from the west. If you are white and have a bachelors degree you're just a volcelI've done crazy, desperate and cucked shit.
Looks: I've had a HT, lipo'd my double chin, soon to get a nose job here too. Gymcelled and keto'd of course, I managed a v-taper and a flat stomach. I also still mew, for what little it's worth. Oh and since I'm a palecel I used melanotan, got my first tan in my life.
After I realized lookmaxxing with incel genes wasn't the panacea I'd hoped for, I became autismly focused on my social skills, picking apart every little thing I, and others, said. I listened to podcasts and talk radio to see how NTs interacted. I never PUAed, but I mainly listened to comedians like Patrice O'neal, to see how he handled social situations. Overall I tried desperately to become NT, more empathetic and relaxed in situations and improve my communications skills. To make up time, for my lack of dating experience, I tried to fast track learning about dating by paying women for dates at 28 (yes, I sugar daddied, and fuck you, it was not my end game).
In the end, it was a wild ride, but all for nothing. At 31, I'm actually more mentalcel than I was to start in someways. One reason being is because I HAVE tried everything now and while I might have improved myself a lot, I now know it will never be enough, and I'll always be alone.
I don't think incels know how great a cope hope is, but when you've done everything, and you can no longer cope with hope, and it's brutal.
Japanmaxxing? its as bad as the west lmaooCurrently Looksmaxxing, and Japanmaxxing. Also job hunting. First two are working out pretty decently, still haven't gotten a Job tho.
Just stop being an incel, bro.