Experiment What did you do in the EXACT moment that you realised it was over?

[Ritalincel]

Think back to the very moment that the black pill sank in and you realised this shit was over.

And realising what was to come, mental disorder, NEET, swallowing the LDAR pill, etc

What did you do so that you could cope without wanting to rope your self?

 

[Gremlincel]

violently shit my pants

 

[TheLivingFailure]

I coped with vidya and anime. NEET part was inevitable because I got shit grades in high school and I can't afford further education. I'm an autistic shut in at this point.

 

[Ritalincel]

violently shit my pants

mogs me

 

[Deleted member 3129]

when i started to play serious rp

 

[StormlitAqua]

I remember living in a shitty shared apartment my 2nd year of college. It was 4am, I had LDARed so hard that the dirty dishes in my room were growing mold, and I hadn't showered in 6 days, and I knew it was over. If I remember correctly, it was April of 2015.

I just had this extremee feeling of it being over. From there, I stopped caring and started to accept the blackpill (didn't know it by name, but knew the concepts).

 

[EthnicelNL]

OP first?

I locked myself in my room for over a year only playing vidya and trying to find a way to cope

 

[ElliotLookAlike]

a year ago

 

[Stoiccel]

Nothing.

a year ago

>what

 

[EthnicelNL]

Nothing.

>what

Ah the stoic way

 

[Ritalincel]

OP first?

OSRScelled, kek.

 

[EthnicelNL]

Nothing.

>what

He think the question was WHEN not what

 

[TomathonClancy]

I started strangling myself with a belt. Didn’t want to rope, but I felt I needed to punish myself for being so ugly. Especially when the rest of my family is good-looking, I felt like a mistake. Those were dark times.

 

[PM_ME_STRIPPERS]

probs about 3 years ago, cant exactly remember the exact moment but it was around the time when i stopped browsing/ commenting on foreveralone and starting browsing /r/incels and then i knew the stuff that was discussed on /r/incels was the stuff that i truly agreed with, not the bluepill crap on /r/foreveralone

 

[Deleted member 8353]

I just stopped trying to accomplish anything, LDAR has been my life for years.

I coped with vidya and anime.

Besides post on a few boards, that's almost all I ever do if I can help it.

 

[EthnicelNL]

I started strangling myself with a belt. Didn’t want to rope, but I felt I needed to punish myself for being so ugly. Especially when the rest of my family is good-looking, I felt like a mistake. Those were dark times.

Serial? Thats harsh man...

 

[TomathonClancy]

Serial? Thats harsh man...

It’s like I kept trying to do things in the mirror to fix my face but I realized I had near-looksmaxed and had reached my genetic limit, and I was still ugly.

 

[EthnicelNL]

probs about 3 years ago, cant exactly remember the exact moment but it was around the time when i stopped browsing/ commenting on foreveralone and starting browsing /r/incels and then i knew the stuff that was discussed on /r/incels was the stuff that i truly agreed with, not the bluepill crap on /r/foreveralone

Foreveralone is a toxic place really. All these dishonest femoids and beta cucks giving false hope all the time. That is even more dangerous for someones wellbeing in the long term.

It’s like I kept trying to do things in the mirror to fix my face but I realized I had near-looksmaxed and had reached my genetic limit, and I was still ugly.

I stopped looking in the mirror..dont want to upset myself too much. It works some days

 

[Ritalincel]

It is over.

 

[Mainländer]

First I found it funny, then I became really depressed for a while, then I just lost the drive for pretty much everything and started to feel indifferent towards shit that I cared about early. Onitises also disappeared.

 

[Total Imbecile]

19, second semester of college

Making no friends my first semester while realizing that everyone else is hooking up my first day of the second semester was brutal.

 

[Bronzehawkattack]

Made a post on /r/ForeverAlone about it.

 

[Getlooksordie]

when I made my fake male model experiment and an online account with my female looksmatch.

That was the single, biggest life changing event of my life. I completely broke out of the matrix then.

 

[EthnicelNL]

Made a post on /r/ForeverAlone about it.

Forevercuckedalone

 

[Total Imbecile]

19, second semester of college

Making no friends my first semester while realizing that everyone else is hooking up my first day of the second semester was brutal.

Lol just realized that the thread is asking what and not when

I booted up some video games to keep my mind occupied and try not to think about it, I felt that sinking feeling in your stomach you feel when you know you are just absolutely fucked and theres nothing you can do, I borderline had a panic attack, it was good that my roommate wasnt there though, I even got a bit teary eyed

 

[RREEEEEEEEE]

I don't remember.

 

[tooth monster]

I always kinda knew I never stood a chance, so it was easy to accept it. Video games, drugs, solitary hobbies/activities are great copes for incels, nothing, not even your life, has meaning, so you can do whatever you want, until you die. This pointless existence is actually quite comforting.

 

[ArtoriasWolf]

Knife throat