I try to be thankful for my life at least being mostly mediocre rather than physically dangerous or hellish, but it really weighs on you when you're a sub-5 non-NT jeetnigger with a giga jeet pheno. Even if it didn't affect social treatment it still absolutely kills me every time I look in the mirror. And on top of this I have to deal with helicopter cunt parents – one of whom, my father, being a literal obnoxious loud schizo who noise pollutes by constantly making random noises or yelling gibberish or random words/phrases at basically every opportunity – I work a blue-collar slave job at a warehouse, and the only space that remotely accepts or respects me is this dying forum with a high turnover rate where the userbase is slowly being replaced with looksmaxxers and jeet ahh niggas straight from jeetland.
If reincarnation and karma and all that bs is real then I need to REDEEM whatever good boy/suffering points I get from this life for a better roll next time, cause it's fucking crazy to think that if I got one life it HAD to be this. And people really expect me in my situation to believe in God or, worse yet, a benevolent God. This reality is just cursed beyond words, mang
If reincarnation and karma and all that bs is real then I need to REDEEM whatever good boy/suffering points I get from this life for a better roll next time, cause it's fucking crazy to think that if I got one life it HAD to be this. And people really expect me in my situation to believe in God or, worse yet, a benevolent God. This reality is just cursed beyond words, mang
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