What has stopped you from roping?

[Moth]

To preface, I am not suicidal nor do I encourage anyone to rope, even people I dislike. But having said that, I'm well aware that most of us live a fairly shit life, all things considered, and aren't happy with our place in this world.

So I'd like to ask, what is there in this life that keeps you going, gives you the energy to keep moving and live another day? Is there an aspect of life that's your genuine passion and makes you believe that our life isn't completely shit and that there's some good in this world? Or is it your fear of death or even complacency that keeps you from roping? I've heard users here like @zd60 talk endlessly about how they've given up and grown numb to this life, yet they still choose to drift through their existence aimlessly rather than actually taking action to end it even if they feel this life offers nothing for them.

This quote I made I was very new to the forum encapsulates this sentiment fairly well:

Yeah, I've seen a few of your posts and I've surmised that essentially given up on life (much less trying to ascend) and numbly drift through your empty existence in a drug-induced stupor, occasionally haunting this forum when you're lucid enough. They've actually prompted me to develop what I call the 'passive suicide' theory where depressed people who have lost the will to live will resign themselves to isolation and perception-altering substances in order to 'escape' their life until the adverse effects of isolation and excessive drug use cause their body and mind to deteriorate to the point of death, they do this because they're so drained that the don't even have the energy or determination to kill themselves.

So I'd be very interested to hear their perspective and what they enjoy in life. Just in general, what to you is lifefuel? What scares you about roping?

Thanks for reading, brocels.

 

[Clavicus Vile]

I’m too scared of trying and then failing and becoming brain dead and or paralyzed in a constant state of pain.

 

[Moth]

I’m too scared of trying and then failing and becoming brain dead and or paralyzed in a constant state of pain.

That's the only thing stopping you? So if you could press a a button that caused you to experience an instant, painless death, would you do so?

 

[Moth]

So if you could press a a button that caused you to experience an instant, painless death, would you do so?

I should make that a poll.

 

[Lonely Slav]

Medication

 

[Shark]

I see roping as pointless unless you have an incurable disease and are in a lot of pain

 

[Clavicus Vile]

That's the only thing stopping you? So if you could press a a button that caused you to experience an instant, painless death, would you do so?

Pretty much lol, I would’ve pushed the button long before I had even joined this forum or knew about the blackpill.

 

[Bloods]

So if you could press a a button that caused you to experience an instant, painless death, would you do so?

I mean there is guns for that, not accesible for most people unfortunately

 

[Moth]

I see roping as pointless unless you have an incurable disease and are in a lot of pain

Likewise. Assisted suicide for people with terminal illnesses must be legalised.

 

[Icarus]

Fear of going somewhere worse after I die

 

[Moth]

Pretty much lol, I would’ve pushed the button long before I had even joined this forum or knew about the blackpill.

I'm sorry to hear that, brocel. I'll always have your back if you need it.

 

[The Wolf]

Medication

that's interesting because sometimes meds can have this as a side effect. Accutane or even some anti-depressants (SSRI).

Antidepressants increase the risk of suicide, violence and homicide at all ages

www.bmj.com

 

[AdolfRizzler]

I’m too scared of trying and then failing and becoming brain dead and or paralyzed in a constant state of pain.

this, it s mostly because im too scared sometimes also because i want how the future might look, how bad it will become

 

[Shark]

Fear of going somewhere worse after I die

I fear the suffering continues even in the afterlife for undesirables.
We might think there is some kind of relief but it might only get worse. Wouldn't surprise me.

 

[Moth]

Fear of going somewhere worse after I die

I'm an atheist but I completely understand where you're coming from.

So you're religious then? You think you'll go to Hell? You don't seem like a bad geezer.

 

[The Wolf]

fear of a failed attempt, ending up crippled. but most of all I just don't have the guts yet. I can't kms (yet), doesn't mean I want to be alive. plus at 28 and with all my physical and physiological issues, and my past experiences, there is absolutely zero reason to think anything will get better. if anything, it will only get worse.

 

[Fluffdaddy]

Masturbation

 

[Icarus]

I fear the suffering continues even in the afterlife for undesirables.
We might think there is some kind of relief but it might only get worse. Wouldn't surprise me.

I can't picture a heaven existing. However hell seems more and more plausible by the day.

 

[Moth]

that's interesting because sometimes meds can have this as a side effect. Accutane or even some anti-depressants (SSRI).

Antidepressants increase the risk of suicide, violence and homicide at all ages

www.bmj.com

That's why I believe you shouldn't take antidepressants until it's a last resort and you're going to kill yourself otherwise, they can often fuck with your brain chemicals and actually worsen your depression.

 

[hatepilledandrich]

Because I have a goal in mind, and I rather achieve it first .

 

[Todd Thundercock]

Autismbux allowing me to live comfy. Without it, I'd be dead.

 

[Bloods]

I can't picture a heaven existing. However hell seems more and more plausible by the day.

hell is your existence rn

 

[Bloods]

Autismbux allowing me to live comfy. Without it, I'd be dead.

damn where are u from?

 

[Moth]

Because I have a goal in mind, and I rather achieve it first .

Godspeed, brev. A man with motivation, a rare sight in the modern world.

 

[Icarus]

I'm an atheist but I completely understand where you're coming from.

So you're religious then? You think you'll go to Hell? You don't seem like a bad geezer.

I'm not religious tbh

I just don't see any good in this world

 

[Icarus]

hell is your existence rn

But it can always get worse

 

[Moth]

Autismbux allowing me to live comfy. Without it, I'd be dead.

I don't think there's a country on earth where disability benefits pay a living wage, not in the UK at least.

 

[Bloods]

But it can always get worse

it does, every single day my life gets worse

 

[Moth]

This thread is suifuel, I was expecting people to share what made them happy and what good they found in the world. that was not the response I received however .

 

[Bloods]

This thread is suifuel, I was expecting people to share what made them happy and what good they found in the world. that was not the response I received however .

i dont think its called hopecels.is is it?

 

[Todd Thundercock]

damn where are u from?

US, New York state.

 

[TimeMachineOrLDAR]

Suicide or death might not be an escape. Even if we ignore religious reasonings.

 

[Icarus]

it does, every single day my life gets worse

same

 

[BlackPilledNormi]

I dont have a reason to die and still hope that my life could be better

 

[Bloods]

US, New York state.

damn good for u, enjoy it

 

[The Wolf]

That's why I believe you shouldn't take antidepressants until it's a last resort and you're going to kill yourself otherwise, they can often fuck with your brain chemicals and actually worsen your depression.

I've tried several, they do shit. hairloss on fluoxetine (a few months into it - the normal dose - I got abnormal hairloss basically I suddenly had "female pattern hairloss", also extreme nausea on duloxetine and on Zoloft sexual side effects (cooming takes 1 hour but some men lose their libidio completely even after stopping -- not that this would matter in my case lmao).

 

[TouhouMathcel]

I have a plan when things get really bad in my life. I come to the railway tracks at night and put my head on the rails. I think it will be painless, there won't be a chance I survive that and I will not cause inconvenience to the neighbors

 

[Moth]

i dont think its called hopecels.is is it?

I've always been a hopecel in spite of everything. Perhaps it's my primary cope. It's like doublethink in 1984: I'm simultaneously aware that I'm fucked and that things aren't going to get any better but yet I also cling to the belief (or delusion) that perhaps, however small a chance it is, that things will get better and there will be a silver lining.

 

[Midnight Animal]

Procrastination.

 

[Moth]

I have a plan when things get really bad in my life. I come to the railway tracks at night and put my head on the rails. I think it will be painless, there won't be a chance I survive that and I will not cause inconvenience to the neighbors

What the fuck.

 

[Bloods]

I have a plan when things get really bad in my life. I come to the railway tracks at night and put my head on the rails. I think it will be painless, there won't be a chance I survive that and I will not cause inconvenience to the neighbors

really good plan, i have something similar, if things get bad ill just drive in to a tree at max speed with my car

 

[Bloods]

I've always been a hopecel in spite of everything. Perhaps it's my primary cope. It's like doublethink in 1984: I'm simultaneously aware that I'm fucked and that things aren't going to get any better but yet I also cling to the belief (or delusion) that perhaps, however small a chance it is, that things will get better and there will be a silver lining.

miracle maxxing

 

[RandomGuy]

Legion Of Men


View: https://youtu.be/tFiP6Cj7MMs?si=0allGhGqIpXL0CWr

 

[TouhouMathcel]

What the fuck.

What's wrong

 

[Midnight Animal]

 

[TouhouMathcel]

really good plan, i have something similar, if things get bad ill just drive in to a tree at max speed with my car

I know nothing about cars, but I think there is still a chance that you survive that

 

[PersonalityChad]

I'm too scared to kms

 

[Propagandaminister]

So I'd be very interested to hear their perspective and what they enjoy in life. Just in general, what to you is lifefuel? What scares you about roping?

Being absolutely miserable all the time was such a horrible experience that I find it hard to recommend. Be the positive change in your life. Live your life the way you want(, even if it means hurting others).

Thanks for reading, brocels.

Good post. This place needs some positivity.

 

[Qizarate]

Hope

 

[Moth]

What's wrong

I hope you never have to do that, brocel. Life is tough but we have to be tougher.