I wanted to be a mechanical engineer, but now im just trying to disappear from society and build my own sex doll.
Discussion What dreams and goals did you guys have before being blackpilled?
Why don't u just buy a sex doll?
None tbh, the blackpill literally didnt change much for me. I was still an aware virgin loser with no goals back then.
I wanted to bring laughter and joy to the world.
Looksmax to where a foid would want me
Most dolls have the problem of the uncanny valley, meaning it tries to hard to look real, making it look creepy. Id rather have my waifu 3d printed than one of the sex dolls we have today
When were you aware? Did something happen or you just realized one day that you were an incel
To be honest, i feel as if you need to be chadlite in order for looksmaxxing to work.
Didn't have specific goals but thought I will study and have a decent job later.After swallowing the blackpill my eyes were opened and I gave up on everything
I wanted to spread the joy of learning languages
Bureaucracy and play the power game.
Now I don't care
Now I don't care
The same dream I have now, moneymaxing
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Becoming rich millionaire in high school (fantasized about this)
I honestly thought that if I became rich and bought a supercar to drive to school that all the girls would be attracted to me, and I would get the most respect.
I honestly thought that if I became rich and bought a supercar to drive to school that all the girls would be attracted to me, and I would get the most respect.
Being a game dev. Now I know the scene is the most pozzed shit imaginable and since I lack math and problem solving my games would be "Depression Quest" tier.
I wanted to be a game dev as well, but after failing my computer science class, i realized i was too dumb to do it
I wanted to be a video game developer or make my own mods in Skyrim.
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What languages do you speak? I wish I had the drive to learn another language.
Ive watched so much hentai that i can now understand hentai videos without subtitles LOL
to have a life work hard and get a job regardless of what it was but I have no motivation to do anything because of the loneliness now I hope to become something biggER.
Become a clinical psychologist
i just wanted a normal life , like a job , friends, a girlfriend a few kids and enough money to buy a small block of land to build a earthbag home or a cabin on and to see my mum and sisters get a better lot in life but i now know this will never happen as i have been unemployed a long time due to remote isolation and not having a drivers lisence due to medical problems and my family is living rough and they are close to giving up on life and i am not sure how much they have left in them and they see the world as i do a corrupt society which favours the rich, good looking,and the assholes of the world. that how i see things then and now. so black pill did not change alot for me
To be a chad or at least normal. But my genes robbed me of that.
First wanted to become an astronaut, then a computer programmer, then a financial analyst but lost motivation to do anything that requires drive, persistence, and intellectual investment. Now I'm just doing the bare minimum required to get by and ultimately escape from this hellish suiciety.
Studying art 
All the blackpills really didn't do much but make me not crave women as much and probably demotivate me a little. I still pursue things I want to, just not rigorously.
Let me guess, doujinshis?Studying art
Just various art, both doujinsis, and paintings
What do you think about studying declension grammar? I could learn it, but I need to improve my language skills within 3 months and I feel I should just work on expanding my vocab and learning grammar as I go.
It's a waste of time unless you're really good at drawing pr0nz, I studied art & design for a few years and had my work constantly fucked with by my peers even though I was top of my class
I wanted to become a respected husband with a lovely family to care for.
One more reason why art studies sucks. Saw my coleagues from studies later in life doing other jobs, not art. Is better taken as hobby, but even for that lost motivation and joy + problems with ocd
Depends a lot on what language
slav language
I wanted to create companies that are involved in the scientific and technological industry and be well known and respected for it. Despite the unlikely nature of achieving that, the blackpill destroyed my drive for it.
after the very basics studying grammar is essentially useless, you'll mostly get in practice from watching/reading actual content in that language.
Yeah that's what I figured, seems like after some basics vocab will be vastly more important.
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