Work days are usually get up three or four hours before I have to go to work and wake and bake at times or I just get high at work I lay in bed for the first 2 hours scrolling online then I get dressed perhaps take a shower before I get dressed and make myself light breakfast usually an apple and a Gatorade then I wait slave for a good 8 to 10 hours they give me free food at work and let me listen to my podcast and audio books while I do my thing so it's not so bad then I'll bust back to my apartment and make myself homemade goislob trying to eat healthy as a bitch but I have been much more healthier compared to what I was 10 years ago anyway all jerk off watch YouTube documentaries or some comedy bullshit and then I will smoke a bowl listen to music and read and fall back and sleep and I'll repeat the process over again on my days off from work I'll usually spend the entire day reading and watching YouTube and getting high occasionally I might go for a walk or even hit the gym once a month I honestly don't care I gave up on life a long time ago it's a simple life though I don't want to be known by anybody the human race abandoned me which is better than it abusing me before it abandoned me every time I try to socialize with humans they remind me that they will and can and have and will continue to abuse me I'm disrespected everywhere I can't deal with it so I gave up the concept of socialization a long time ago just to live a routine pointless life am I missing something perhaps a career I thought that getting a career was going to help but really it was just a way to keep myself from being homeless everything's expensive anyway what am I going to do find a girl who's going to date a midget like me it's a waste so I keep my money and get high and pay for my goyslop and my pod to live in
