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Potbellypos
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I've had keloids on my chest for 10 years but I didn't know what they were. I've never had medical insurance until now. I always assumed a doctor could give me some kind of cream I could just rub on my chest to make it go away. I finally saw a doctor and asked how to get rid of this red shit on my chest. He told me there's basically nothing I can do and if I attempt to get them removed they could grow bigger. I looked up before and after videos of keloid removal and it still looks like absolute shit. Everything I've done until now feels pointless. I'm so tired. My career, weight loss, saving money, exercising, going to college, nothing matters. Even if I could find a girl that can look past my face, she'll throw up the moment I take my shirt off. Incels are cursed. We're not victims of bad luck or happenstance. There is a higher power guiding our fate right into the pits of Hell. It wasn't enough that I have a degenerative eye condition that left me legally blind? It wasn't enough that I'm likely autistic? It's not enough that every part of my face is crooked and disgusting or that I'm so frail and weak that tiny girls outlift me at the gym? GOD WON'T STOP UNTIL EVERY ATOM IN MY BODY IS CORRUPTED! MY DESTINY IS TO SUFFER! NO FRIENDS. NO FAMILY. NO GIRLFRIEND. SUFFERING ALONE IN THIS NIGHTMARE FOR ETERNITY!