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What did you think about women at age ~13? Were you blackpilled?

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Name is Abdu, live in Laos, born on 24.08.1992.
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I remember talking to my dad back then and telling him that all that women want from a man is money and status, and that they're all gold-digging cunts.

Actually, for a very long time I thought money and status were the most important thing for a woman. I still think that, but now I know that looks are more important.
 
that they were attention whoring garbage, and that they ruin the atmosphere of a community worse than anything else possibly could. being active in the ROBLOX forums for a couple of years was enough to realise it.
 
I loved girls at that age. They didn't like me though, ha ha
 
I was ultra bluepilled at that age. Thought I’d find the girl of my dreams in school and live a happy life.

I totally bought into “working on your personality” and all that shit. I was just a pathetic beta orbiter in high school and thought by being a “nice guy” and helping girls out with their homework they would like me. By the time I was 17 or 18 I knew foids were garbage.
 
I was a bluepilled cuck, so what any bluepilled cuck would think or do that was me
 
I had some dislike for them but I didn't really think much about it, I probably would have believed in the blackpill if I had heard about it then.
 
I was still bluepilled at the time.
 
I wanted to touch their butts.
 
I was totally delusional about women. I still looked good so girls hit on me, but I had severe anxiety so I didn’t take advantage, around 19-20 severe acne took care of any chance I had with women, now that I don’t have much anxiety it’s too late. If there is a god he has a sick sense of humor.
 
I was obsessed with boobs. Never really cared about butts.
For me it was legs. These girls at my school wore super short skirts and it drove me crazy.
 
Damn you knew some stacked 13 year olds?
Ohh yeah, there was this one gigastacy with huge boobs since like age 13 or 14. She was like 1 and a half year older than me. I was always the quiet and weird kid so I didn't have many interactions with her, but boy did I peek at her cleavage when I could.
 
Ohh yeah, there was this one gigastacy with huge boobs since like age 13 or 14. She was like 1 and a half year older than me. I was always the quiet and weird kid so I didn't have much interactions with her, but boy did I peek at her cleavage when I could.
Now that I think about it when I was 14 I knew a girl that had the biggest melons for her body I've ever seen in person in my life. They were almost like basketballs and she was pretty skinny and short.
 
I was scared of them. That being said I felt more comfortable around them than around most guys my age as I really couldn't fit in with all these weird handshakes, highfives, sports and "guy" behaviour in general. Girls my age generally viewed me as non-threatening so they were decently nice (still scary though).

At the age of 13 I did not masturbate and didn't really desire sex.

Oh in regards to the blackpill I don't think I really thought about it at all.
 
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yes I've always known looks money status are all that matters
 
eing active in the ROBLOX forums for a couple of years was enough to realise it.
Only real niggas gave out free roblux, girls never did
 
I was brainwashed into being a feminist socialist when I was young. It wasn’t until my early 20s that I became redpilled... and then finally blackpilled.
 
Now that I think about it when I was 14 I knew a girl that had the biggest melons for her body I've ever seen in person in my life. They were almost like basketballs and she was pretty skinny and short.
I used to stare intensely at cleavage sometimes. Very cringy now that I think about it.
 
I was a bluepilled cuck, so what any bluepilled cuck would think or do that was me
Basically. Ive been extremely bluepilled until i got my degree (and quit the buddhist sect i joined with 18), so.... i know i deserve to die.

I wanted to touch their butts.
Indeed. Ive been obsessed with female anuses and anal straight sex since allways i think.
 
Basically. Ive been extremely bluepilled until i got my degree (and quit the buddhist sect i joined with 18), so.... i know i deserve to die.


Indeed. Ive been obsessed with female anuses and anal straight sex since allways i think.
What do you like about anal? I think them going through discomfort and pain for you is hot. Also, the tightness.
 
I mostly fantasized about tying up one of my classmates and doing stuff to her.
I knew none of them will ever like me and I was kinda in denial about the red/blackpill, I think I knew it all subconsciously but on the surface I was a hopeless romantic bluepill cuck
 
I mostly fantasized about tying up one of my classmates and doing stuff to her.
I knew none of them will ever like me and I was kinda in denial about the red/blackpill, I think I knew it all subconsciously but on the surface I was a hopeless romantic bluepill cuck
The tying up thing is pretty hot tbh.
 
I didn't have much of a libido back then but I found girls utterly uninteresting and boring.
 
man ı think ı were NPC at that age
 
What do you like about anal?

I will never know :feelsbadman::feelscry::feelsrope:
But yeah... the fact that they would suffer a lot of pain and that they must sacrifice their potential pleasure to please "me".... the fact that they accept all that disconfort and pain just to do exactly what i want.... The fact that most girls dont like it and find it unnatural and perv... the fact that its closer to a rape than to "making sweet love".... The fact that watching this kind of porn promotes it, so it ends up promoting female suffering... i think its the hottest kind of sexual act tbh. I cant stand vaginal sex in porn btw.
Also, BTW, my favorite type of porn is painal obviously, and it has been my favorite since... allways i think. I almost cried when www.hollywoodabuse.com went down.... but then i discovered https://www.reddit.com/r/painal/ and im a happy dude again.
 
I thought that I was too ugly to be loved by a girl and had high inhib
 
I will never know :feelsbadman::feelscry::feelsrope:
But yeah... the fact that they would suffer a lot of pain and that they must sacrifice their potential pleasure to please "me".... the fact that they accept all that disconfort and pain just to do exactly what i want.... The fact that most girls dont like it and find it unnatural and perv... the fact that its closer to a rape than to "making sweet love".... The fact that watching this kind of porn promotes it, so it ends up promoting female suffering... i think its the hottest kind of sexual act tbh. I cant stand vaginal sex in porn btw.
Also, BTW, my favorite type of porn is painal obviously, and it has been my favorite since... allways i think. I almost cried when www.hollywoodabuse.com went down.... but then i discovered https://www.reddit.com/r/painal/ and im a happy dude again.
I think you'll like some of this stuff too then (warning, porn). https://www.xvideos.com/tags/facialabuse/1/
 
I was bluepilled as fuck believing that there would be someone out there waiting for me. Not surprising as I was raised by super bluepilled parents.
 
I was terrified of them.
 
I was slightly blackpilled. Since I was 11, I thought that women were vapid whores who only liked good looking guys (because of the fact that Justin Bieber was a thing, and my oneitis thought he was cute), but I also thought that I myself would be good looking if I slimmed down and had a good personality.

Boy was I wrong.
 
At 13 I was focused on school thinking that I will get a sexy girl in no time if I get school and career in order. LMFAO at my former self.
 
I was the biggest bluepilled cuck on the block and only gave foids what they deserved if I was having a really bad day
 
Brainwashed by Disney movies.
 
I don’t recall really thinking about them at all.
 
I liked them, they hated me and I couldn't figure out why at that time...
 
I didn't care about them, but I didn't care about anyone but my family at that age to start with.
 
I was raised very religious so I had the utmost respect for females and did all that I could and my best to treat them as such. I was a gentleman in every sense of the word. I liked a lot of girls and none of them ever showed me affection back. For the longest time I was dumbfounded because I always read the virtuous reap the rewards in Heaven and on Earth so I just figured if I prayed harder and asked God for a loyal wife that I would get one in time.
It wasn't even until I was in my mid 20s that I realized why my "game" was so fucked up. Women like to be treated like whores and abused and just want big cocks in their pussy. They aren't loyal. They don't want to be treated with respect. In fact, they hate that shit and don't want a guy who bends over backwards for them. They enjoy when a guy slaps them across their face and beats the shit out of them because he is violent and aggressive and aggressive and violent are very sexy traits for a male.
Literally stopped opening doors and helping ladies with heavy boxes. None of that shit works. They just use you because they can smell how much of a cuck you are. I hate women now.
 
with 13 I saw that foids can be very cruel, and all that talk of "do not do this and that to a woman because they are fragile and whatever" was a load of crap, but I still believed that innocent girls and kinda nerdy girls were pure, but they are the worst of all, especially if they are close to being my looksmatch
 
All I remember is that I had a huge cucked ass crush on this one stereotypically rebellious, playing by her own rules type chick who was laughably out of my autistic corny pressed khakis league. Embarrassing.
 
Too innocent and autistic to've cared about that shit.
I will never know :feelsbadman::feelscry::feelsrope:
But yeah... the fact that they would suffer a lot of pain and that they must sacrifice their potential pleasure to please "me".... the fact that they accept all that disconfort and pain just to do exactly what i want.... The fact that most girls dont like it and find it unnatural and perv... the fact that its closer to a rape than to "making sweet love".... The fact that watching this kind of porn promotes it, so it ends up promoting female suffering... i think its the hottest kind of sexual act tbh. I cant stand vaginal sex in porn btw.
Also, BTW, my favorite type of porn is painal obviously, and it has been my favorite since... allways i think. I almost cried when www.hollywoodabuse.com went down.... but then i discovered https://www.reddit.com/r/painal/ and im a happy dude again.
Jfl at this, just say you're into it because it's degenerate and disgusting and symbolizes faggotry, you know some whores as well as some whores(male) enjoy that shit right?
"Promoting female suffering" not really, it's just porn.
 
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At 13, I was still attracted to other guys.
 
They haven't matured a bit. My thoughts are the same.
 
I did kinda like them.
 

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